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Missing things

This weekend was pretty interesting, going out with my friends from Navia was pretty cool, a really really interesting time. They are great guys.

But the thing is that every time that I return from there is like I don't know, I miss a lot of things, the first day, after being there with my people and all, is hard, I feel pretty lonely here sometimes. I don't know, after some days it gets better.

By the way, what the hell is wrong with me!!!

Kisses ;)

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Stay stay stay

A musical moment.

I'm enjoying a lot some of the songs from the new album of Taylor Swift... Yeah, it is true, things that happen, and particularly I'm enjoying a lot this song:

So here my recomendation. Enjoy it!

Cheers ;)

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Shy to not to be

Hi everyone,

This is again about me, in the end this is my subterfuge.

In that sente, I think that at least it is important to not have big regrets in the sense of a regret of not trying anything, it is more positive have the regret that the outcome is not as you want to not try it.

It is like in the phrase:

A Life Without Regret Ain't No Real Life At All

But that is the point, and something that I have to do harder because it stills to be a difficult thing for me.

I'm a shy person, and not very confident, so I don't expect the best outcome in the majority of the situation in what I expose myself, but I should try to take more risks in life.

I don't know, it is hard sometimes, because of all the bullshit that I don't know what I want in life. In a month I'm gonna start a Masters degree and if now I don't have too much time to clear my mind, my life, bufff... then it will be a mess, and all I want is only (like if it was easy!) to find myself, find me first and find the strength to be what I want to be, whatever it is.

By the way, New Girl is so fucking awesome.

Best regards ;)

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A little of music for the spirit

Hi everyone,

This days I've been listening to a lot of music, but I'd like to recommend you, in the case that you don't already know this song, Little talks by Of Monsters and Men.

I expect that you enjoy this song as much as I do.

Best regards to everyone.

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A lot of shit in a bank

This is outrageous, I mean, come on!

Today at work, ok, let me introduce something.

I work for a bank, well, there, as part of a bigger team, I manage a small team to develop Basel II models, mostly LGD, so I have some kind of responsabilities and a shit of salary.

Well, the thing is that today, some of the people that are under me have been promoted so now they have better salary than me, but they keep in the same position, without responsabilities, so.. come on! You have to be kidding me.

I don't know, I've never been happy there, but I think that there has to exist some kind of limit to all the bullshit that I have to deal with.

I'm really pissed of, all that they do is making promises that they don't respect, so all that I can do is being pissed off and try to get another job.

Of course, I'll never gonna recommend this bank to anybody, work there maybe is one of the worst decisions ever (for me, of course, other people have worse things in their lifes).

So, after all this bullshit at least I've been running a lot to try to relax and calm, because, again, COME ON!!!

By the way, I still believe that being good has to have some impact in karma, and if you do good thing must somehow positively impact you.

After all this, be good, be nice to al the people that you found and, as I'm gonna try tomorrow, try to relax and I don't know, see life in the most positive way possible, sometimes it's really difficult.

Fucking job! FUCKING SHITTY BANK!

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This strange feeling

I don't know, sometimes I feel stupid, but fuck, I miss you so much!

The songwriters have their songs, I only have this space to write what I feel, to try to reach some sanity in all this that surrounds me, all this that is happening right now and that I don't know how to manage, how to feel, how to go through.

There is a song from Placebo that says:

Since I was born I started to decay. Now nothing ever ever goes my way.

In some way this is one big truth, never you're gonna be so pure as you when you're a newborn, since then the only thing that life does is corrupt that purity.

But sometimes you found something that makes you better, something that reminds you of that purity. Please, if you find that never let it go, because it is the most precious thing in life.

I don't know, sometimes life can be beautiful, when you're there it is, but I don't know, sometimes is like what is the point, what are we doing here?

As I said, I miss you love.

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And in the beginning

Good day to everyone,

And this is my first post, in that sense I'm gonna introduce my motivations and with the time we'll see how this goes. ;)

Since, lets say, a long time ago (this account exists without a post for a long period of time) I wanted to restart the blogging thing, to give freedom to my thoughts.

This is like when I go out to run, I run because it makes me feel better, it helps me to relax, and in that same way I'm gonna let my thoughts come out freely here, so I will say here the things that maybe in other place I won't, for a lot of reasons, maybe I'm a little shy sometimes and maybe in other circunstances there is no one to tell.

But, why now? There has been a lot of change in my life lately and a I want to clean myself, from inside to outside. Four years ago I was blogging for similar reasons, it was like the beginning of something, today we start from the ending of that thing, I would like to think of it as not a end, as a pause, but as it is hard anyways lets start with this.

What I'm gonna do is let you know about the things that I like, those I dislike, and from now on I expect to know you and that you get to know me in someway if you want.

To start, today I,ve been listening to the new album of Mumford & Sons, and... it is magnificent, in a way that I don't get to describe. If you liked the previous album, for me this is even better.

I don't know, but I think that if right now I have to choose only one concert that I wanted to go... this guys, always.

The lyrics, there are a lot of songs nowadays with simplistic lyrics, no deep thoughts or feelings. These are other thing, in these lyrics you feel the life, with the good things and the hard parts of love. When you hear them you feel connected to them, if you have been in similar situatios, and even if you don't, you can get to know what is like.

There are pretty songs, hard ones and those ones that make you feel in your guts, that make you feel a tear through your face.

I recommend you to listen to these guys, listen carefully and let them catch you.

I'll see you soon, and let me know what you think.

Kind regards.