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was any one else OBSESSED with them, or just me? lol

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today i dreamt that:

i went to t’s house in the middle of the night because her ex [j] was there and i was going to stop her from making bad decisions. and her dad was also there to watch them exchange beaded rings because its something t always wanted to do.

then j told her he got a girlfriend and he needed to go, so when leaving, suddenly my friend [y] was knocking on her door and asking where i am because i've been out the whole night and he's here to get me home. i was acting like a couple with him and hugging him and stuff but we were not together. then when going back, i told him i didn't bring my buscard back and idk how im going to go back. then he said he will send me back but when this harry potter themed bus came he just boarded it with his friends and i couldn't get on it because i had no money and the bus just drove off and i was very mad, then all the passengers asked the bus to stop suddenly and they came to get me but i was throwing a tantrum and i'm like 'i'll just take a cab' or something because i was mad, then the bus drove off without them and it was all y and his friends. then i had a box of harry potter cards from y then i just gave it to one of the girls. on the way home we saw an ambulance and then after that i found out it was my friend [m] going for quarantine.

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Today I dreamt that:

in school, we have this project going on where we had to come up with new ways to play the the traditional sports, and I was in a group with 4 strangers that I had never met before. after awhile, I got into a relationship with this guy named Tobias Seah but then we broke up and I started dating this other guy called Marcus in the same group. I liked Marcus alot more than Tobias. there was 1 night where Marcus was in my house with me, my parents, and my cousins (m and d) and i was helping him put on some face masks but he was just fooling around, then we ended up cuddling and my dad walked in on us but he didn't know we were together. and then we broke up because of my dad, there were other guests such as my godmother and her family too and alot of food such as self heating hotpots and alot of DIY hotpots. then Marcus went down to drink and smoke with m and d. after we broke up, I was in school walking around with j, Adriana, and a few others and we walked past my group, so I tried to be funny and turned around when we walked past them so I wouldn't see them but then Marcus and Tobias ran up to me and said they think its best if I join j’s group because they don't want things to be awkward and I seem to be avoiding them. which made me really sad and I ended up joining j’s group to play like tennis with a concave racket and nets for flooring, and there were like 20 players per team so its like dodgeball. our team was losing at first but then I was so good that we started winning. and m was standing infront of me while I was in the last row then suddenly she fainted but the game kept going on so I had to wake her up while protecting her at the same time. then an old woman came and started telling her that her mother is coming back to Singapore but m is still in a comatose state so I took out her phone and went to her telegram and I saw that her mother messaged her and we all started trying to wake her up. eventually she woke up and showed me the video her mother sent her, which was her walking around this mountainous area that also has a cemetery. her mother also asked if she wants anything. next, I was suddenly in London with r and a few others and we were going to find d and we reached this really sketchy part of London, but I was like 'yo I've been here on geoguessr before'

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today i dreamt that:

i competed in the olympics for free swimming just for fun and i couldnt swim, but surprisingly i actually came in first and won a silver medal for singapore. after that people were saying the race was rigged because another singaporean came in first but the gold medal was awarded to another athlete from another country.

then i was chilling with j and k and their family and my supervisor (a random girl) asked me to go office and she asked me where am i so she can come and fetch me. then when we reached the company it was like going through renovation and i went up this elevator with a girl thats on her first day of work so i guided her to the HR and helped her find her way around. then g and i were talking and he turned out to have interned at the same area and same department and he was under a and d too and they asked him to eat lunch together. so in the canteen i walked past them and in order to see him more i bought 2 drinks instead of 1.

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today i dreamt that:

i went to teatree to work and suddenly i had to go back go school for something and i saw g. g said he always work on the singapore flyer during his internship and he always sleep, and he was going to go for dinner later with his 'brothers' and its the most important dinner in the year. then we were gonna walk to grab lunch but i realized its already 2pm and my intern break is almost over but why would i say no to lunch with him? so we decided to go together and eat lunch and we held hands on the way there. then i brought him to teatree and we got free drinks.

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today i dreamt that:

i woke up in the middle of the night to use the toilet and i see y walking out of my toilet with his towel around him. then i quickly ushered him into my room and i took his bag and stuff inside with me. he said he got to walk up at 6:20 for camp and we just cuddled and kissed and slept together. then suddenly i was in this gigantic landed house with b tan, j, b, kand j and we all drank. then b tan got drunk and vomitted everywhere. then suddenly we were all at the club and we played beer pong where i versus all of them and almost won, when we finished our game, the club closed too, it was around 4am. then i went outside the club because y said he was nearby. then on the way back home there was a traffic jam and i saw d(cousin) and he told me his brother's wedding is going on for an entire month at the temple and my parents asked if his dad is ok because hes deaf in one ear. then i went to meet r and yd and we wanted to go club but we ended up at some bars and we saw ge walking past.

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today i dreamt that:

i was going to some temple event with my family and for some reason n was with me. he met my family and family friends and after that we were all on the train and he sat next to me. i was hugging him and stuff and it felt nice. then he asked me why am i doing this. then he went to the toilet and when he came back he didnt sit next to me.

after that when he went home he messaged me and asked me to dabao isteaks for him. and said he was gonna grab home. lol.

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HARRY WON A GRAMMY YALL😁😭❤️❤️(also this is why they bleeped him out😂)

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WHAT'S GOOD STEPHANIE????????

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today i dreamt that:

there was this game like csgo, except that theres 2 teams of police and drug traffickers. so im on the police team and before the match everyone was just chatting and i remember en was also playing the game. so i was chatting with this guy on the opposite team and he said hes taiwanese so i shoot my shot and asked "en ko?" but he ignored so i know its confirm him already.

then start of round we have to find out where are they trafficking the drugs and there's like around 10storeys with multiple different rooms each. but my team decided to rush one room because we kind of know where they were gonna go. then it transitioned to real life and i sped run up like 3 flights of stairs and i saw en and im just like, "ok hand the drugs over." then we won lol.

then i was on this cruise ship with my parents, aunt, and grandma. but our room is shared with this random dude. hence it was quite squeezy. then i saw n in my room and he said things like, "funny how after our last convo went we could still be friends. i mean like i could have ghosted you and just disappeared but i didnt because i feel like we might have a chance together. if i had a chance i would never say that to you because that was mean."

he also sent me like some food promo thing on tele and said he wanted to go with me.

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today i dreamt that:

i went to wax my entire body at night? and outside the building we were all waiting there and i could see this ghost/demon but i pretended i couldnt because she will disturb those that can see her but that was really scary. then when we were inside waxing, it was a guy wtf and like everyone was watching me so i got uncomfortable so i was like 'eh all of yall out now'.

then suddenly i dreamt that jh texted me out of no where and i got really happy but then he ghosted me and i found out that he's still together with the girl he was with because i saw them outside skating together and i got sad again.

then i dreamt that n texted me and wanted to communicate with me just like what i manifested. i hope this is true.

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today i dreamt that:

steph was staying in ntu dorm and she asked if i wna go stay w her one night and my mum actually allowed so i went.

scene changed and at night i was trying to go home but my cousins asked me to go play mahjong, then im on this grab and im sitting on n’s laps and he said if i wna go out he can take his fathers car and send me home after that,

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today i dreamt that:

i was at some really creepy countryside area with alot of wooden houses. and i was with another friend and we were trying to escape the place. so we boarded this bus and we were on the top deck. but there were gangsters on the top deck and they wanted to kill us or kidnap us so i had to find a way to get out of the bus. one of the gangster was baekhyun lmao and i insisted that he asked me to buy him food at the petrol station cheers. but hes like no then im like 'itsok. i know u want it. give me a while ill be back.' then i just dragged my friend and yeeted down. then below, the other gangsters were coming back, then im just like 'i need buy panadol i not feeling well' and just push through them then one of them was like 'i just bought you panadol' then i just pretend i nv see the bag and i was like 'no u never. ill just buy myself' then just run out. then once we're out of the bus we tried to run away but it was really dark and foggy and we kind of got scared because there was vampire sightings around the area. so we surrendered ourselves back to the bus lmao kinda funny

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today i dreamt that: i was at some random school at night and someone tricked me, hyunjin, jungkook and 1 other dude to go to the library separately. the library was really dark so we can't see much. and suddenly all of us felt a strong pressure crushing into us. and apparently jungkook didnt make it? so we were all really sad that he got crushed to death.

but then the next day he was with us and i asked if hes ok and he said, "im physically here but i need to recharge myself mentally so im not really here either." so im like "so are you here or not?" because i was really confused. he was also eating some candy thats like sugar syrup so i squeezed it onto his face and he look mad as hell but also joking. then he started chasing me around and squeezing the sugar syrup onto me and was like "i dont know. why not you tell me?" and im just running from him.

after that hyunjin and i got called to the library again and we found the librarians/people that tricked us there the previous night. and they said the just pushed the small bookshelf onto us but we all thought it was some gigantic pillars because of the weight lmao. then they wanted to celebrate someone's birthday so we celebrated together with them. apparently hyunjin and i were dating. but then this other girl came to the entrance of the library and saw us and she ran away and hyunjin was like "babe no its not what it looks like" and chased after her lmfao. so after awhile i saw them and i told the girl i didnt know they were together and she said its ok bc hyunjin cheated on us both and she taught him a lesson by tattooing "i am a cheated" below his eye.

ok fast forward i was at some airport with some guys and apparently they're like my older brothers and we were gonna fly some where and we just had fun at the airport.

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today i dreamt that: i was with joshua, jeonghan, dk and mingyu in my room with this extra big bed. then we were talking about cigarettes and alcohols and mingyu said he smoked and i got mad at him bc its bad fr his health. and i tried to snatch his cigg box away. after awhile i kind of got tired and laid on joshua's chest and we slept aaaaaa.

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i wanted to host a party but bc of the covid situation, i couldnt unless its a wedding so i had a wedding party in a pool?? and b, jx and k were there and then jj came and said hes gonna write his name as the groom or smth.

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today i dreamt that:

i met nat near my house and i was in my secondary school uniform. we were gonna walk to somewhere and i noticed that her hair wasnt dyed so i asked her about it and she said that her dad scolded her for the hair.

then we had to pass by this area where you have to pay a $50 entrance fee and she paid for it but i already have the membership pass so i didnt have to pay.

then we were walking somewhere and she asked if i want to smoke and im like 'u got ciggs?' and she said no she got karx or smth and its basically a metal locket thingy and theres stuffs in it so ure supposed to breathe in and exhale like vape??

then we went to this condo/apartment bc we needed to find a place to smoke. then we wanted to go to the top floor bc we thought it was 13 but its actually 40+ and the lift went really fast and i was holding onto the railings because i was scared and i was crouching down. then she got really scared too and she held onto me.

half way through the ascension of the elevator, it started going horizontally to go to the other building lol. and then we saw my secondary school mates like zhenwei and friends. then we went into the lobby and smoked that thing and i breathed out blue smoke while hers was red lmao.

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today i dreamt that:

i was at mayflower's basketball court and it was level camp or smth so everyone was sitting there and the teachers were at the canteen benches. then theyre suppose to ask us qns over the megaphone and we will choose our answers. and somehow i was sitted right at the front with dingyuxi. then everytime the tchers asked qns that i have no ans to, dyx would give some stupid ans to get me out of it but i was very embarrassed because everyone was starring.

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another dream was that my mum got this terrarium and there was a mini trex inside thats alive. the trex got mad one day and smashed the inner layer of glass. then me and my mum wad afraid that it would escape the terrarium and wreck havoc so we tried to fix it. and there was also fishes in the pool area but all the water leaked out and the fishes were dying so i poured milk in. and honestly the way the fishes swam arnd and looked in the milk was rlly pretty gross.