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A new year

So. Wow

I survived another year

Through so much

I survived 18 years on this world

I'm alive. Through everything that has made me who I am.

Through grooming. Abuse. Hate. Self-loathing.

And through love, romance. Friendship, fun, gaming, discovery.

I've lived so little. And yet I've lived countless lifetimes.

I'm here. With people, and not people. Who care about me.

I don't know what the future holds

I cant.

And yet. I will continue on. I will live

I will thrive

....

I'm glad that I stayed determined

I'm glad I'm here.

To everyone who has appeared in my life. Who spared kindness to me for any amount of time.

Thank you

And to those who hurt me, knowingly or unkwingly. I won't say if I forgive you or not. But I still remember you. For better or worse

To everyone and everything

I'm still here

And despite everything

It's still just me.

Us

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🧸 A headcanon about their childhood

// they had basically no understanding of gender

I think the "point" where they were told they couldn't be a girl was when they almost went into the girls bathroom.

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👽 A headcanon about a weird quirk of there

// they would constantly repeat movie quotes, but in the most subtle way possible. Sneaking them into a conversation naturally.

No one in the world has been able to copy this skill

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// wow, seems like parallel evolutions really are a thing (Adam does the same)

a headcannon about what they lie about (can't. Make the emoji)

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// Mika lies about how much things hurt, and will lie about his feelings if there's someone else who "needs help more than him".

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🍫 A headcanon about food

// this bastsrd loves tacos. They traveled to (insert pokemon equivalent of Mexico here) for a few weeks, and CONVENIENTLY learnt to make them.

They have yet to admit that it's their favorite food

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Metaruu’s Headcanon Ask Game

Send in a character or characters and an icon and I’ll give you…

🏳️‍🌈 A sexuality headcanon

🏳️‍⚧️ A gender headcanon

😇 A headcanon about their religion/lack thereof

🧸 A headcanon about their childhood

👻 A headcanon about what scares them

🎶 A headcanon about music

👽 A headcanon about a weird quirk of there

💤 A headcanon about their sleep

🦾 A disability headcanon

💝 A headcanon about their love language

🫂 A friendship headcanon

💔 An angsty headcanon

🪢 A headcanon about their family

📓 A headcanon about their hobbies

👗 A headcanon about their clothes

🔪 A headcanon relating to fighting/violence

🌟 A headcanon about their desires/wishes

🥇 A headcanon about what they’re best at

🍫 A headcanon about food

🎭 A headcanon about what they lie about

❤️‍🔥 A romantic headcanon

💄 An appearance headcanon

🖕 A headcanon relating to anger

😺 An animal related headcanon

😬 A headcanon about the worst thing they’ve done

😭 A headcanon about the worst thing that happened to them.

😶 A random headcanon!

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OH SHIT IM SO SORRY

I didn't post anything in the weekend. I was .. kinda busy.

I continued following the river. Honestly, at this point... I DONT KNOW WHWRE THE FUCK I AM!!!!

I.... have no clue what to do anymore to be honest. I spent last week worrying to much about my gender that I really didn't plan anything out.

....good news though! Some anon sent me an instant teleportation gem! I'll just respond to wm later to get it.

.....but I still don't know where to go with it.

I feel like I'm going in circles.... I'm taking another bath

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ok now that the high of accepting the fact I'm a girl has worn off I am realizing.

I am homeless.

oh dear. Oh god. What do I do?????

Guess I'll just keep moving in the direction of the river.

Pelliper mail and magic anons are still on by the way. Please, please help me.

My name is Eve by the way!

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(a video file is attached)

"Adam" floats inside of the river. Her expression serene.

She floats and floats. Smiling. In peace.

She says one word before the video cuts out

"Eve"

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BEEP BOOO. ITS ROTOM HERE BUCKAROOS

LEAVE YOUR PRONOUN CHECKS IN THE NOTES. AND I WILL GRANT YALL A VERY CUTE VIDEO OF ADAM IN THE RIVER.

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PLEQAE GIVE PRONOUNS CHECK. I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE TO GAZE UPON THIS ADORABLE SCENE OF A GOOMY

I NEED AN EXCUSE TO SHARE IT. GIVE AND GIVE BACK

BEEP BOOO. ITS ROTOM HERE BUCKAROOS

LEAVE YOUR PRONOUN CHECKS IN THE NOTES. AND I WILL GRANT YALL A VERY CUTE VIDEO OF ADAM IN THE RIVER.

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BEEP BOOO. ITS ROTOM HERE BUCKAROOS

LEAVE YOUR PRONOUN CHECKS IN THE NOTES. AND I WILL GRANT YALL A VERY CUTE VIDEO OF ADAM IN THE RIVER.

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yeah. I guess. This... might not be too terrible. I'm going to go take another bath in the river. And think about things for a lil while.

@jayden-the-popplio

fellow former human here. always willing to help if you ever need some help.

i dunno. A girl called me an "egg" and anons keep calling me "cute"

And the bad part is that I like it.

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o-oh....

I guess I'm a girl then.

.....why am I crying?

Why am I happy?

@jayden-the-popplio

fellow former human here. always willing to help if you ever need some help.

i dunno. A girl called me an "egg" and anons keep calling me "cute"

And the bad part is that I like it.

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uh.... your biology?

And how society sees you as

@jayden-the-popplio

fellow former human here. always willing to help if you ever need some help.

i dunno. A girl called me an "egg" and anons keep calling me "cute"

And the bad part is that I like it.

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sh-she did.... I'm s man. I was born one. I'll always be one.

It would be an insult to women for me to consider myself one

@jayden-the-popplio

fellow former human here. always willing to help if you ever need some help.

i dunno. A girl called me an "egg" and anons keep calling me "cute"

And the bad part is that I like it.