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find me in the dark - a Sambucky multi-chapter fic

Rating: Explicit

Summary: When Bucky tries to protect Sam from an unknown threat, he ends up kidnapped, and what happens to him in captivity could be enough to unravel any form of stability he's worked so hard to build.

Angsty hurt/comfort wherein Bucky gets seriously injured by an enemy he thought could never touch him again, and it badly sets him back with his recovery. Throw in a trip to Wakanda, nightmares, angst, smut, angsty smut, Sam and Bucky supporting each other and being in love, and that's the fic.

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This fic is gonna be about 7 or 8 chapters long, and each chapter is around 10k words. Weekly chapters. Super angsty but so much hurt/comfort and also smut sprinkled in because no matter what, they just can't stop fucking, okay? Also includes major injury, recovery, trauma, being in love, all the good shit !

Part of a longer running series that currently has a fic already posted, now this fic is coming out, and another multi-chapter is planned after it ❤️ (and if that makes you wonder, damn, are u ok my dude? no! i'm not! i'm absolutely the furthest thing from normal about them!!!)

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me walking to the bathroom at 3am in a massively oversized shirt and using gay fanfic on my phone to light the way

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i feel like the youth should be reminded that the point of shipping is not for a ship to become canon. the point of shipping is to collect all the canon crumbs like starved mice, run away cackling and make some fun little scenarios with them just for the hell of it.

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‘Sam would never leave bucky like Steve did🥺’ Steve left bucky AND Sam. Sam would never leave bucky because SAM is also the one whom Steve’s leaving has happened to! Hope this helps👍

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by @sleepyuncle1

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Not the kind you save

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the way bucky being obsessed w sams waist and hips is like not even a headcanon. his hands actually went for that man's waist... He patted him there to make him move... And the most sick and twisted part... sam DID move. i bet bucky pulls that shit all the time.. enough for sam to know what it means by now ...bet he's out in the field grabbing sam's hips to move him out of the way so he can get a better vantage point... in da kitchen brushing his hand over the small of sam's back to let him know he's there.... JAMES BUCHANAN BARNES ur greed sickens me

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"we learned the right steps to different dances" is such a beautiful way to explain that nobody did anything wrong but it does not work out if you have different goals or different ideals of life, maybe sometimes things don't work out and it is nobodys fault

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I just wanna make sure we consider all our options. Because people who shoot at you usually wind up shooting at me too.

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I will NEVER let ppl forget that Brad Pitt terrorised and beat Angelina Jolie and their kids so bad on a plane ride that a report was filed by the FBI with multiple witnesses. And I will never forget that Angelina Jolie filed for divorce from him almost immediately after that incident in 2016 and it wasn't until THIS YEAR that Pitt agreed to it after ALMOST A DECADE of dragging her and their kids through bullshit defamation court proceedings. But you'd never know because that fucker is everywhere with his fake racecar movie and shitty cheek fillers and everyone just eats it up. So many people warned that the Depp v Heard case would light the way for famous abusers to be rehabilitated in the public eye and it did. It proved to abusers that they don't even need to be sorry or acknowledge what they did they can just keep showing up, smear their victims behind the scenes with astro turfing and let the fans and industry do the rest. brad pitt, Kevin Spacey, James Franco, Ezra Miller, Johnny Depp etc. all of them are thriving in the spotlight rn and being invited to major industry events and even winning awards despite documented incidents of abuse. It's so fucking depressing.

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kind of in my losing chess to a dog era

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me when i'm about to write a kiss scene: i hate this i'm so bad at it it's so difficult and i hate it so much i hate it ! !!!

me after writing half a page dedicated to one kiss: omg i love writing kisses :) :) :)

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Bucky calling Sam Sugar

That's it that's the post

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me taking my cbd oil at night and feeling like bix calleen on coruscant

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i told my bf today that my mental health has been shit and that i was wondering if maybe i'm just adjusting to new meds. and he goes "or maybe life has just been really hard for you lately and you have every right to be fucking pissed off" and i was like u know what bestie so true