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To be honest, something that helps me a lot to get around shifting is manifesting.

Using the law of assumption. Which are basically the same thing, but it helps me a lot to manifest little things in this reality rather than other ones like a cartoony reality.

For example a few weeks I didn’t like this one friend my bf kept having around bc they would go out so much n barely had any time for me so I kept manifesting that they would stop being friends. The next day my bf told me he cut all ties with this friend bc he was too clingy.

And I noticed I manifest unintentionally as well. I didn’t have a really good mindset when it came to relationships and everytime I kept thinking something bad was gonna happen… Guess what… Something bad would happen 💀💀

Just as easy it is to get into a bad mindset and start manifesting negative things, that’s how easy you can get into a good mindset and manifest positive things.

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𝐄𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝟏

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❥𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: I originally came from the amino community so most of the posts I wrote there won’t be transferred here. It’s just me tracking my progress.

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❥𝐌𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝗼𝐧 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝗼𝐧: 15 𝗺𝐢𝐧𝐬

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After taking a long break I had started meditating again today.

And to be honest the results were RLLY shocking… 🌚

First I set a timer for 15 mins bc for me personally, meditating helps me immensely in my journey of shifting!!

At first I tried to visualize things, test out how far I can go. This is my way of practicing until I actually felt like shifting.

I also realized that when shifting I have an issue with disconnecting from my original reality. 😒

While meditating I try to really imagine the smells, touch, tastes and hearing.

The more I tried to force it the harder it became. It’s important to let yourself, in a sense, be “loose” when attempting to put all these factors into practice.

Slowly but surely I got the hang of it, I was in meditation and I could barely feel anything in my original reality. (Ex: Like the sheets touching my skin.)

And as I imagined swimming in large body of water, testing out my five senses.

I felt a very hard push on the right side of my hip, it made me snap out of my meditative state. 🥲

Only thing was that I was in my room alone with the door locked…

At first I was scared but then I summed it up to be a shifting symptom.

Later on that day I fell asleep and I had a lucid dream. I’m not the type to have lucid dreams so I almost didn’t believe it.

But I knew it was a dream and I was fully aware of it. I would have to guess this experience lasted for 2-3 mins?? It felt very short.

But instead of trying to do anything I woke myself up because I was too overstimulated by the sensation of how close I could be to shifting.

It felt so surreal it was insane.

In that moment, I oddly felt fear of how close I could’ve been to shifting, probably something I have to solve through shadow work.

But nonetheless, I can’t go into detail of the lucid dream bc after waking myself up I fell back asleep.

I forget my dreams if I don’t write them down immediately after. All I remember was myself repeating “I’m dreaming” and it feeling so tantalizing.

So for this to be my first day back to meditating, it for sure exceeds all of my expectationsss 😛😛

I like to write my experiences down to every detail, that way if I solve the issues I’m having in my journey or find that something I’m doing makes it easier maybe other shifters can use the same methods that I do so their journey can be successful!!

Good luck with shifting and make sure to take care of yourselves, we will all get to our destination :) 💕💕

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𝐓𝗼 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝗼𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝...👻