Depression
Why does one word have to define you and your existence?
This is something I’ve know for years.
Something I’ve kept so deep in the closet because I am scared.
Of one fucking word.
DEPRESSION.
I recently took on too much.
I broke.
I shattered.
Then my “partner” chooses to tell me I’m too much to handle.
That I need to get help.
He’s tired of getting beat up. All because I”m not around.
I work three jobs.
Because I have to take on everything financially.
But he’s leaving me for his ex wife.
I broke.
I won’t lie I thought about giving up.
I didn’t want to go to the doctor and speak that word.
Depression.
I didn’t want to admit to myself that I wasn’t strong enough to handle it.
Depression.
I wanted to turn back to that liquor bottle.
I didn’t.
I finally admitted I have a problem.
I mean I am already shattered right?
Only I can pick up the pieces.
While I know it’s only been a week.
Therapy blows.
These meds aren’t going to show signs of “change” for a month.
But I want to show that fucker.
I want to rub it in his face that I am stronger than him.
I don’t need his fuckboyness around me to pick up the pieces.
I really think that is the only reason I’m trying to fix myself.
So I can show him I’m stronger than he is.
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reblog if you think hes good at the saxophone
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「ドクター・フー」宇宙人でおじいちゃん?主人公の「ドクター」って何者なの!?
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Gym Partner
Your swolemate, your one-more-rep, your backbone.
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You only live once.
But if you do it right, once is enough my friend !
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Starting my body on that new phase. I have to sculpt myself into a piece of art. I'm the only one that can love myself for who I am.
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The truth of this smacks you 100% in the face.
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I like holding her hand. In a gay way
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therealgonzoldyck requested Yin/Yang Killugon, so here it is!
red version
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