Call me Mephy/mephistopheles, they/them, 18+, Yume/writing blog, Requests open!
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𓄹 Imagine - you're cleaning the room you share with your F/O and, suddenly, you find a box of letters they wrote and never showed you.
You didn’t know the box existed until you found it tucked away on a high shelf.
Inside, the edges of folded papers peeked out, some worn at the corners, others crisp and new. Your fingers trembled as you pulled one free — the ink was messy, like it had been written late at night when the words spilled too fast to catch.
Some letters were unfinished, thoughts trailing off mid-sentence like they’d been too fragile to hold steady. Others were so raw and vulnerable, it felt like the writer was reaching through time and space, hoping you’d understand the parts they never dared say aloud.
You read about the nights they stayed awake, wrestling with the weight of loving you; not because it was easy, but because you were worth every uncertain moment.
You found apologies for days you didn’t even remember, confessions of admiration that made your throat tighten, and promises whispered quietly to a version of you they saw even when you couldn’t see yourself.
And somewhere between the pages, you realized: every word, every hesitation, every imperfect phrase was a map — a quiet guide through the complicated, beautiful truth of being known and loved.
You folded the letters carefully, pressed them to your chest, and for the first time in a long while, you felt seen in a way words usually couldn’t reach.
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Bored as hell on a 10 hr train ride, going to reblog and answer a buncha yume stuff
#long distance relationships are rough but oh well I’ll be seeing my darling bf so how can I be mad?#ramble
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doesnt my job understand i have a blooming fanfiction writing career to work on
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Draw your self ship trying to figure out how to build a table from Ikea together!
Do NOT Interact: Pro//Ship, adults who ship with minors, and real people shippers.
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I keep seeing people posting like orders of the cilius, Sandy, lucifer and Belial plushies and there’s like 10+ in these boxes I am so glad I snagged my preorder when it first opened
#this greed sickens me#I got one Cilius and one Belial for my darling boyfriend#I’ll likely order more charms and stuff with the plushies bc that’s easier to ship out all at once#i actually did have to message my shopping service to hurry up and buy it because I was worried the preorders may sell out#that fear was not unfounded it seems#anyways always be annoying in life it was days radio silent and then I emailed them and like 30 mins later they ordered it#anyways when I get that plush I’m going to carry it around in my Cilius ita bag and take soooo many pictures#sometimes I sort of regret not getting sandalphon but in due time#rambles
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I know this doesnt entirely line up with the bubs chaos matter deal but walk with me here ok
Thinking about Mephy by the time wmtsb or the versus storyline happens and I can't imagine seeing everyone u knew back then is now suddenly buff and slutty
They'd totally be like "did i miss a memo or something?"
#she fell to her knees like NOOOOOO MY TWINKSSSS#chaos matter was HRT for bubs if you really think about it#mephy's yume diary#cilius#bubs
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Thinking about Mephy by the time wmtsb or the versus storyline happens and I can't imagine seeing everyone u knew back then is now suddenly buff and slutty
They'd totally be like "did i miss a memo or something?"
#let's all get buff and not tell mephy#they'd feel a bit left out is all#being like asleep and doing fuckall for 2000 years and that evil twink is back(cilius)#mephy#mephy's yume diary#rambles#my art
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I do love the idea of a stupidly big nun hat for Mephy and cramming as many references to Mephistopheles(actual demon) and Baphomet as I can into her design
The meaning of the Name Mephistopheles is said to be "Not loving the light" or "not a friend of the light" and Lucilius means "light" how fascinating
#I was raised catholic and all I got was this stupid interest in the occult#Its a lot to iron out but I do like the bold shape of her hat#its like if you saw her even just as a silhouette you would know thats mephy#yeah i kinda got it from gg but I've put a fresh enough spin on it#I've always used clover symbols and am gonna get a clover tattoo so thats great there is one in the Praxis Magia#the new MSQ made me think about Mephy's whereabouts and role in the GBF story#By the time Cilius is brought back 2000 years later they're like a divorced couple imo so its like what has she been doing this whole time#Mephy's more of an outsider/doesnt care most of the time anyways#I imagine she's content to live with Skydwellers and dedicate all of her time to writing and drawing and studying#mephy’s yume diary#mephy
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Honestly
#I only draw the modern clothes and side outfits bc I cannot for the life of me nail down how Mephy should look in the gbf context#I would like for it to look like a 2010s rpg cleric nun sort of deal#that and with some reference to victorian mourning clothes#I have decided Mephy will just have a veil instead of one of those stupid astral hoods to obscure her face#when I see repti and Atman im like thank god I can be more flexible than how Bubs and Cilius and the generic astral NPC look#Mephy isnt really a big important figure in Astral society so she could get away with a lot anyways#rb#rambles#mephy's yume diary
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Probably been done before but I got bored last night and this came up on pinterest so 🤷♀️
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step one of creating a vampire story: make up a little freak who wants to bite people. step two: add guilt. step three: make up a little freak who wants to be bitten. step four: add guilt.
#this is how Mephy was made its true#honestly i dont even think being a vampire is why they are like that i think mephy was just always a freak being a vampire is an excuse#rb#txt post
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once i figure out how to do anatomy and facial expressions and proportion and foreshortening and basic perspective and color theory and composition then youll all be sorry
#me when i was 8 drawing anime girls instead of doing studies#been getting into artistic pose books lately#I put like all my effort into colouring until I was like 15 so I have much to catch up on otherwise#rb
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I just found out one of my favorite AO3 authors of all time is a fucking neurosurgeon which was surprising initially just because I often forget AO3 writers are real people and not smut angels sent down from the heavens to make us feel alive, but in hindsight it makes perfect sense.
they are a fucking genius so. they just apply that genius to multiple fields.
#once followed a x reader blog and OP was a family attorney#not that a lawyer cant enjoy fanfic or anything i was just like damn thats a serious job#another one was an aerospace engineer#if either of them see this thanks for writing my requests i loved ur work this isnt mean#my job is really boring but I hope to one day be the sort of person who ur shocked about their job#rb
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why does he stand like that
#thank god this is on tumblr now its been in my head since i saw it on twitter#leftover posture from being hunched over his research for ages#lucilius#gran#rb
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Finally set up my shiny new computer but I'm having issues with getting all my files transferred what a hassle, I have like ONE of many things I was drawing for here
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It’s so deliciously guy who proclaims himself into heavy stuff and then u put on some punk music and he’s scared
#I like to play oh bondage up yours as a litmus test#double dare ya also works#forcing him to sit thru from womb to waste before I decide if I respect him or not#I could go on for ages im that one friend who should never have the aux unless you want the whole car listening to a 1994 Russian goth song#I’ve been practicing my death growl for karaoke soon#♠️cilius♠️#mephy’s yume diary#ramble
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Imagine painting your f/o's nails! What color and/or design do they pick?

Proshippers + variants DNI
#Cilius has his nails painted in one outfit I think about it so often#painted all black with ripped jeans and red boots god I need him so bad#I want to meet him in a hot topic and be like “oh yeah I listen to some pretty heavy bands I dunno if you’d be able to handle it#genre gap relationship#sorry I could go on forever about all his outfits#rambles#♠️cilius♠️#Mephy’s yume diary
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