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Every time someone new enters my life, eventually they all tell me the same thing, “You’re exhausting.”

I’ve now come to conclusion that my depressing energy really does rub off on other people. All I ever do is make peoples lives a misery. I don’t have the energy to pretend anymore. I don’t have the energy, to pretend that there’s nothing wrong inside, let things build up and to eventually explode.

I just want peace and have done for a long time but I just can’t come to terms with it. My head is a constant battle between how much I hate the way I look and how much I hate who I am.

What am I supposed to do at this point? I just feel like running away, finding somewhere really secluded, so no one ever crosses paths with me, ever. Because what a fucking misery that would be.

I have no one to talk to about anything and I don’t feel comfortable to confide in the people that I do know, so here I am, hoping for the best.

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Guess my favorite color🍬

IG: karbaar

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Our little baby

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Chel pencil test by James Baxter (x)

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it was here once, but it’s gone now

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Usako

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☆ starry eyes ☆ my edit ☆ source

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my edit!

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my edit!

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♡ Gochuumon wa Usagi desu ka? ♡

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Pop Step is so cute! Feel free to use just like/reblog and give credit. ⭐️💖⭐️

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CBD bath bombs. These smelt amazing and the colours are fantastic. Was such a relaxing bath at the time.