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messedupme · 1 year
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messedupme · 1 year
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Yeah i did nothing productive yesterday!
I have a lot to do and not much time. Gonna organize my mess and start fresh and new and prepare for GHC
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messedupme · 1 year
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I have this eating disorder and i feel like eating when even I’m supposed to relax and take my mind off of things that stress me out.
I am going to GHC this year🩷
I wish to get internships through GHC.
2 months to go and I’m totally under prepared.
But, I’m gonna give my best.
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messedupme · 1 year
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Slept really late! Couldn’t sleep and why? Its just too much stressful sometimes. You study really well, put distractions aside, be disciplined and then all of a sudden learn you are too slow and late.
Its fine because i still choose to continue and this time with increased energy.
Planning for #GHC 23. I hope i can actually get the passes😂
Crazy amount of people are going right🫣
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messedupme · 1 year
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Peaceful 🧡
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messedupme · 1 year
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Study - break - Study - break - break - break - Study - break ————— 😶
This is how today is going🤣
But, I’m gonna wrap up all the concepts Im supposed to finish today! I still need to exercise 🏋️‍♀️and meditate 🧘‍♀️ and try out newly bought yankee midsummer light scented candle 🕯️ and yeah ofc 😴
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Let’s see if i can actually finish all these😵‍💫
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messedupme · 1 year
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Moving slow but at least moving🤓
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messedupme · 1 year
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Back again after veryyyyyyyy long!
Im at a very different place, new crowd, academics, stress, loneliness and of-course weight gain. Boy!!! Masters is difficult 🥹
Let’s see if blogging helps me keep track of things. Not necessary that people should understand any of the nonsense I’m talkin!
Just me and my stupid blogging diary
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messedupme · 3 years
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cOOL oR noT?
You see, there are certain things few people do which'll let other people put them under "noT cOOl" category. But the thing is they're just two different people being cool in their own way...
Okay! Too much usage of word "People". I'll just cut the crap and tell how I feel.
I have a sister and she loves "FRIENDS". OFCOURSE! Why not? Everyone like that one!
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Or... may be... I could just say most of the people (Again with 'people'...DANG! Still, keep up with it.) like that one because "I happened to be under uncool category created by the ones loving that sitcom". That's what she says ( In this context, It's my sister )
I don't dislike that series. I just love Big Bang theory more than that.
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And by the way, the scene above is my most favorite one.
Back to cool and uncool business, now when I think of it, It's not just about likes and dislikes.
Recently, I gotta talk with my friend who's an entrepreneur and he said ( I'm gonna cut length and say it simply ) "My job is tougher than yours". I silently agreed. Well, I had to. He gave so many evidences I guess. Done and forgotten. The next day, I got back to my work and then realized, Oh boii! Not easy. You have freedom. I don't. You are your own boss. I need to follow orders. Sometimes, it just gets frustrating. I could go on and on and on. But, I'm just gonna stop here.
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One more convo with him also made me agree to the point that money and health are the only problems one can ever have. But, are you sure that everyone with just those two abundant are super happy and content? Need so many others like family, friends, love, time, productivity and most importantly you yourself. People do have troubles with the above ones too. I guess he just eliminated those because he didn't even realize he's complete only when all the factors are perfect. What are you gonna say when someone asks you "What are your reasons to live?" ( It's different from the question "What's the purpose of your existence?")
You definitely can't say "Just loads of money and healthy system".
So you see...
Everyone is different.
Their choices are....
Their professions are....
Their issues are....
Their reasons are....
Their whole perspective of life is different.
That way, In conclusion, I am RIGHT. You are RIGHT. Everyone is RIGHT until they accept the reality and still try.
OH DANG!!!!! Why didn't I argue during the convo? I would've looked a bit more cool. But, again, WE ARE DIFFERENT. (And ofcourse, I couldn't think that much back then) :>
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messedupme · 3 years
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pRoDuCtivIty
Productivity ensures doing insane number of things while surviving a day from 6:00 am to 10:00 pm. Tried. Did it.
Morning walk...
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Nothing as interesting as a thriller novel...
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Life time wouldn't be enough to learn enough vocabulary...
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And work time - work week...
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Consistent in Learning...
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Fun part of the day...DRAW ( Disclaimer: Skeleton and some flesh doesn't actually look cool; but, long way to go. So, slow slow slow)
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End with some positive life lessons - This guy is teaching how to socialize - relating and analyzing if I did good - No comments
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Tired and yet here I am to show off how productive a messed up mind can be. I got this. You got this too!!!
Also, today I got another item into my wishlist - Gamma Grip HULK fists. Put on those and say "HULK PRODUCTIVE! HULK HAPPY"
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messedupme · 3 years
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rAnDoM
Well, The thing is I overthink🤷‍♀️
resulting in a totally apocalyptic mind.
And someone said, just write down whatever comes to your mind!
Now, here I am.
But why? How does it help?
Kidding? You don't know?
Cool. I have no idea either.
But today, what I felt was that cartoon veggies look cute.
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Right????????????????
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