meowkwisis

[meowkwisis]

sᴇᴀ sᴏᴀᴋᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴀɴᴅʏ

_________ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐ ┊fem!reader x lee felix ┊ warnings: language,not fully proofread, ending is lowk cringe, fluff, a lot of fluff, fluffy!┊tropes: childhood bff to luvrs!, friends to lovers..┊a lot of ocean and beach refs and lit devices<3┊if u cant tell i luv this trope sm.. enjoy! ┊ ˚✧

y/ns voice spread out, as she and felix ran out on the sand. The granules of sand coursing between their toes as they ran out towards the horizon, the only thing on their minds is childish wonder and curiosity. With their hands linked tight, their feet wade through the shallow water, until a wave comes crashing back among shore. Crashing them both along with it.

The sunset was beautiful, the hues among them like a melting pot of wax, all gooey and stuck together. The shades of warm tones, the oranges, and the pinks reminded felix of y/n.

Of how warm she was, how when they were together she warmed his soul until she was all he knew.

the coughing and sputtering of y/n pulled felix from out of his thoughts.

“oh my- “ as she let out another cough, standing up, water licking at her ankles. felix sat and sprawled back onto the sand, sighing and spluttering water like a leaky engine.

“..you.. you okay?” felix was laughing in between his words, as if getting caught under the waves was something hilarious to him.

y/n coughed once more, and plopped down besides him.

linking her hand with his once more.

“i should be asking you that, lix. you got dragged under faster than me!”

felix laughed at that, leaning his head on her shoulder as they both looked up at the sky.

“ooh- wanna go dive for shells? please? or else im gonna tell your mom..”

felix gave her a shocked face, “you didn't have to threaten me, sunny. come on.”

everyone called felix sunny, because it's what he was. he was so bubbly, such an uplifting person to be around. His entire existence seemed to brighten the earth.

who would ever think the sun was orbiting another?

y/n kept felix sane. she kept him who he was. She was the only reason that he was able to be the ‘sunny’ that he was.

that's why y/n was felix’s sunny. and why she would always be.

y/ns entire face lit up when she realized felix said yes, and she quickly got up. Dusting herself off, and offering her hand to felix.

obviously felix took it, even when they were eight years old, he was ready to give up his world for her.

even if he didnt know it himself yet.

felix thought that was his best friend forever. And of course, she was, to this day. That was going to be his everything for the rest of his life, but he was so painstakingly unaware at the fact that he loved her.

maybe it was more he could realize?

present day

“felix. please im begging.”

“how am i supposed to know if i want to if you wont tell me?” there were breathy laughs in his voice as he talked. not because he found the fact that you facetimed him asking him to accompany you somewhere, no. Its because you are hell bent on not telling him where you want to go.

“just trust me! do you not love me anymore? damn. i remember little felix would always go with me wherever i wanted to go…”

y/ns voice was teasing, on the verge of laughing, but because felix could see her face, she had to hold it in. Overall making the situation amplified in amusement.

“no- nononono, you know thats not why!” his voice was littered with laughter, putting a hand on his mouth to stop laughing.

“no its okay, i get it you just hate me. ugh- “

“fine. i'll go with you, okay? just to prove my love to you. ‘kay sunny?”

y/n eventually smiled upon hearing that sentence from him, as if she wasnt waiting for it to come.

“kay! meet me at the boardwalk- thingie- and wear a swimsuit.”

“y/n. sweetheart. its a decking. for my sake.”

“lixxie!”

felix instantly looked in the direction of the nickname that he loved only when it came from a specific person. and sure enough, he saw her, in all her glory.

the sun was beating down upon her face, causing her eyes to squint the slightest bit. Her hair was blowing in the gentle wind. as if the sky knew how delicate and beautiful she was, as to not hurt her. she was waving enthusiastically at him, her hands only holding her phone by its keychain, and a water bottle. she was wearing a big t shirt overtop her swimsuit, and he could tell because he could see the beads of her bikini strings poking through. she seemed to glow in the eyes of felix, but that may just be because she could be glowing at her worst moments. it didn't matter to him.

he didnt even answer, but instead, instantly lifting her in a hug. one of her flip-flops sliding off her feet in the process.

“dude- if we were going to the beach you could've just told me.”

y/n answered in a fabricated annoyed voice, perfected by the amount of times she's done it to felix.

“when was the last time we've seen a proper sunset, huh? we never have time anymore. its sad.”

as felix put her done, there was also a faint look of pondering on his face. he knew she was right. as they grew much older from when they were kids, they never went to the beach as often anymore. something that was a crucial formation in their friendship.

“you do have a point.. come on, i miss it.”

he motioned for her to walk, and they eventually settled into the calming rhythm of walking in the sand once they descended the steps down the decking. y/n put her things in the little net bag she always brought to the beach, and set them at the bottom of the wood decking along with her flip flops. felix followed, setting his phone in the same bag as hers, and putting his busted up beach crocs next to hers.

their arms were linked before they even reached the water.

when they did, the sun enhanced the features of the water heavily. making it glitter, and the water was warmed by the sun, like it was a relationship that brought out the best in both of the people.

the sun danced upon felix’s face, his freckles seemingly becoming more enhanced every second y/n stared at him, and as she peeled off her shirt to dive into the water, felix wasnt being subtle either.

“you ready?”

y/ns voice brought him out of his trance, and surfaced him. like she always did.

how did she always manage to catch him like that?

“don't kick me again, i remember you used to do that all the time as kids. the bruises i got were unreal.”

the smile in his voice was undeniable, and the way he was looking at her with such pure awe was as well.

“shut up, come on- the water looks so good.”

and of course, she dived in without a second thought. Immediately vanishing under the surface with a feasible amount of bubbles and froth.

felix followed soon after.

the cool water hit him hard in contrast to the blazing hot sun on that day, and it seemingly washed all his troubles away with it.

as he resurfaced, y/n was already up, pushing her clumped up locks of hair out of her face, and slapping her face with water.

“i forgot how good this felt.”

she said to him, in a sweeter voice that nearly threw him back years to when they were kids. He could've sworn that he was eight again, yelling and laughing as they dove into the waves as many times until their bodies were more tired than their minds were now.

growing up hurts.

felix’s eyes were swelling with tears as fast as the ocean was swelling with waves, his mind was in the midst of remembering, and of course y/n noticed. she always noticed it when it was felix.

“lix?-.. what-?”

before she could even finish her sentence, he snatched her. just like he was a queen conch at the bottom of the ocean floor, holding her delicately and quietly crying into her shoulder. the water was still hip deep, a bit ,higher on y/n due to their gap in heights, and the water was still swirling around them.

y/n reacted as quickly as it happened, wrapping her arms around his drenched torso, pushing a hand into his sopping wet hair. She subtly kissed his neck in the process, hoping to offer him some nostalgic comfort.

felix was nearly about to fall apart in her hands, feeling the weight of change in his mind, and his mental in general. The minute that he felt the little piece of heaven caress his neck, he felt faint. and not in the type of way where he wanted it to end, but it was in the way where he couldn't get enough.

if he wanted to fall apart, he could. he could do anything and she would still love him, and thats why he loved her. he loved her more that could be represented audibly, but for one, he could show his true self with her. he could bear his feelings out in the open, and she would love him, care for him, and do anything for him.

y/n led him out of the water, onto the sand. and as they both sat down on the sand and as he retracted his head out from by her shoulder and looked at her, she stared back.

he looked beautiful.

she reached out to wipe the excess tears falling from his eyes, and kissing a freckle on his nose. her gentle touch was enough to soothe his aching heart.

“y/nnie…”

felix was talking between sniffles, and the way that he looked at her was enough to melt the coldest heart, and obviously, y/n wasn't the strongest.

“its okay lix.. i'm right here.”

and, once again, she reached for his hand.

and once again, he reciprocated.

“isnt the sunset so pretty?”

that, said by y/n, took both their attentions, and directing it on the sky. the beautiful warm-toned sky. it was familiar for some reason, and invoking a sense of nostalgia in the both of them.

“not as pretty as you.”

it took felix a second to realize he said that out loud.

“…huh?”

he could've sworn y/ns eyes had stars in them. her gaze was so hopeful, it hurt him. she was so beautiful.

“sunny i-.. i don't think i can keep going like this anymore.”

he wanted her. and he couldn't control it. he felt like a tidal wave that was building up for so long, the current was overtaking him. he couldn't deal with it.

“what-? felix what do you-”

there wasn't much time to register what happened-

it was the salty contact of two waves crashing along shore, it was the feeling of connection after being deprived of it for so long, it was like finding the perfect shell.

it felt like home. it tasted like it was long overdue, and the sun was basking them in light as if it was enchanted.

it happened.

the crashing of felix’s lips onto hers.

the deepening of the kiss, something that should've happened so many moons ago.

as her hand was shoved deep into his hair, tugging softly, as if she wanted him closer.

of course, felix just had to breathe after that transformative moment.

“did- did that just- did i just kiss you?”

felix’s shaky breaths in between his words were the telling factor that he didnt know whether to laugh or cry, but upon seeing y/n smiling and on the verge of laughing, he made his decision.

the waves crashing in the background were overthrown by the sounds of their laughter, finally finding each other after all this time.

after inhaling a deep breath and calming herself, she noticed the sun around ten minutes from dipping below the horizon, and looked over at the boy next to her.

“lix..” “yeah?”

“would you believe it if i say i fell in love with you on this very beach?”

felix’s eyes widened upon hearing that, his gaze locked on you more than it ever had before.

“no way. how old.”

y/ns smile was irrevocable when she said-

“eight.”

felix clapped a hand over his mouth to prevent his jaw from falling off in literal pure shock.

“y/n y/l/n. say you're lying.”

“Im not! why is that so hard to believe?”

her giggles came out between her words, her eye contact with felix unwavering.

“i fell in love with you when we were eight. on this beach.”

now it was y/ns turn to be shocked.

she instantly put a hand on his shoulder, and started laughing, kissing what seems as every single visible freckle on his face.

“i- love- you- lix-xie!”

hs response came sea soaked and sandy-

“i love you too, my sunny.”

[meowkwisis]

╭───.★..─. ♯┆nishimura riki (niki) x fem!reader | very fluffy fluff | smau & written pieces .ᐟ

──୨ৎ─── ꜱᴛᴀʀʀʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ————————————-

╰─..★. ──────────────────╯ -`♡´-

𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 ! : swearing/cussing, very fluffy, silly goofy, very mild angst, slow burn, crack…

𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘴: childhood best friends to lovers, friends to lovers, obvious to everyone but them…

𓍯𓂃 ~ in which nishimura riki has been in love with his childhood best friend for as long as he can remember, but of course, he would never admit it, and neither would you.

[written portion]

After finishing your work at around 2 am, you laid back in your bed in your freshly cleaned room, the smell of your jasmine candle wafting around your room. as you’re watching a show, laid in your bed and covers up to your shoulders. you saw the incoming call, quickly picking it up.

as the image of him with his hands on the wheel, and his focused face flitting to his phone for a minute, you softly smile and say-

“hey Kiki, what’s up?”

“hiii.. I’m so tired. I did not like that party at all.”

Niki had specifically gotten one of those clip phone holders because he always ends up driving alone late at night,and he hated it.

he hated it.

niki hated the thought of dying alone, and he hated the thought of losing the people he loves in his life, especially you.

always you.

“really? Didn’t find a new girl?”

deep down you were happy, the feeling of hope once again bubbbling. Making your chest feel that familiar tightness that was always near when you were with Niki.

“Y/n/n, you know I never do. I’m so bitchless it hurts.”

“Nah-uh, you’re just- not good at pulling?” Making both you and Niki laugh.

Niki’s laugh, that made your heart warm whenever you heard it.

eventually, Niki reached your apartment.

your decision to live off campus was never something that made sense to him, but he loved your place. So peaceful and quiet.

“I’m here, see you in like two seconds.”

When Niki reached inside, and the familiar clinking of his keys being thrown on the floor was heard by you, comfort was brought.

“hi kiii..”

Your little waving hand peeking out of the blanket, shifting as you saw him walk in. Your tired eyes, and your messy hair.

god, give him a break.

“hey yn-nn...”

yawning midway through his sentence.

you just giggled, lifting up the blanket. Instructing him to take off his ‘outside clothes’ first.

“Where are the sweatpants I left last time?”

he said, after peeling off his navy blue hoodie, and his socks.

“In the drawer, the second one.”

after you turned your back so he could change, and he finally got situated, he quickly climbed under the covers, his cold body and messy hair. Gave him an almost marble -like stature.

you turned around, feeling his presence and the dip in the bed besides you.

clicking off your lights, you shifted to your side so that you were now facing him.

putting a hand on his cheek, you just caressed it, rubbing your soft fingers on his skin. Eventually moving onto his hair, and raking your fingers through his soft- now tousled- locks.

“..hi..”

his voice was so irrevocably deep, and barely above a whisper. barely even audible to your ears.

in response, you gently put an arm around him, pressing your face into the crook of his neck, nuzzling your head in your sleepy trance.

“hi ki…”

the vibration of your voice reverberating on his chest, and he chuckled, the vibration comforting in a sense.

“you sleepy? hm?”

“very…”

the next time he asked you a question, you didn’t answer. Spent from the day of hard work, and staying up even later for Niki.

Normally this wouldn’t drive you to fall asleep as fast as you did, but hearing the quiet

thump… thump… thump…

of Niki’s heartbeat beneath your ears, eased your mind. Better then its felt in ages.

it’s something you’ve been doing since you were a kid, whenever you were innocently having sleepovers, or something involving cuddling and sleeping, you loved the lullaby that Niki’s presence provided you.

not just in your sleep, but in your life. He’s always been calming you down, always the person you call when you need, and always the person you love when you feel you can’t anymore.

you loved him.

Not when or because or anything,

Just pure love.

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a/n = comment if uu wanna be added to the taglist! (I think? guys idek if I’m doing this right but I’m trying (╥﹏╥))

tysm for reading!!

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[meowkwisis]

╭───.★..─. ♯┆nishimura riki (niki) x fem!reader | very fluffy fluff | smau & written pieces .ᐟ

──୨ৎ─── ꜱᴛᴀʀʀʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ————————————-

╰─..★. ──────────────────╯ -`♡´-

𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 ! : swearing/cussing, very fluffy, silly goofy, very mild angst, slow burn…

𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘴: childhood best friends to lovers, friends to lovers, obvious to everyone but them…

𓍯𓂃 ~ in which nishimura riki has been in love with his childhood best friend for as long as he can remember, but of course, he would never admit it, and neither would you.

[written piece]

Niki pressed on the green facetime call button, his face instantly lighting up when he heard the “connecting” sound playing from his phone. Propping his phone up, and seeing as your face filled his screen. You were at your desk, having propped the phone up on the lamp next to your computer.

“y/nnie, outfit options- help me choose please. I’m gonna die. how do i get the huzz without a good fit.”

“We both know your little soft heart can’t take a hoe. show me the options.”

as he reached over to his closet, pulling out a hanger, and showing it to his phone.

it was an essentials hoodie, and those baggy jeans he always wore. You swear he has multiple.

“nishi, that’s the most basic fit I’ve ever seen. if you wanna attract girls with no taste, I guess that’s good..”

although that is the hoodie you like the most because it smells like you, due to the fact you’ve worn it so much- you would never admit it.

neither will he.

“but it’s so comfyy- and I can sleep in it.”

he says, putting his hands up to his head to show the sleeping motion.

“ooou- you should wear that one zip up hoodie! The navy blue one.”

Niki tilted his head at your words, obviously confused, a perplexed look on his face.

your heart swelled at the sight of his questioning eyes and hair flitting off to one side, looking at you.

“You’re so stupid. the navy blue hoodie? With the stripes? With a white t shirt underneath? And dark wash jeans?”

You said it in a bit harsher of a tone to hide the fact your heart was racing due to how he looked.

“you’re so right. I love you. Have I ever told you that? Ugh.” Niki’s voice was full of sarcasm with a hint of an airy tone, obviously meaning it in a lighthearted aspect. only wishing he could mean what he says in another way.

You were so grateful he had moved out of the frame, unable to see your blushing face.

“Yeah, I know. Love you too, ki. I gotta go finish my homework though. you still coming over later, right.?”

“of course. want me to snipe haerin and sunghoon for you?”

His mischievous smirk, as he playfully tousled with his hair.

you sighed, looking at the screen with your typical fake-annoyed- Ihateyou look.

“Literally bye. Don’t get too drunk by the way, remember, be careful be safe and don’t get into any strange cars or anything. Okay?”

“…yes maam..”

y/n clicked the end call button after saying goodbye, and hastily set back onto her work, wanting to finish before Niki came over.

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a/n = I haven’t written in SO long so I apologize if this is rly crappy :((

part 2 coming as soon as it’s proofread!! lmk if u guys like this so far <33

once I make a master list I will link it here :P

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[meowkwisis]

first post! still trying to figure out this app…

୨ৎ ~ fluffy & fun things coming! (≽^•༚• ྀིྀ≼)