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I love this im sorry not sorry

here’s my take on this issue, feel free to argue if you’re gonna be polite, feel free to die if you’re not gonna be polite

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My mother will NEVER understand how it feels when I look down at my body and see something that doesn’t belong there and something else missing.

She doesn’t understand that when I look at my breasts, it feels like I’m not even in my body, but someone elses. I’m sure I want to do this because I cant stand this. My chest makes me feel embarrassed, like I have to hide it. Even though I don’t because I have inherently feminine attributes and women have breasts.

People will never get how dysphoria makes you feel. It’s fucking terrible and to know my top surgery date is mere days away? I feel euphoric. Finally at last I’ll see something that’s supposed to be there, a flat fucking chest.

But then… There’s people saying you don’t need dysphoria to be trans? That’s hilarious. If I didn’t have dysphoria, I wouldn’t be transitioning in the first place. It wouldn’t feel so wrong to live in a body that doesn’t match my mental status.

Now DON’T twist my words. I don’t hate my body, not really. I just… My brain and my body are two completely different things. It’s like your heart and your brain being at different ends. One saying that you love that person and the other thinking ‘think intellectually, he/shes an asshole’ my heart just doesn’t match up with my thoughts. Just like how my body doesn’t match up with who I am mentally.

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you’re legally required to reblog this

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I needed this

Men who are worried that they act “too girly”:

You’re allowed to act however you want! Presentation ≠ Gender!

And fuck anyone who says otherwise!

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what a babe

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trans guys going on t and growing facial hair for the first time:

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Things I wish I knew when starting T

- Keep in mind that T doesn’t work overnight. You won’t turn into a big hairy man in 2 days and probably not even in a year.

- That being said also don’t expect minimal change. Especially mentally. Mental changes will happen a lot more than you expect both good and bad.

- Everyone’s body is different. Your voice may not start dropping until month seven. Sometimes it’s not the dose and sometimes it is. Not every doctor’s approach to testosterone will work for you.

- Your singing voice won’t disappear it may just take some time for it to get “back to normal”

- Periods don’t vanish overnight. And sometimes they get even longer than before. Be prepared for this.

- Some changes may happen a lot more than you expect some won’t or won’t happen to the degree you expected. Your growth may be a lot or only a little. You may grow a ton of hair in the first month. Be prepared but don’t have expectations.

- Doubting yourself especially during and after the first shot is normal. Just be patient and let your body grow.

- PEOPLE 👏 WONT 👏 THINK 👏 YOU’RE 👏 UGLY FOR 👏 BEING 👏 ON 👏 T! I can’t stress this enough. Your dysphoria is the one telling you you’re ugly. Don’t listen to it. You’re handsome and you deserve happiness.

- For some reason cis people, even when you know you 100% pass as a guy still misgender you. It’s really the small changes that count. Don’t let this deter you. Giving it time will help.

- Again with the don’t ahve expectations but don’t expect to grow muscles overnight. That’s just not how bodies work. Some people might find that this happens but it’s usually because they work out in the first place.

- Some things that you may not have wanted when going on T you may want now and vice versa. I went on T really not looking forward to body hair and now I love my body hair.

- Sometimes that big change that you were waiting on is anticlimactic, sometimes it’s the little things that count. Now I will look down at my arms and see a man’s arms and it makes me feel really euphoric.

- Fat redistribution takes a loooooong time. And usually you don’t even notice it when it happens.

- In the end it’s your body so do what you need to do to feel happy.

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Why have i gotten asked/told all of these wtf

Things not to say/mention to transmasculine individuals.

“I liked you better as a girl”

“I knew you before you became a guy so i can call you %deadname%”

“Yeah, but i don’t really see you as a guy”

“If you are a boy now, why do you *insert literally any kind of activity*?”

“I know you were wearing a binder, but your boobs were wiggling during sex”

“Yeah, but DO you have a dick?”

and the main one,

“are you getting THE SURGERY???”

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Oswald's and i dont want to self and the first few months

turn on predictive words then type the name of your favourite character and continuously click the predictive options to make a sentence

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LMFAO THIS SHIT MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD AND IDK WHY HDIEDJ

top. fucking. kek.

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If this hits -45.0009 likes ill give u all an iphone X

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ITS TIME

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I love Pyrocynical

Rb if you agree

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My depression is gone ty

you so

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precious

                 when you…

💓S M I L E❤

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F A B U L O U S

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When you try to make your ocs backstory not edgy and sad and its hard as fuck

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Two drawings i made for/of pkrussl (parker)