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Coming out of a relationship, or even multiple relationships where you feel like you could have done better is a different type of pain. Making the change for someone(s) new makes the pain worse because you've shown yourself there is a different version of you. But the truth of the matter is, you're stronger than ever now and nobody can make you go back to who you were before. And I am proud of you.

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Grief...

Comes in all shapes and sizes, and was brought on by many different circumstances. It sucks. I listened to a sermon this morning and realized where grief starts... it starts with separation. I too have been separated from myself, a loved one, and the holy spirit. Each step I take doesn't get easier, I just become stronger. I struggle a lot... with anger, isolation, comparison, and regret. But I read a lot about God's word, healthy healing, and financial stability. I've accepted change bit by bit and transformed my environment. I love and respect myself a bit more each day. I set the necessary boundaries needed and honor my word. I reach out when I feel overwhelmed and pray over myself and others who feel the same way I do. I encourage myself way more than I did before. I allow myself to sleep in when I can. I honor genuine kindness over being nice and people-pleasing. I created a new playlist that keeps me in God's refuge with singers and songwriters that fit my vibe. I love others better because I love myself more each day. And I've made peace with my future death and accept that my transition to heaven is in his hands. I haven't exercised in about a week, it's about time I show my body some love. I have a prayer list app where I categorize what and who I pray for. For example, praising Jesus for enduring more pain than I could ever imagine, Praying for my family and friends, praying over myself, etc. But right now, I want to pray over you so I will add you to the list. I love you and remember grace is a gift for all of us.

Mathew 6:27

" Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?"

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Self Forgiveness

It’s been awhile but this is most definitely something I’m passionate about. I struggle with this myself, and it’s hard to know what you need in your hardest moments. I battle everyday with learning that life moving on is a good thing no matter how much I wish I could change the past. Even when others forgive me the memories of causing someone a bad day, week, or month and so forth haunt my mind. To forgive me is an art I have yet to master. I do have great love for me & that is a gift. I fell off my self love routines bc I feel I don’t deserve them. And this is my honest truth. Inner struggle is real and to those who struggle for their own reason I send my prayers to you.

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Cleansing Energy

I am learning how to be brave enough to truly love myself. To openly be me with so much self-gratitude. I am praying every day for people that love me unconditionally. I feel no shame in these prayers because they are for me. I pray every day for guidance to handle all that I want to experience. I pray every day that I let go of worry, doubt, shame, and lack of confidence. I pray I grow and blossom from my inner rags to my divine riches. I pray this full moon feels so right. I pray for less chaos and more organization. God is good to me and I feel that. I know I am meant to be great when I fall short. I know I am meant to be confident when I fall and project desperation. I also know that time heals all. All I need to do is have faith and pray about it. Amen. Asé. & Namasté. Enjoy this prayer cleanse.

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“Angry people want you to see how powerful they are. Loving people want you to see how powerful you are.”

— Chief Red Eagle

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the sun is medicine, the trees are medicine, the stars are medicine, the ocean is medicine

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