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screaming and crying because i have never felt so accepted and safe in my whole life

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“You’re a nerd” I say as I look at you with heart eyes while you info dump to me

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The anxiety paradox where you’re so afraid of dying that you’re barely even living

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literally feel like the ugliest girl on the planet actually

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sometimes i feel so so so selfish. sometimes i remind myself that maybe that is okay. but it doesn’t help me feel any less evil evil evil

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just got out of the mental hospital! who wants me?

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the pain may be unbearable… but i am FREEEEE

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i ruin everything i touch, but selfishly i keep touching, hoping something will be different.

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nope nope nope nope nope NOPE NOPE

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sometimes i feel like i am worth nothing more than sexual validation. if i am pretty and appealing to look at at least i am something to desire

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i just ehrmmm ummm… i kinda just….

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when the solution i come up with is “stop eating” thats when i know it’s getting bad

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realizing putting others first because they’re mentally ill doesn’t change the fact that i am also very mentally ill and deserve what i want

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OH 😃

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nothing will ever bring me such comfort ever again why why why