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from Coping With Trauma-Related Dissociation: on identifying cognitive errors with parts

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Every now and again I think of this Sarah tweet and just stare into the middle distance.

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maybe i wasnt like abused or whatever and ive exaggerated everything and really im fine and when people act all concerned or whatever about my home life thats bc ive made things seem bad when theyre not. Nodding emoji

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i know the whole "im actually not that mentally ill im fine i had a rough go of it but that was ages ago im normal now" thing is a Symptom of The Illness but... maybe this time i'm normal for real. Like i might actually be normal now

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its so funny how normal my little sister is shes just so regular and well adjusted compared to the rest of us . fourth time's the charm i guess

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lost media: my fucking memories !!!! where are they !!!!!!

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this aimsey post is indistinguishable from the average rain meteoritesys post

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The feeling of wanting hyper independence from childhood trauma but also being disabled and needing to accept people's help

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demonic possession wouldn’t even affect me, i would just assume it’s The Symptoms

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Walt Whitman, from "Song of Myself" in Leaves of Grass

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shoutout to everyone with forget disorders (adhd, DID/osdd, ptsd/c-ptsd, asd, dementia/alzeheimers, schizophrenia, other psychotic disorders, major depressive, chronically ill/phys disabled people with brain fog, people with long-Covid, natural memory degradation, and etc.)

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if you ever get scared ☝️ just remember that you can always dissociate about it💡

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has anyone figured out how to be a real person yet

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be careful with what series you watch/read during emotional points in your life because they will forever contain a ghost of your past self within it now

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ive been doing ok yeah. i mean yeah theres the kid in my head who screams and cries and shakes constantly but other than that im fine

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the thing about mothers is if you show joy around them they will be mean to you and then you gotta drag The Shame around forever every time u express happiness or excitement