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Elias often uses self harm as a weapon to control you, to keep you with him. As a result with time his body has been donned with various scars and marks, but there's one place he will never touch. Elias will never harm his face, because that's the only thing a soulless broken doll like him has.

But what if you're the one who hurts that face?

Yeah I hadn't recorded a timelapse in months so thought it'd be fun to do a quick colored sketch to record. I also tried experimenting with less saturated colors

[meo-eiru]

Micah Masterlist

Who is the banner guy?

Micah joins the cast

Your desires

Micah always keeps his eyes closed

Apparently his smile looks like Anya's🙄

Ranking the boys from sub to dom

Is he asleep?

The german anon ask (and it's translation)

Micah taunting you

A visit from Micah

Micah vs Elias on being scary

The boys as kids

Micah fun facts

Micah with a darling who sucks at chess

How Micah is different from the other boys

What if Micah got the reader pregnant

Micah slowly drugging the reader

Who'll be your captor?

How are the boys with aftercare?

The Micah Fanfic Saga by @/sunnytime23

Part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4

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"Where do you think you are going?"

Micah Q&A

The great Silas vs Micah hair cutting war

What do the boys wear to sleep?

What you see when you cut Micah's hair

Short hair Micah looks like a Persian cat

Micah with a bad bob, wolf or rat tail cut

Short hair Micah also looks like Cutthroat

A pattern I'm not sure I like

Talking about Micah's character (+ Why I like him with a "pure" darling)

Who's the best hairstylist

Do you need help?

How to distinguish Elias and Micah

Micah would never snap

Another collection of asks

Does he like being a priest

Color study with Micah

How would the boys taste

Micah likes spicy food

How willing are the boys to commit murder

Some interactions between the boys

What type of underwear do they wear

I really like this fanfic

Micah in different hairstyles

A rare laugh

New expressions of the boys compilation

Is there anything that could make Micah hysterical

How tight do they hold onto their darling as they sleep

The boys helping you study bones

He who hurts you the most is He who holds you the most gently

How old are the boys

What if the boys get drunk

Christmas gifts from the boys

New years art (Extra: They grow up so fast)

Hand care

Micah accidentally drinking the poisoned tea (+ the last panel alone as a reaction image)

Cat to dog spectrum

Micah did nothing wrong

How do the boys speak

Trivia night with Micah

So painful yet so warm

Relationship chart

The meanings of their names

The cause of your pains is the one who comforts you (Extra: Compilation of all the boys)

Micah is a bad person

Phone wallpaper of the boys

Probably the wildest ask I've ever received

The boys with a darling who has body image issues

How I feel about sexualizing them (Extra: more on the topic)

Discomfort (Extra: before and after)

Micah and Silas interacting

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Theo Masterlist

Introduction

Ranking the boys from sub to dom

The boys as kids

Darling calling Theo beautiful

How are the boys with aftercare?

What do the boys wear to sleep?

Who's the best hairstylist

Theo with glasses (glass...?)

Theo stalking darling after school

Another collection of asks

How would the boys taste

How willing are the boys to commit murder

Some interactions between the boys

What type of underwear do they wear

Found out

New expressions of the boys compilation

For him Theo is never good enough

Why do we have hands?

How tight do they hold onto their darling as they sleep

The boys helping you study bones

How old are the boys

Lost shirt

What if the boys get drunk

Expectations vs reality

Ciaran in full color

Christmas gifts from the boys

New years art (Extra: They grow up so fast)

Theo lacks depth perception

Theo opening his door and seeing you (he slammed the door on his face)

Theo doesn't want to be seen but wants you to see him

Cat to dog spectrum

How do the boys speak

Trivia night with Theo

Relationship chart

Ciaran and Theo alone would be very awkward

The meanings of their names

Punishment (Extra: Compilation of all the boys)

Phone wallpaper of the boys

How I feel about sexualizing them (Extra: more on the topic)

[meo-eiru]

Facing a little bit of a trouble drawing the interactions from the relationship chart.

I was planning to draw them in the order of most voted (thus Slias and Micah + Lavi and Elias happened first) but the next most voted for ones are Silas/Lavi and Silas/Ciaran

I really want to draw both of those but that’s a bit too much Silas content back to back so I don’t know…

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Aaaaaa actually while posting that I got hit with inspiration again and ended up sketching a small 3 panel Ciaran comic but it's midnight why must this happen to me nowww whyyyyyy

Also i'll leave my asks open tonight in case anyone wants to send something related to Ciaran because I want more Ciaran asks

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“I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry... I’ll be good I promise, I’ll change I won’t do anything you don’t want me to do. Please I can’t live without you, you’re my savior, my goddess please don’t throw me away I’ll die without you”

“I hate being alone, it’s so cold here without you. Not being able to see you scares me, I feel so uneasy. I exist for you, I won’t leave this room unless I’m with you, I won’t even talk to anyone b-but you are able to do those without me, because you don’t need me. I can smell other people whenever you come back to this room, I know I have no right to complain about such things but it breaks my heart I can’t help it. I exist for you, I breathe for you, I live for you. This worthless life belongs to you so please keep it, don’t throw it away don’t neglect it”

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Ciaran Masterlist

Introduction

Ciaran only drinks the amount of blood you let him have

What if darling starved him

Ciaran's past

Letting Ciaran sleep with you

Letting Ciaran drink your period blood

What if Ciaran's darling was also submissive

Ranking the boys from sub to dom

Why is Ciaran crying?

Putting a collar on Ciaran

Ciaran can't handle good treatment

The boys as kids

Letting Ciaran drink blood based on how many times he cums

How are the boys with aftercare?

What if you drank Ciaran's blood instead

Smol emotional support Ciaran

What makes Ciaran a yandere

Cuteness aggression?

Silas, Lavi, Ciaran trivia

Ciaran fun facts

Wholesome playtime with Ciaran

What do the boys wear to sleep?

Who's the best hairstylist

Loving Ciaran but also abusing him

Another collection of asks

His life in your hands

Can you order Ciaran to drink other blood

Can Ciaran turn you into a vampire

How would the boys taste

How willing are the boys to commit murder

Some interactions between the boys

What type of underwear do they wear

His smile

New expressions of the boys compilation

Can Ciaran eat normal food

Ciaran doesn't know how to handle kindness

Why do we have hands?

How tight do they hold onto their darling as they sleep

The boys helping you study bones

How old are the boys

What if the boys get drunk

Ciaran would love your period blood

Christmas gifts from the boys

New years art (Extra: They grow up so fast)

Cat to dog spectrum

Lipstick

Trivia night with Ciaran

How do you pronounce his name

How much blood does Ciaran need to survive

Does Ciaran worry about darling aging and dying

How do the boys speak

Relationship chart

Ciaran and Theo alone would be very awkward

A more peaceful life

The meanings of their names

A cute little toy (Extra: Compilation of all the boys)

idk what to name this one it's a meme redraw

Phone wallpaper of the boys

How I feel about sexualizing them (Extra: more on the topic)

Begging

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Lavi Masterlist

Lavi introduction

Headcanons

What was darling's wish

Can Lavi eat human food

Grounding Lavi

Being mean to Lavi to get a reaction

What powers does lavi have

Lavi with a virgin or not virgin darling

Is Lavi a gyaru

Who is cuter Lavi or Elias?

Who is the cutest

Can Lavi grant reader's wish

"You can't sleep without me!!"

Lavi is very peggable

What if darling drew weird ass drawings of the boys

What if darling summoned Lavi to wish for money

If the darling's wish was to get rid of their stalker

"Seeing the best dreams with my beloved by my side"

If you made Lavi top

Can other people see Lavi too

The boys with a reader who owns a pet

Lavi with a darling who is like a skittish cat

Lavi with an artist reader who wants to draw him

Ranking the boys from sub to dom

Lavi's jealousy

For the Lavi likers

The boys as kids

Elias vs Lavi in a fistfight

How are the boys with aftercare?

He will let you do whatever you want with his tits

Silas, Lavi, Ciaran trivia

Lavi has a very nice butt

What do the boys wear to sleep?

Who's the best hairstylist

This ask was crazy I had to put it here oh my dear god

Piercing headcanons for the boys

Another collection of asks

How would the boys taste

Lavi as an influencer

How willing are the boys to commit murder

Sickness comfort with the boys

Some interactions between the boys

What type of underwear do they wear

Rules

New expressions of the boys compilation

Lavi would ruin your friend group

How tight do they hold onto their darling as they sleep

The boys helping you study bones

How old are the boys

What if the boys get drunk

Tired uni student reader having to deal with Lavi

Christmas gifts from the boys

New years art (Extra: They grow up so fast)

You can't get rid of him

Cat to dog spectrum

Which boy is the easiest/hardest to handle

What does Lavi's cum taste like

Trivia night with Lavi

How do the boys speak

Relationship chart

The meanings of their names

The demands never end (Extra: Compilation of all the boys)

Phone wallpaper of the boys

How I feel about sexualizing them

Lavi and Elias interacting

Chiikawa Lavi

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Gonna close asks again rq until at least I'm done with the masterlists

[meo-eiru]

I-I need to draw them 😭😭😭 the tier list—the..the..t..

👚👔👗👕👖🥼🧥🩳

I. “Covering them up is like a human rights violation agains my soul” :

(I would be weird out if they are in fully clothes:)??

II. “I enjoy sexualizing him but in an artistic way” :

(Really enjoy him in artistic way😭 it’s worth af-😭 )

III. “I get too focused on drawing him falling in life and forget to sexualize him”

(Bro felt so hard the sexualize forgot him:(🫠

IV. “The heavens will personally strike me if I see more than his ankles”

(Pls don’t , his fragile heart can’t bear this)

Will the great Micah give us the sight of his ankles 🤔🤔????

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(….Nawr , keep dreaming my beloved~🙃)

WHEN I TELL YOU I ALMOST SCREAMED WHEN I GOT THE NOTIFICATION FOR THIS BUT I WAS OUTSIDE😫😫😫

Literal masterpiece, I wanna hang this whole ask on my ceiling and look at it every time I wake up

Ok going from top to bottom, Silas and Lavi's height difference is actually killing me Lavi looks like Silas' child😭 For context Silas is 250cm and Lavi is 150cm tall (158 with heels) and I think those two are the only ones I've actually shared the heights of? Worry not I'm actually working on a drawing that shows all the boys and their heights here's a little sneak peek:

The Elias one is just *muah* cheff's kiss, you understand me so well. Elias should be sexualized like a fine painting. To me he's like those old paintings of women completely nude but you can feel the soul and passion put into it. The sexualization tells a story and Elias is usually on the "go queen give us nothing" mode internally but his stunning figure is what speaks to us through those lines

I'm sorry Theo, you actually deserve to be drawn pathetically crying in your room while jerking off to y/n's pictures or getting dominated into oblivion by them in a bathroom stall. Unfortunately you are too fun to make fun of and drawing you being an absolute boyfailure brings me too much joy

LOOK I WANNA SEXUALIZE CIARAN but he's just such a sad and tragic being it feels wrong sexualizing him. I still enjoy imagining or drawing him pathetically crying while begging for more but there's a lot of guilt behind it. It's not like Ciaran wouldn't like it but it just feels like this:

Micah on the other hand, how do I put this... he feels off limits? Like he's a being I'm not allowed to look at that way. I'm only allowed to see what he shows me and I'm only allowed to draw what he allows me to draw. I just can't bring myself to draw that man completely nude without some clothing still on him. If I do I might face divine retribution and like it's not even because he's a priest, I think I'd feel like this even if he was a porn star

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Meo....my brain is itching...

These two ...same energy...

Letmeoutohmygyqt

Can you guess who my favorite chiikawa character is?

Lavi is simultaneously the most chiikawa and the most un-chiikawa character I have probably.

Chiikawa has this warm feeling, it's a safe space. Lavi's addition would immediately change that safe space to an extremely unsafe place

[meo-eiru]

Ok I was planning to do 3 pairs but unfortunately didn't have enough time. But this was super fun and I think I'll be drawing more later so don't worry if the pair you wanted isn't here!

[meo-eiru]

Hey guys we remember this relationship chart I made a while back right?

Can you comment down below if there's a particular exchange you like here? I kinda wanna draw some of them but I don't have enough time to draw them all

I'll also open my asks again for a few hours in case some people want to say it but prefer to stay anon

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Elias Masterlist 2

How would the boys taste

Could Elias work as an actor

A lonely man who yearns for your love

How willing are the boys to commit murder

Sickness comfort with the boys

Some interactions between the boys

What type of underwear do they wear

Exhaustion

New expressions of the boys compilation

Trying to convince Elias you weren't cheating on him

What if the guy he was jealous of was a fast food worker

Elias getting spoiled

Is Elias careful about what he eats

Asker training Elias like a dog

Elias hates everyone equally

Sleeping with Elias

How tight do they hold onto their darling as they sleep

The boys helping you study bones

Using Elias for your studies

Elias vs Theo

How old are the boys

What if the boys get drunk

Messages from Elias

Leaving him behind

Elianta broke into your house for Christmas

Christmas gifts from the boys

New years art (Extra: They grow up so fast)

Elias distraction go!

Cat to dog spectrum

Living with both Elias and Lavi would be hellish

Concubine Elias AU

Trivia night with Elias

Elias has scars on his arms

Elias' moles

How do the boys speak

Elias valentines (Extra: No lighting version)

Pampering Elias only to abandon him later

Relationship chart

Elias with an influencer darling

The meanings of their names

There's only one scenery for you (Extra: Compilation of all the boys)

Elias in a skirt

Visiting dreams part 1

Visiting dreams part 2

Phone wallpaper of the boys

The boys with a darling who has body image issues

How I feel about sexualizing them (Extra: more on the topic)

Your relationship with him is like a tangled mess

Bunny Elias again because I can

Elias and Lavi interacting

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Elias Masterlist

Part 1

Part 2

Elias with a darling who doesn't find him attractive

Elias is boring

What is Elias' favorite style

Elias with a reader who prefers personality over looks

If you tried doing activities with Elias

If you tried making Elias do an activity by encouraging him

Would fashion count as Elias' interest

How do you hold a conversation with Elias if he's boring

What is Elias' original name

If you guilt trip Elias into getting a hobby

How does Elias make a living

Would Elias get serious with modeling

Would Elias actually kill himself

Can Elias do housework and what does he think about kids

Elias is pretty in the bedroom as well

Jealous Elias goodnight

Elias is like a pretty doll who is empty inside

Is Elias a pillow princess

You know other men?

If you use your hobby to express your love for him

I love when he

Elias with a fashion designer reader

How Elias is when he wakes up

Is Elias' manager manipulating him

First ever Elias sketch

If you like cats more than you like Elias

Is Elias petty

Elias surprise

Elias surprise reveal

Elias threatening you with cutting his hair

Elias with short hair

Who is cuter Lavi or Elias?

Who is the cutest

The Elian saga

Elias with different types of darlings (obsessed, sadist etc)

Elian is anti Elias

The lore thickens

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What if darling drew weird ass drawings of the boys

Elias with an equally obsessed photographer darling

Is he down for sleeping naked

The boys with a reader who owns a pet

The boys hanging out

Elias "Your sweet bunny"

Elias "I’m alive only when you look at me"

Ranking the boys from sub to dom

Elias' jealousy

Freaklias finds out you’re cheating on him with Freakbob

Elias' life before meeting you

How askers treat Elias vs Silas

How askers treat Elias vs Silas pt 2

Collection of hilarious asks

Love languages of the boys

Elias reaching old age with darling

Elias in Silas' clothes

The german anon ask (and it's translation)

Darling gets upset if I say I'm gonna kill myself

Restaurant date with Elias

Elias crashed his car once

Did reader see him crashing his car

Stalking Elias must be boring as hell

What Elias does all day

Micah vs Elias on being scary

The boys as kids

Darling gushing over Elias' childhood pics

Elias' alone night

Is Elias good at sex

Elias vs Lavi in a fistfight

How are the boys with aftercare?

Scrapped Elias goodnight drawing

What do the boys wear to sleep?

Maid Elias

Who's the best hairstylist

Elias expressions

How to distinguish Micah and Elias

Elias cat ears

The lengths he would go for you attention

Elias' old hair color

What if you like his old looks better

Darling going to Elias' photoshoots with him

Elias hearing you shit talking about someone who has the same name as him

Rotten candy Elias

Elias would work hard to pay for your trips as long as you take him too

Elias would force himself to wake up before you to look pretty

Piercing headcanons for the boys

Another collection of asks

Elias has nice thighs

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Oh god another one

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An earthquake happened where I live but thankfully I’m alright. Had to quickly leave the building once the shaking stopped