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religously thinking about the fact that Kou deepest desire wasn't the 'real' Mitsuba nor him being able to be a human again; it was Mitsuba telling him to die.

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I think it's so easy to hate ourselves, even by the simpliest things. If we are irritated by someone else, we can just cut them off and ignore them. With ourselves, however, we are stuck for the rest of our lives. We get annoyed as we are with each other all the time. But we can't just hide in other room to cool off-instead we fight and shout at ourselves, because this anger has nowhere else to go

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For readers & writers or any media consumers

I just feel like I can't really live my life anymore. Like I'm not really present. At any free moment I think about imagined stories, those either created by me or others. I read a book or watch a movie-anything really, to make me stop pondering about the present. It's like I can't really think about it anymore, as if I forced myself to think about anything else. I wonder if I will spend my entire life, thinking about life, that isn't even mine.

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Maybe I am just a grandma in a teenage girl body

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Veil

I just want what they have