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well I sure didn't expect a $lefh@rm relapse in 2025

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Being neurodivergent is so weird. What do you mean I can't blow dry my hair because it's too loud and makes me panic???

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reminder to myself: never again buy a batch of Barfi when there's no one to share them with. I think I'm having a sugar shock rn

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how did I just take a 54-minute route to meet my friends, started at 9 am and somehow it's 9:30 but I'm already at my destination? Is Google Maps wrong, or am I just a time traveller?

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when you're waiting for a train and the platform gets changed, so the whole group of ppl waiting with you heads to the new one and it suddenly feels like you're all part of a really big tour group

just me? okay👍

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the ed part of my brain after my dad tells me that maybe I need to gain some weight bc according to him I'm always cold and I need some fat to keep me warm??: 🤭sO yOu ThInK i'M sKinNy

my ed brain after my gynaecologist praises me for gaining weight: 🥴 total confusion

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I really am not fit for social things, this time I'm ranting about this not in a 'imma off myself way' but in a 'I'm gonna try to explain to ppl why I can't attend local events'

I wanted to go to this concert today bc my brother played saxophone and I wanted to support, but just the fact that it's at night stresses me out. sleep is my comfort people, I couldn't sleep for multiple years and now I can. I need it - every human does.

Also it's loud and of course I knew that prior. I was vibing because I like music, but it's still a lot. "but you just attended a Babymetal concert" yeah and I still twitched horribly and felt like I was going to throw up or pass out. I'm still glad I saw them, but when there was no one on stage to distract me, I wanted nothing more than just go home and cry.

another factor today was the fact that there were people I know. people that know me since I was a fetus. And it's not that I don't like seeing them, I don't like them seeing me. I don't want people to know me and notice me. and those people on stage couldn't distract me, because they were all familiar.

I just can't do things like this. most importantly late at night. just let me be alone in peace please. thank you.

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on the tram just now a group of, i believe they were elementary pupils entered and some wanted to sit down on the flip seats that you can put down if there's no wheelchair in the space and which you just put it up again if a wheelchair user was to enter the tram. But just as they were about to sit down one kid noticed the wheelchair symbol on the floor and yelled "no this is for disabled people" so none of them sat down. they're not wrong but also not right, but at least they've got the spirit 👍

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just got reminded of how much I miss hosuh, I miss his voice and his jokes man

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I'm quite interested how long this "academic motivation" will last

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so I'm really not good with love life lmao

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just played with my husky and she mid in her zoomies left the game to hunt a tiny grasshopper which wasn't as easy as she had hoped. such an adorable view though

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current losing my mind over the fact that there's tomato in my tteokbokki- ig their "sweet & spicy" type is not the same as their original tteokbokki (also it's not spicy lol)

but it's tasty nonetheless

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dropped a numgget in my neighbours garden 🤦🏻

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watching ghost investigations videos + eating chicken nuggies >>>

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wanted to write "gonna off myself" got interrupted

now problem is kinda solved

sitting at maccas rn