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maggots, pt. 4

He opens his mouth to scream but chokes on the bile. It dribbles over his chin, shining with spit as his voice splits itself on his pain. Even so, if disgust is a cold hand wringing what’s left of his nerves, pain is the familiar luxury, and when Apfel’s pain peaks before his pleasure, he still moans with the same heat.

(also on AO3—comments and kudos always welcome!)

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maggots, pt. 3

Dimitri speaks in Russian, low and lovely. Whatever his lover says, Apfel can’t hear it. The cold thunder of revulsion makes him gag as the caress of callused fingers becomes an embrace, wrapping firm around the scarred, slack muscle, and agony crushes Apfel’s brain like a tangible weight.

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maggots, pt. 2

Twenty minutes ago, he had called lacerations boring, and now he pays the price. Dimitri sowed eggs like seeds in a field and watered them with Apfel’s blood. Dimitri runs a knuckle down the accordioned meat of his arm how a devoted reader thumbs a book, letting the maggots breathe in their deep notches, burrowed against the bone.

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Thinking about Story of the Eye (Histoire de l'œil) by Georges Bataille, which is considered by some to be an example of western eroguro. I can see arguments both ways, but I do personally agree that it's one of the works that get closest to the vibe:

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Daily Excerpt (2024.08.27)

An excerpt from “Metamorphosis” (working title). These dailies are unedited and do not represent the final product.

His malformed wings twitch and flutter as he gasps, his new eyes filmy with oozing tears. In his compound vision, Demari can see too much of Kee at once—the flush of her face, the worried set of her mouth, his fluids shimmering lilac on her thighs. Still, the packed tightness in his pelvis won't release, like a clenched, throbbing fist pressing tight against his hips. "Are you close yet?" His voice whirs, catching in the back of his throat. He digs his fingers in against the floor, his flesh, her waist—the fourth and newest of his arms has yet to emerge, still an unsightly, bulbous growth along the knotted weave of his back. He doesn't know how he doesn't make her sick. "I-I am—" "Then fucking finish already!" Maybe the words would be more hurtful if they didn't creak so desperately, if Demari's sharp tongue wasn't dulled by his heat. In the end, if his ruined body is going to riot to be filled, there isn't anyone but Kee he could accept.

(This excerpt features idolkilling's OC Kee.)

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maggots, pt. 1

His flesh fissures like blighted earth while the worms wriggle in between—like his arm’s gone rancid; like bone-in beef in the outdoor trash. Maggots, out the corner of one’s eye, can look almost like grains of rice, and Apfel will never eat again.

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Kinktober No.13 — Parasites / Foreign Object

Sapphic friendships are sooo weird aka hehe Reis Cordyceps (also yes it’s based off the Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge album cover)

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topical for the season (every friendship has its ups and downs!)

I mostly draw them after Reis is domesticated by the guilt he feels about kidnapping, torturing, and molesting Tarou, so I figured I should show off how bad it was from time to time AHA

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Thinking about how Minkyu's psychological masochism actually outweighs his physical masochism by a large margin and how gaslighting + nonconsensual psychological conditioning are two of his biggest kinks.

If he was pavloved into something wretched without his notice and then indefinitely, nonconsensually locked into a room filled with the trigger, that'd be a highlight of the year for him.

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The kind of sex I want requires like 3 layers of psychological manipulation

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bad end (80s scifi episode gone wrong gone horrific) also on twitter !

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BLOG CHANGE NOTICE

Heads up folks, that eroguro post kind of had more reach than intended so decided to switch up how to organize my blogs.

Belly Kink is now at @mihlkis-melon !

If you are following me for that content, please go over there.

This one is now going to be the eroguro blog because of that post, woops. My bad! I'm going to keep the stuff I posted here up and just reblog them to the melon account (or if they had no notes, just repost them entirely) but all new belly kink content will be over there.

I'll give it a little bit before I reblog anything grotesque here so feel free to unfollow this one and follow the other one if you only want to see belly content. Stick around for the eroguro stuff here!

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@vyrsm-txt gets it!

Thinking about the misunderstanding of guro and, more broadly, eroguro and eroguro nansensu… People so often conflate it with gore when violence is arguably the least important part of it. If anything, the best manages to make the most mundane things incredibly, viscerally graphic.

[mihlkis-strawberry]

BLOG CHANGE NOTICE

Heads up folks, that eroguro post kind of had more reach than intended so decided to switch up how to organize my blogs.

Belly Kink is now at @mihlkis-melon !

If you are following me for that content, please go over there.

This one is now going to be the eroguro blog because of that post, woops. My bad! I'm going to keep the stuff I posted here up and just reblog them to the melon account (or if they had no notes, just repost them entirely) but all new belly kink content will be over there.

I'll give it a little bit before I reblog anything grotesque here so feel free to unfollow this one and follow the other one if you only want to see belly content. Stick around for the eroguro stuff here!

[mihlkis-strawberry]

Thinking about the misunderstanding of guro and, more broadly, eroguro and eroguro nansensu… People so often conflate it with gore when violence is arguably the least important part of it. If anything, the best manages to make the most mundane things incredibly, viscerally graphic.

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Do you mind if I request some of your characters then too for belly requests? I know they say friends ocs, but I want to verify that's okay.

Yeah, absolutely a-okay! If you're talking about voreyeurism's request thread here that I recently reblogged, they asked me before listing me, so I've given my explicit permission already ^^

Whether those requests are fulfilled or not may depend on ICness, judged amongst ourselves, but yes it is okay to make requests of my OCs in that thread.

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Request Thread 🖋

Since my inspiration for belly-kink-focused work tends to wax and wane, I’ve set up an always-open, no-guarantees request box for this blog 🕺

Feel free to suggest ideas you’d like to see me draw or write via replies or reblogs on this post!  I’d prefer replies or reblogs (rather than asks) so I can keep track of every request in one place.  If you wish to stay anonymous, you may send an ask instead, but keep in mind that I will add it to this post myself afterwards!

What subject matter can be requested?

The kinks I’ve listed in my pinned should be kept in mind, but beyond that, most things are fair game.  If I haven’t listed a certain kink in my “things you WON’T see” section, feel free to pitch it!

Though I usually draw and write darker themes in tandem with belly stuff, I’m open to light-hearted suggestions, as long as they’re not overly-saccharine.  In other words, I will probably not be inclined to pick up fluffy/wholesome requests—a couple excited about having kids, domestic caregiving, feedism as safety / worship, etc.  (Nothing against lovey-dovey stuff, it just tends to personally squick me out ahaha.  Sorry TT)

Chaste, erotic, violent, and dead dove requests are all fine (♡˙³˙)

Which characters can be requested?

my OCs, including ones you may recall from my old blog

OCs © frequent collaborators, such as mihlkis or ramsauced

your OCs—reply or reblog with references!

media IP characters (though I may be more selective with these, depending on familiarity or what I find IC)

I love drawing characters of any age (with the exception of small children), gender, species, or body type.  It’s also A-OK to suggest generic prompts without any specific characters in mind!  I’ll just draw whoever I feel suits the request in that case ^^

Other Notes:

I often lack the energy to do elaborate work—detailed illustrations, complex poses / designs, comics, or polished fic (especially >1K words)—so low-effort requests are more likely to be adapted

my tastes are consistent, so I am more likely to feel inspired by suggestions that align with things I’ve previously drawn / written

I LOVE drawing shitposts, so I am more likely to adapt unserious or humorous requests…  I’m so shrimple 🫠

You can request as many times as you want!  Do not worry about spamming me—I need all the suggestions I can get 🤼