of a 30-ish girl who eat, drink beers, dance, wear comfort, curse a lot, and maybe slay vampires with light saber. oh, and also, do you know "do you know BTS?" is a new pickup line?
"I suddenly remembered that I saw the sun on the way. Then, I wanted to turn back to the sun to warm up myself. I really found the sun after a long walk. And when i saw the sun, i thought I couldn't help but hug it."
i am having some real emotions about how xiang liu is always the person xiaoyao wants to go hang out with and confide in. even when she's a poor doctor and he's an enemy general, even when she's a princess and he's an enemy assassin playboy. even with the undercurrent of danger. even knowing they are enemies, they cannot stop revealing their deepest darkest secrets to each other that they tell no one. the description says they become confidantes and boy yes they do. this is why xiang liu is one of the most popular ships despite being doomed from the start as the 3ML - the sizzling sexual tension, the emotional conversations contrasted with the uncertainty of enemies-to-lovers. they see each other and understand each other, but they will not choose love above their own loyalties. as mature adults do, but god, the pain and the tragedy!!!
[...] describe your sorrows and desires, your passing thoughts and belief in some kind of beauty – describe all these, with quiet, humble, heartfelt sincerity, and use the things around you to express yourself, the images from your dreams, and the objects of your memory. [...]
— Letters to a Young Poet, Rainer Maria Rilke.
(Based on Namjoon's 221122 instagram post and stories)