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Please help

Hello! I am star and I am a high school student, tarot reader and writer, recently I have been struggling financially and in need of financial help. I also work parttime but even after doing all this I am not able to pay for my tuition fee as I also have to look after my family. I am not asking for donations but it would be great if you could purchase readings or personalised poems/writings from me and help me even in the slightest. I would thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you so much for reading so far and I hope you have a great day ahead.

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Where does your power lie? + What benefits you reap

You. *everybody claps*

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Pile 1

10 of Cups, Page of Cups, Temperance.

Your power lies in your emotional control. Where some people freak out, you can remain calm.

I’m seeing people may look to you for solutions or leadership despite you not actively stepping into that role.

You have the maturity and balance of an elder, opening your heart readily and easily, but just as easily keeping it close to you.

You can be professional with those you don’t like.

Your benefit:

You’re a master of either your mind or your words.

You may be able to think rationally during stressful times, or be able to defend yourself verbally against others no matter how pissed you are.

Pile 2

2 of cups, 9 of cups, Queen of Pentacles

Your power lies in your depth and ability to give love from an endless source.

You’ve met yourselves on a deep level, or spend a lot of time nurturing yourself. Your heart is BIG

You don’t need anyone to cosign or affirm you because you’ve already had any necessary conversations with yourself. Because of this, you're capable of tremendous love. You can give and give and give without exhaustion because there's enough room for everyone!

You're the epitome of nurture not only for yourself but for anyone you love on as well.

Your benefit:

Your loving nature can take you anywhere you please!

I don't mean this in a kiss ass or manipulative way, but in the sense that your heart makes people want to give back to you without you even having to ask.

You definitely leave a profound impact on people you encounter.

Pile 3

Fool, King of Pentacles, Strength

This is a very powerful group. Your power is you.

Your interests, endeavors and desires all have a magical quality to them. This is my star pile.

This energy actually reminds me so much of the inspo for this reading, Wang Yibo.

You'll always reap the rewards of your hard work and labor, and you have endless, boundless potential.

You're resilient and you're ready to do what has to be done in order to achieve your goals, dreams and desires.

Your benefit:

Your outcome is harmony

This is not to say you won't deal with the bullshit of life along the way, but as long as you're working toward something, you'll achieve it no matter how long it takes.

Pile 4

Queen of Wands, 9 of pentacles, Queen of Swords

You’re IT simply put.

You may be in a very competitive environment where people are waiting for others around them to slip up but it’ll never be you. You stay on top of everything you own and are in charge of; and whatever it is that you do, you do it well.

You are consistent, fair, and in charge in a way that sets you apart. You also hold an air of regality that's easy to spot and for some, feel before you arrive somewhere.

Your benefit:

You literally have no need to defend yourself despite being in such a competitive environment.

For most, with such immense pressure they’d be looking over their shoulders trying to prevent others from interfering while also doing their work, but not you!

Your results speak for themselves and to be honest not many people want to see you fall! Some see you as an inspiration or view your work as spectacular.

Specifically hearing “pride of our division/department”.

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Blessings from the Sun

Little blessings <3

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Pile 1

You may feel like you're at your wits end. You've exhausted your resources to solve a problem and now you truly have nothing to use or give.

Your blessing is justice.

The empty room will be turned and flipped into an abundant one, the wrongs will be made right, and you’ll once again find your peace.

Pile 2

You made it!

Your hardwork has paid off and you and everyone else is about to see it.

You're decorating and warming up to your new home and lifestyle, congratulations!

Don't be afraid to celebrate out loud <3

Pile 3

Your blessing is a sort of Legendary or story-like power that you're being given. You're about to change the whole narrative, rewriting the life others had forced upon you. King Arthur pulling the sword from the stone is what is coming to mind.

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What Does Your Beauty Have To Say

Only gorgeous people can see this, so if you're seeing it...

Pick a picture: 1 2 3 4 5

Pile 1

“Under no circumstances am I to be hidden or contained any longer. I am something otherworldly. I bring soldiers to their knees and divinity to tears. And don’t sit here and think that showing a portion of me is equivalent to revealing me in my entirety, it's not even close. Think not of what they’ll say but how you’ll feel. I am.”

(Damn 😭)

Pile 2

“I silence rooms and bring them back to life. The flowers turn their faces to find mine. All who see me will never forget me. They raise a hand and still will never reach the bar. I am. I was. I always will be.”

(Y'all are strikingly beautiful)

Pile 3

“The term ‘in kind (or in-kind)’ generally refers to goods, services and transactions not involving money or measured in monetary terms - Wikipedia. I am ‘in kind’. I give. I bless. I receive. I kiss the eyes of beholders gently, easing them to sleep with a sweet song. In peace is where I leave you."

(Pretty people pile)

Pile 4

“I make no sound yet I am heard loud and clear. My presence is felt before I arrive and long after I’ve left. To reach for me is damnation. To seek me is to realize you are second rate. At no point in time will you ever come close. Ha.”

(Period!)

Pile 5

“What you seek, you will never find. I’m not there. I am not found in trends or ‘inspo’ or even photobooks. You ignore me and yet you swat at me in the dark, praying to latch onto something. It was your choice to leave the light off. I've grown tired. Unless you choose to give me a try you will always swing and miss.

(Try that idea out!)

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Masterlist

Ko-fi Donations

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Reading Masterlist <3

Wild Flower

If not here, then where?

The Moon and her messages

Your Eyes Tell

New Years Resolution

What Is It Time To Let Go Of? + Advice

What Should You Open Your Heart To?

A Message From Your Secret Admirer

What Does Your Beauty Have To Say?

Blessings From The Sun

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A Message from Your Secret Admirer

*rubs hands together evilly because I'm nosy*

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Pile 1

- It’s taking Forever to get your cards! - This person could be methodical in their thought or way of speaking - They want this shit to stay a secret 😭 - I feel like once I get the message some of you may know exactly who it is.

Hey. I feel like some rest would do you good. Get enough and a lot of it. Need to see your pretty face again soon, happy and healthy. How’s that thing going? The one you didn't tell me about, but I heard second hand? I know you'll do great. Also, a bit of personal info: I’ve been a bit stunted when it comes to relationships, something I’m workin’ on. But I’m making a comeback, all thanks to you. I'll be asking you out sometime soon, I’ve just gotta talk to you first 😭. See ya later,

- This person thinks you are SO attractive literally all of you. The way you think, how you dress, your smile! They got it for you BAD

Pile 2

- Just turned on Candy Pop by TWICE 😭 Read the lyrics! - Keep hearing bubblegum? Like the word. Like they’re “gummy” or “chewy” - This is my LGBTQ+ pile - They are not shy at ALL

Hey! So you remember how you came to our group asking for advice on something? I say go against the grain! You’ve played it safe your whole life and quite frankly so have the people in our group. There’s nothing a little looking and leaping won't fix! I'm getting the sense that one of the things you admire about me is my courage to be me? Guess what, I see the same thing in you! I understand that this'll be a big step for you, and I’d like to tell you to take your sweet time! Also, if you ask me, I'll say yes ☺️. Love you,

- TWICE and ITZY (kpop groups) may be very important to this person  - They also may love bunnies/rabbits - You also could actually be interested in this person

Pile 3

- Lowkey by NIKI - This person drinks - This person WILL be asking you out soon 😭 - They aren’t even gonna ask for much but they’re willing to give you their all (be kind!)

You want it? I got it. You need me? I’m THERE. Honest to god I’m tryna love you the way you deserve. You know I can make it happen, whatever it is. I’m bein so forreal. You ma ONE. Like dis is it. I gotchu forreal just let me show you.

- They are ON IT. - Honestly I’m not even seeing this as a secret, but I don't think you're understanding the extent of this person's love, hence the message. - Y'all's cards are amazing 😭 Like they are real life in love with you I hear them going “I’m sayin corny shit like I feel COMPLETE 😭” - Your heart is safe with them fr, have fun 💕

Pile 4

Literally getting not a damn thing outta this person they probably don’t speak often let alone to you 😭

Hey Love. I see you're still doing your best recovering from that *curseword in another language*. I still find you quite beautiful. This isn't what I’ve come to say though. I ask simply that each day you grow more and more selfish. I’d love to see you obsessed with yourself. A compact in your hand and gloss on your lips, ignoring those you don't wish to speak to. I wish to see you shine authentically, should you choose to, of course. I know you’ve got it in you. Love,

- Awwww - Their energy is so gentle and calm  - You guys could work in healthcare - They’ve got a fatass crush on you and are 100% certain you aren't going to ever find out.

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What Should You Open Your Heart To?

Just a mini reading for a bit of insight <3

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Pile 1

In the cards there's themes of Orange, Blues and greens

Pile 1, you should embrace your desire to live freely! That may include living without a plan, traveling more, or taking more of an esoteric approach to things. You have a desire to really let loose as opposed to the way that you’re living now and I believe you can. You're probably very rational, so if you fear flying off the rails, don't!

Trust yourself <3

Pile 2

Hello Pile 2! Seems like you recently completed a major milestone. Congrats (on graduating 🥰)!!!

What you should embrace now, are the personal desires of the heart. I’m sure during this recent time of hard work you thought of quite a few things you'd like to try or that you used to do. Write them down and make your way through the list! See what you can reconnect to.

You also may want to spend time with your family, or just reconnect to yourself.

You made it! Put the pen down and relax love. Congrats again 🥰

Pile 3

Hello pile 3! You seem to be a unique combination of pile 1 and 2

There’s something that you’ve really wanted to do or someplace you've really wanted to go. Start planning!

Your heartstrings keep tugging so why not listen? Especially with the amount of time I'm feeling that this has been on your heart. Enjoy the journey and create those memories that you’re craving to make a reality.

I love you, have fun!

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What Is It Time To Let Go Of? + Advice

A little tough love ahead.

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Pile 1

For you Pile 1, it’s time to let go of your current position.

I see you here holding tightly to something you have worked extremely hard to gain. Could be a job or title at work. You may have started on a shakier foundation or at a disadvantage while working towards this thing.

Yet now, you’re here, you love it and it’s yours, but you're starting to crave more and don't know what to do with yourself. You may not even be completely aware of your craving for more and in turn, you're harming others by doing what you know best: protecting your territory.

It’s time to let go of this. It’s okay to want and work for more.

Advice

Your advice is literally to leave this all behind. Set your sights on something new. Understand it's okay to fall out of love with people, places and things.

If you're scared, remember you were scared when you first started and you made it anyway.

I love you, Godspeed

Pile 2

Pile 2 listen and listen well.

It's time for you to stop using mfs.

You have MAJOR control issues and paired with your genius mind, you set things up to have it all running “smoothly”. You may use your attractiveness or overall likeability to have others do things for you.

You also may have a crazy unforgiveness streak. Like you may be the type of person to take a grudge to the grave and this is another thing you need to let go of.

Advice

For your advice, I’m going to speak candidly. 

You need to learn how to turn your gift of manipulation into something helpful, not only for others and for the fact that you're harming people when you use them, but especially for yourself. Turn your sights inward.

“Using your powers for good” if you will.

You're literally receiving this message because you’re ready to be made aware of it if you haven't already, but if you know about it this may be your ‘final warning’.

You have a beautiful mind, big aspirations and amazing gifts. You do NOT have to be a bitch to get what you want!

I love you. Fix it.

Pile 3

My beloved pile 3 🙁

At first I was very 🤨 towards your pile because the message didn't seem to want to come through but I see now that it’s being obstructed. Willful ignorance if you will.

I'm going to be straight up with you and tell you: that mentor/coach? They're using you and you know it.

WAIT DONT LEAVE YET HEAR ME OUT.

I know, I get it, I really do. This sport, this club, this group has given you a major opportunity and still is! You’ve also grown to love your teammates and may even look up to this mentor/coach, but it's time to let this cycle of your story go.

For some of you, you may even view this mentor/coach as a stand-in for an important figure who was and is currently supposed to be in your life, but that figure made their choice or had it made for them and they're not here.

But I'd like to remind you that keeping someone around who you've noticed is using you or keeping you from opportunities and telling yourself they're ‘doing it for your own good’ aint it. (It's also a form of settling.)

Advice

Your advice is literally to let this die. It's time to let it go.

I'm sensing you have offers and opportunities elsewhere and just haven't taken them. Let me remind you, if you're good at it here, you'll still be good at it there. (Also, don't worry about it being a Heat to Cavaliers situation. Lebron is ALRIGHT.)

I love you, please do what you need to do, and I can't wait to see you on tv!

Pile 4

PILE 4 COME HERE.

You are entirely too old to be acting the way you are and you KNOW it. It's time for you to get a grip and let all that childish shit go.

I'm talking about the lack of responsibility, them mean ass “jokes”, and the shit you're messing with others for that are just projections of your own personal wounds.

What is up with you? And be fuckin honest. Is it fear of adulthood? Fear of leaving your home behind? Are you afraid you won’t have as much fun if you act your age?

Whatever it is think about it. Sit with it.

Advice

Your advice? GET YO ASS UP!

Listen to me when I say, being stuck at 13,14,15 when you’re 36? Not cool.

And on the flipside, if you had that much fun as a kid, imagine everything and everyone out there waiting for you! People that have had the same problem and that are going to conquer it just like you are.

(Also, some of yall is stessin yo momma out fr 💀)

Get yo shit together my love. Fr.

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New Years Resolution

What is your higher self committing to?

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Pile 1

Putting yourself first. Very lowkey energy

Yourself over everything.

“IT’S ONLY MEEE!”

There’s an internal glow that you can't help. Even if you didn't consciously nurture it, it's there. Your higher self will be guiding you to nurture it this year.

You have a quiet, and powerful aura

You also may be in the process of building something from the ground up? Some sort of stability for yourself = your higher self is rebuilding you from the ground up.

This will be a complete rewrite of your personal vices and struggles

Side note: there is a fierce protective energy that is nearly imperceptible. I only see it because I’m looking. It’s camouflage or is only active when threatened.

You're very lowkey and keep to yourself; this also may be why your protector is unable to be seen unless someone is up on you. You mind your business.

Pile 2

You may listen to music alot I keep dancing

The pop music is giving a very free and open perspective on life. You're just living!

Your higher self or even you may be very straightforward and simple

All pentacles and in order 7,8,9

Your higher self is committing to intricately building your future and legacy. There are going to be a lot of nitty gritty details that you’ll be dealing with but I’m seeing that you understand this. You may even be aware of what I'm talking about! 

I keep seeing a house, an empty one that’s like a model home or one on a ranch or a large plot of land. You may be building one.

You understand that these are the building blocks to your life and your higher self is zeroing in on them

Make sure to be easy on yourself this year.

Pile 3

This is the only pile that a song came directly to mind. It’s Renegades by One Ok Rock

You may be in an imbalanced situation. One that has you unable to truly know how much you're giving or the other party is taking. This year, your higher self is committing to a complete rewrite of the situation.

Hell, you're probably aware to some degree how bad this situation actually is because it had you worried all 2023 but your higher self is about to rewrite tf outta this shit

Your higher self is going to show you exactly who tf you’re dealing with in regards to yourself because you're not seeing or acting in who you really are.

While this may just seem like a redo of the situation outwardly, this is going to be an entirely new journey

Pile 4

You are That Bitch to an extremely severe degree.

This year your higher self will be embracing that in a new way

This is a strength you aren't aware of but it will be put to use this year

You and some friends or family members may all be put in a situation together and you being you, are not one to step back from a challenge so your higher self sees this as a perfect opportunity to hone in on this skill or talent of yours

“Miracle Maker”

A common theme I’m seeing is communication so it may have to do with that

All Euphoria (show) songs so far so this is like yeah you are the main character (and whoever you go through this with will have instances that interlace with this year's event).

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forgive yourself again and again and again and again and again

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Your Eyes Tell

When your person looks into your eyes, what do they see and what do they feel?

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Pile 1

This pile’s person is giving “You two against the world” vibe.

What do they see?

They might have chased after you for a bit before the two of you got together.

They like you ALOT.

I see images flashing through their head of all the times you two have laughed together. They really treasure you and your connection because they understand that your nature is more social so you’ve had plenty of opportunities in the past to have partnered or stayed with someone else.

What do they feel?

They feel that with you, their life is full of adventure but in a way that's due to your mysterious(?) nature. 

Like they have no idea what’s going on in your head sometimes but it doesn't scare them at all. They’re ready to do whatever, whenever.

They’re in love with you fr fr. It took a minute to get the cards cuz they kept sneaking extra ones in. They have so much to say about you <3

Have a lovely day <3

Pile 2

This pile’s vibe is kinda dark but not like evil or scary. More like adrenaline pumping at night, for whatever reason.

What do they see?

Cards flipped right out awww

They see their fate. The KNOW yall are soulmates fr.

The two of you might have had to overcome or fight through a few obstacles to be together.

They feel very deeply about you. Giving partner in crime.

Also getting that whatever you are/do (career) or have gone through, they respect you. Period.

I’m hearing  “I don't care. I don't care.” from them while someone else tries to twist your loves’ view of you.

What do they feel?

They can not fail when they’re with you.

Side note, you may be a bit ‘backwards’ to the people around you. Your person loves you all the same.

(They lowkey are tryna write you a letter)

They feel your reasons for the way you are, and they’re careful to have me not use ‘understand’.

They themselves feel their emotions veerrryy deeply, so when they watch you in all your ‘backward’ glory with context to your situation and time to truly sit with what you've shared with them, it's like to them you're normal.

I see people gawking at you, maybe because of something you’ve said, but there stands your person, simply waiting for you to continue <3

Have a lovely day <3

Pile 3

This feels like a young/childhood love. Like yall have been around each other for a minute.

What do they see?

Getting goosebumps. This is a ‘rush’ or ‘whirlwind’ of love

I think they've seen you go and grow through a terrible relationship.

When they look into your eyes they see someone who at one point beat themselves down with a proverbial hammer, and with that same hammer built the badass that they know today.

What do they feel?

Ya’ll may be older now or when you get together cuz the vibe just switched.

Like I said, they may have seen you at your best, worst, your most mid; cuz while I was pulling they would pick a card but throw three or four others out at the last minute. They've seen all of you, so naturally it would be hard to sum it up all in one card.

What’s interesting is this person isn't very good with words and yet…

“I've seen you while you were in the wrong, positive you were right. I've seen you confused and unsure of your stance on things concerning your self and well being. I've seen you bloom. Wilt. Sprout. Grow. I was by your side through it all and that's where I'll stay.”

Have a lovely day <3

Pile 4

Goofy ahhh couple!

Yall definitely singing at the top of your lungs together (and one or both of you be on that hoe fr)

What do they see?

First of all, you came out of nowhere. “Like a bolt of lightning.”

This group also might have some age on them cuz the songs and the way I'm dancing to them have 90s bounce to it.

They may have been manifesting you but not like “This is what im manifesting”. More in a way where you're just everything they could ever want in a partner “PEAK partner”

What do they feel?

I felt an immensely grateful energy before I even pulled.

You may have unknowingly freed them from a lot of their fears or maybe helped embrace a part of themselves the world hasn't been very kind to.

They feel free, loved, happy. <3

Have a lovely day <3

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The Moon and her messages

What message does the moon have for you?

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3 4

Pile 1

"There is complexity to your purpose, and a sort of 'hot and cold' to your nature. This is the lens through which you should see your path. If you are calm in the face of chaos and chaotic in the calm, why would your path be one of restriction? Why would your path sound like that of a voice of 'correction'? Why embrace who you are and not how you'd truly like your life to look? It's your choice. Choose what you've seen or choose what you know."

Pile 2

"It's time. It's long since been time, but why do you resist? You hear the whispers that the breeze brings, you ignore it. The trickling of the creek only brings good news. You ignore it. The hum of your home encourages you to press on, to go for more. You ignore it. Does it look too promising? Has it been going too well? The wings of the butterfly understand. The glow of your phone that tucks you to sleep understands. All of these signs speak in a language that you understand, but give you a message of prosperity that you're afraid of accepting. It will wait for you, because it is yours, but please know the only thing you must give to get it is your 'okay'."

Pile 3

"I see you. I love you. I thank you. I also wish to guide you to what you seek. What have you done today, tell me. What will you do for yourself? I like seeing you happy. There is support. Look where you'd find it. I want you to know that I am not the only one who loves you. Who sees you. Think of the ground beneath your feet that loves to see you walk along your path. Think of the sun and all its glory, illuminating the space above and beyond, letting you know that you will never be without light. Please understand that you are sacred. That you are special."

Pile 4

"You know your art is a gift for you, but you don't truly realize how much of a gift it can be for others. Whatever it is do it. You may have shared it with one or two, but you want it to be many, many more. Do it. Do it through fear, old pain and old voices. Do it by your strength and your love. Let me see it. Let us all see it. Do it."

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If not here, then where?

Where can you find your solace?

Pick a picture. From the left, 1, 2 or 3.

Pile 1

From the minute I started pulling the cards, I could feel your excitement towards beginning this journey. I envision you cheesing at the front of the ship, mist hitting your face and really just so full of joy. The colors in the picture are so beautiful and the whole idea of travel is just an explosive feeling.

So where is it?

A place where people gather to find peace. A place that embraces all. A place where you feel like you're allowed to move and grow. A place where everything doesn't ‘make sense’ and that's okay!

This is a place where you'll no longer feel ‘othered’.

For some, where you aren’t drowning from your current competitive environment. 

I also want to mention that your cards came out fast, so you know exactly where you need to go. 

Did it resonate? Let me know <3

Pile 2

You might like to do things in a methodical order, or be very neat cuz every card that came out I needed to straighten.  

Lowkey this group is quite used to being in the trenches like you're so numb to how truly ass your environment is. Like you know you hate it but damn…

Don't shit phase you anymore fr

But, this group knows how to work tf outta their current environment. They wait for the perfect moment to do something so it works out  and that's exactly how you're get to where you're going.

The location? It will be a place where things end, and quite beautifully. A place where your power will truly shine. 

“Right now they survive, soon they will thrive.”

You'll no longer feel alone. I get the feeling that right now you're surrounded by ass people, but here you'll truly meet those you'll genuinely connect with. AMEN!

A place where you'll be able to process and work through your trauma. You WILL see how terrible your current location is fr.

“Using your powers for good.”

“Turning your pain into passion.”

“Dominance over grief.”

“You're a good person!”

Also, the whale.

It represents how your current environment or surrounding people may be hot on your trail, but they will not follow you. You both are headed to different places. A whale won’t go where it can’t survive.

It also represents your guides, whether you’re aware of them or not. It's like a good omen or them letting you know they're here. This would also explain the amount of side messages and overall information I got for this pile lol.

Did it resonate? Let me know <3

Pile 3

The cards came out real easy. I think this ordeal is fated? Like you may find this all unfolds quite cleanly.

As soon as you begin, you’ll start to feel the positive effects of this on the journey.

“The sky opens up.”

“A beautiful journey for a beautiful story.”

You're headed to a place where things are to be discovered. I'm lowkey getting that this pile may be naïve/ignorant (affectionate <3) when it comes to the world so you'll learn a lot here (could be college or school of some sort).

Rage is allowed! It’s encouraged actually. Let that shit out!

Noise encouraged! They want you to embrace your joy! Embrace ALL of your emotions. Be emotionally available.

I think you'll feel free. Like you don't have to look over your shoulder to look out for THAT person in your current environment.

Did it resonate? Let me know <3

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can we talk about tanerélle’s artwork for her music omg

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👀👀 not gonna name names but SOME of u are sweet and kind and deserve the world and i am rooting for u

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Wild Flower (an 'indigo' inspired reading)

What about yourself or your experience can these fields teach you to embrace?

Choose a the field (or fields) that you're most attracted to. There a plenty of different way to do this so make it as simple or intricate as you'd like.

Top left is 1. Top right is 2. Bottom left is 3. Bottom right is 4.

(Photos are not mine, credit to their rightful owners.)

Let me know what you think!

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Pile 1

“You're safe with me.”

Pile 1, you are a feeling, and one that I truly treasure. When I placed myself in your field, my curiosity immediately took over.

“Is that a path?”

“Was it a path?”

“Has someone been here before me?”

“Is it a coincidence?”

Not one thought of where exactly I was or how I got there. Not one thought of what could hurt me. You showed me that in a world of danger, there’s still places I (and my inner child) can find peace. With a message that radiates protection, I know I am safe with you. You allow others to exist in a space that I'm not sure I've ever truly been in and I thank you for that. You give others a space in the world to travel safely, freely. You give hope after a long journey of being told that it would all be painful on the way to one's dreams and goals.

Pile 2

“I am however you choose to see me.”

Pile 2, with hues of purple and blue, you stepped up first to be read and now that I'm finished I can see why. When I placed myself in your field, I at first was trying to escape it. The grass was scratching my legs and I questioned why I'd worn shorts knowing where I was headed, but in the next moment I decided to stop, find a clear-enough spot, and squat down to think about the best course of action. At the root of my problem, I found peace and a new and quite possibly more beautiful perspective when I looked at my goal: your field. I’d questioned why I'd come as myself, you showed me why I've made it as far as I have. Thank you.

You are the purpose that shows up as your idea of beauty. You are a healer in the most unique of ways, and it's all your own. You are determination personified. You are itchy and guarded; you are calming and clarifying; you are beautiful enough to seek; and change for.

Pile 3

“A moment in time.”

Pile 3 you need to make room for adventure on your long journey. When I placed myself in your chosen field, yours was the only one that I'd seen myself with other people in. We had pulled the van over to stop and soak in the field that we had no plan on seeing, and the air was filled with joy and wonder. I felt comfortable. I'm pretty sure you were the pile that I was iffy about adding, since with or without it, I'd still be satisfied with the reading. You need to embrace sporadic choices that have no rhyme or reason. No effect on the grand scheme, just something to truly enjoy. I can hear one of my travel partners saying, “We may have been late for hotel check-in, but can you imagine if we hadn't stopped?!” Not everything has to have a point. Sometimes you need to do things for the hell of it.

Pile 4

“A place to let my thoughts run wild.”

Pile 4, you are in need of a rest stop. Before I initially pulled, I couldn't guess what this group had to say, and that's because here, anything can be said. When I imagined myself in this field, I had just found a comfortable place by the tree to sit and rest. I could feel the breeze, and appreciate the beauty of my surroundings. I just needed a break. Here I can vent, laugh, cry, sleep, anything. It’s a place I come to when I'm working hard and don't want to quit, but need a break. A place to take a step back from my path and see all that I’ve created, and understand all that I'm thinking and doing. A place where I don't have to keep up appearances. Close enough to not get lost, but far enough away to not be found.

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