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Brushstrokes of You | KNJ

Pairing: Kim Namjoon x Reader

Genre: Romance, Poetic Drama, One-shot, Artistic Mystery

Summary:

In a tucked-away art gallery where time slips through brushstrokes and shadows, Y/N, a reserved art restorer with a gift for breathing life into forgotten works, crosses paths with Kim Namjoon, a brilliant yet brooding curator and poet turned gallery director.

He speaks with metaphors; she listens in silence.

Both scarred in ways they don’t show.

When an unsigned painting mysteriously appears in the gallery, an ethereal piece unlike any other, it draws them together. As they attempt to uncover the story behind the art, they begin to discover each other. The gallery becomes a sanctum where pain is translated into color, healing into canvas, and love into quiet gestures.

In the echo of oil-painted skies and ink-written poetry, they learn that love doesn’t always arrive loudly. Sometimes, it slips in like morning light across a half-finished painting—soft, patient, and impossible to ignore.

The gallery was quiet.

Not the kind of quiet that holds absence,

But the quiet that breathes.

Light fell like honey through tall arched windows, softening the marble floors and stretching toward the canvases on the walls. Somewhere in the air hung the faint scent of linseed oil and varnish—nostalgic, sacred.

Y/N stood before a large piece, her gloved fingers hovering above a flaked corner of aged paint. The artwork—a sea storm, bold yet cracked, seemed to tremble under her gaze.

“Art doesn’t die,” a voice murmured behind her.

“It just waits for someone to listen.”

She turned. He stood framed by the light, one hand tucked into the pocket of his long charcoal coat. Kim Namjoon. The elusive curator. More myth than man to most.

His eyes were a museum of their own, each glance curated, each silence loud.

“You don’t speak much,” he added, as if continuing a conversation they had already begun in another life.

“I listen,” she said simply.

He smiled faintly. “That’s rarer than people think.”

Namjoon’s presence didn’t command the room; it harmonized with it. He moved like poetry written with care. And when he spoke, it was with the deliberate gravity of someone who understood the value of words.

That day, a new painting arrived.

No paperwork. No signature.

Just a piece left leaning against the door before sunrise.

It was unlike anything they’d seen.

A solitary figure, back turned, beneath a violet sky streaked with constellations.

The strokes were wild, almost desperate.

Yet the emotion…was hauntingly precise.

Y/N stared at it longer than she intended.

Her heart stirred with something ancient, something unspoken.

“Who do you think painted it?” she whispered.

Namjoon studied the canvas with a reverence usually reserved for sacred texts.

“I don’t know,” he said.

“But whoever they are… they’ve loved deeply.”

A week passes. The mystery painting lingers in the gallery like an unanswered question. Namjoon left it unlabelled, choosing instead to let it speak on its own terms. He placed it near the east window, where the violet tones would catch the sunrise, and each morning, Y/N found herself drawn to it. Not to study or restore—but simply to be near it.

It reminded her of something.

A memory that hadn’t fully formed.

Or a feeling she hadn’t dared to feel.

“You know,” Namjoon said one evening, leaning against the gallery’s stone windowsill, a mug of tea in hand, “my mother once said that silence is a shape. A real one. She believed people could carve it.”

Y/N was kneeling nearby, carefully restoring a sculpture’s cracked marble hand. She didn’t look up. But her voice was steady.

“She was right,” she murmured. “Some silences press in like walls. Some… feel like a doorway.”

Namjoon tilted his head, watching her. The fading light turned his features gold.

“Which one am I to you?” he asked softly.

Y/N paused, brush hovering in the air.

“Both,” she replied.

Their eyes met. No one smiled. But something warm passed between them. Like a thread being pulled tighter, loop by loop.

Namjoon began leaving poems folded beside her tools. Never signed. But always specific.

She repairs the world one fracture at a time,

but will she ever restore her own spine?

The courage she lends to art—

does she hide it from her heart?

She never asked about them.

He never confessed.

But she always read them more than once.

On Thursday, she caught him sketching beside the mystery painting.

The drawing was rough, impulsive—just charcoal against parchment. But it mirrored the piece’s quiet agony. The curve of the figure’s back. The tilt of their head as they looked at the stars.

“You’ve seen this before,” she said, before she could stop herself.

Namjoon didn’t look at her right away. Instead, he finished a line, smudged the shadow beneath the ear, then replied:

“I’ve felt it before.”

His voice was a low ripple in the quiet.

Later, in the storage room, Y/N found an old crate marked Private – Do Not Open. The lock was rusted. But the lid had already been cracked open, almost invitingly.

Inside:

• Faded Polaroids of Namjoon in his twenties, standing next to a woman with ink-stained fingers.

• A copy of his first poetry book—annotated in blue pen.

• Dozens of folded letters. Unsent. Unread. All addressed to “E.”

• A postcard with a watercolor moon and a single line in his handwriting:

If I never finish the poem, maybe she never truly leaves.

Y/N pressed her hand against the lid and closed it gently.

Some pain did not want to be restored. Only witnessed.

That night, as the rain painted silver veins down the gallery windows, Namjoon offered her a glass of red wine and asked:

“Why don’t you paint anymore?”

Y/N hesitated. The question felt too heavy to lie to.

“Because it loved me once,” she said quietly. “And then it didn’t.”

Namjoon set his glass down. He leaned forward.

“Art didn’t stop loving you, Y/N.”

“It waited.”

And suddenly, she felt that maybe it had.

Maybe this gallery, the forgotten walls, the unsaid words, the broken frames—

Had all been waiting too.

Y/N didn’t plan to paint him.

It started with a smudge of graphite, a curve too familiar to be coincidence. His profile was in her hand before her mind could protest. The way his brow creased in quiet thought, how his lips softened when he listened. She knew him in light and shadow, in the hush that followed poetry.

Her sketchbook had been closed for nearly three years. But now, in a corner of her apartment, beneath moonlight and memory, she began again.

She painted him

Not in full.

Never directly.

Just in fragments:

• His hand resting on a teacup

• The side of his face turned toward a painting

• His reflection in the gallery glass, blurred but still

• His voice, imagined in a shade of blue-gray

She didn’t call it a portrait.

She called it Interlude.

At the gallery, their interactions had grown quieter, heavier with meaning.

Namjoon stopped asking questions with words.

He began asking with presence.

He would pause beside her during lunch, pass her notes on napkins with doodles of stars and brushstrokes. Once, he left her a single pressed poppy between pages of an art book, with a quote scribbled beside it:

“Even the flowers you forgot to water still remember your hands.”

She didn’t cry. But her throat burned for hours after.

One evening, as rain laced the windows again, Namjoon approached her desk with a hesitant sort of courage.

“There’s a poetry reading tomorrow night,” he said. “At Moonlit Chapters. I’m hosting… but I’m not reading.”

Y/N glanced up. “Why not?”

He gave a hollow laugh. “Because the last time I read… she was in the front row.”

The silence that followed wasn’t cold. It was respectful. It gave space.

“I’ll come,” Y/N said simply.

He blinked.

“You will?”

“I want to hear what you’re not saying.”

And that was that.

The café was dim, amber-lit with string lights wrapped around tall bookcases. The crowd was gentle. Artists, dreamers, voices meant to be heard only when the world quiets down.

Y/N sat in the back. Namjoon stood near the mic but never stepped behind it. Instead, he introduced others, his hands tucked nervously into his sleeves.

He wore all black, but somehow looked like a bruise touched by starlight.

Near the end of the evening, the host whispered something to him.

Namjoon resisted. Then sighed. Then moved to the mic.

The crowd hushed.

He didn’t look at Y/N.

Not yet.

He unfolded a wrinkled sheet of paper and began:

“This is for the painting without a name,”

“The one that arrived like a heartbeat left behind.”

“For the girl who touches broken frames like they’re sacred,”

“Who says nothing, but hears everything.”

“For the days I spent writing to someone who never wrote back,”

“And the night I met someone who doesn’t need to.”

“This is for her silence.”

“And the shape it makes in me.”

Y/N couldn’t breathe for a moment. Not because he was beautiful.

But because he was honest.

His voice cracked. He folded the paper and stepped back.

Then he looked at her.

And it wasn’t a look of confession or apology.

It was a look of recognition.

That night, she returned home and opened the canvas again.

This time, she painted the whole of him.

Not just his face, not just the way he stood,

But the silence he filled.

The ache he carried.

She titled it Namjoon, Withholding Light.

The painting was there before he arrived.

It hung next to the unnamed piece—hers echoing his, his answering hers—without a label, without fanfare.

At first, Namjoon stood motionless. The gallery was still cloaked in morning hush, and dew clung to the windows like the breath of dreams yet unspoken.

He moved closer.

And there he was.

In color.

In canvas.

In quiet.

Not as he appeared to the world. But as she had seen him.

Full of withheld tenderness. A storm paused mid-breath.

He was silhouetted against books and a background of distant constellations.

The eyes on the painting were his

But softened. As if someone had forgiven him before he had.

He stepped back.

His heart made a sound inside him like a door creaking open.

He knew it was her.

Of course he knew.

And yet, she hadn’t signed it.

She’d let it exist the same way he’d existed beside her all these weeks

Seen. Not claimed.

That night, he placed a piece of folded paper beneath her gloves in the restoration room.

It read:

“I saw the man you painted.”

“And for the first time, I envied myself.”

She found it the next morning.

And for the first time in a long time,

she smiled while working.

They didn’t speak about the painting.

But the notes kept coming.

Tucked in brush jars. Inside books on Dutch masters. Slipped between her coat sleeves.

Each one a response to something she hadn’t said aloud,

And yet he had heard.

“Your silence is not empty.”

“It’s the sound of patience dressed as pain.”

“If you’re afraid to be seen, let me be blind beside you.”

“If I am the question—”

“You are the brushstroke that answers without words.”

She didn’t know how to answer.

Not in notes.

Not in voice.

So she painted again.

A second piece, smaller, raw.

This time: Her.

Back turned. Looking at his painting.

The colors of her shoulder echoing the light in his sky.

As if their art had become a conversation neither of them could risk speaking aloud.

He found it late one evening, the gallery bathed in indigo dusk.

It sat leaning against the wall near the storeroom, unsigned again.

He reached out, fingers grazing the canvas, and exhaled like he hadn’t in years.

“She’s not leaving,” he whispered to the air. “She’s showing me where she is.”

That night, he didn’t write a note.

Instead, he left her a key.

It sat in a velvet box atop her workstation, next to a slip of paper:

“Thursday. After closing.”

“Bring nothing but yourself.”

“I have something I want you to see.”

The key was old. Silver, with the shape of a leaf pressed into its head.

She turned it at exactly 9:01 PM, after the final lights in the gallery flickered into silence. Namjoon had left the door unlocked. No longer guarded by bolts or hesitation, only silence and trust.

She stepped into a hallway she hadn’t walked before. It smelled of cedar and charcoal, a quiet ache. The floors creaked like they remembered him too.

And then, the room.

Not a studio.

Not an archive.

Something between a soul and a confession.

A single long wall—twenty feet across—stood covered, edge to edge, in his art.

Not the curated kind he showed the world.

These weren’t perfect.

They were honest.

Some were painted on torn canvas.

Others on paper yellowed with time, taped together at the corners.

Each was raw, unfinished, yet deeply alive.

And she knew, immediately, that no one had seen this room.

Ever.

She stepped closer.

The first painting was of a girl standing in a field of books—eyes wide with wonder, a storm held gently in her throat.

Beside it, another:

A room flooded with water, with only a desk and a typewriter floating—its keys sinking one letter at a time.

Then another:

Two silhouettes, reaching for each other through glass. Their fingers aligned but never touching.

Y/N’s heart cracked like soft porcelain.

Each piece was a chapter of a man who had lived inside his own silence, building walls out of intellect and sorrow—yet painting them soft, so maybe someone would dare to knock.

She turned toward him.

Namjoon stood in the doorway. No pretense. No glasses.

Just him.

Bare.

“I made this room for the words I couldn’t say,” he said.

“Some people write journals. I painted… what I buried.”

Y/N stepped closer to the wall.

“They’re all… you,” she murmured.

“No,” he said quietly. “They’re the versions of me no one stayed long enough to find.”

She reached out and gently touched the corner of one canvas.

Her voice was a thread of breath.

“Then let me stay.”

He didn’t answer. Not with words.

Instead, he walked to the final painting, still veiled under a white cloth. Slowly, he peeled it away.

The canvas beneath showed her—sitting in the gallery light, knees curled to chest, looking at a painting. His painting. The look on her face was like poetry just before the first word is spoken.

The room became so still, she could hear both of them breathing.

Y/N stepped toward the painting, then turned to him.

“You painted me,” she said.

Namjoon gave a slow, almost broken smile. “No. I saw you. The real you. And I didn’t want to forget.”

He took a step forward.

Their hands didn’t touch. But they stood close enough that it felt like they had.

“I don’t want this to be unspoken anymore,” he whispered.

She met his eyes.

“Then say it.”

And in the breath between fear and flight, he did.

“I think I’ve been waiting for you longer than I’ve known.”

Her silence was no longer a wall.

It was an answer.

She stepped forward, closed the space between them, and leaned her forehead against his chest. No kiss. No rush.

Just breath.

Warmth.

Recognition.

The kind of closeness art had been trying to name all along.

They didn’t go home separately that night.

But it wasn’t what the world might imagine.

No tangled sheets, no whispered gasps.

Instead, they sat side-by-side on Namjoon’s couch, in the hush of lamplight and vulnerability, sharing tea and truths too fragile to say in daylight.

Her head found his shoulder as if it had always been meant to.

His hand rested lightly against her wrist, not to hold, but to know.

Morning came slow.

Soft peach sunlight drifted through his linen curtains.

A record played low something instrumental, the sound of clouds turning pages.

She sat on the edge of his low bookshelf, barefoot in one of his shirts, mug in hand. He was across from her, in the kitchen, humming absently as he poured water for tea.

Everything about it felt like a still-life painting titled “If Tenderness Could Speak.”

“Do you always wake up this early?” she asked, voice coated in warmth.

Namjoon looked up, smiled like a secret.

“Only when I think morning might be beautiful.”

She didn’t blush.

She didn’t look away.

Instead, she reached for a brush on his desk—a stray one left near an open sketchbook—and dipped it gently into the steam of her mug.

“You still paint in the mornings?” she asked.

He crossed to her, cupped her jaw with one ink-smudged hand.

“Only now that I know what morning tastes like.”

They painted together that morning.

Nothing complex.

Just… lines.

She drew the shape of a window and a teacup.

He added a shadow like a heart leaning sideways.

And when their fingers met on the paper, neither pulled away.

Later, he took her hand and led her up to the rooftop.

No explanation.

Just sunlight and the scent of lavender in planters he’d half-forgotten to water.

The city was quiet from above. Not gone. Just softened. Like grief after time. Like a bruise that no longer hurt.

He turned to her.

His voice was low, and slow, and certain.

“You’ve always been the color in my grayscale.

Even before I knew how to see you.”

And she,

She cupped his face like it was the final brushstroke on a canvas she’d been terrified to ruin.

“You were never unfinished.

Just waiting for someone to trace you gently.”

The kiss was not urgent.

It was slow. Reverent.

A hush before the symphony.

A promise spoken through closed lips and open hearts.

No fireworks.

No storm.

Just a sunrise between two mouths, breathing the same air.

And when they pulled apart, foreheads resting, eyes half-lidded, he whispered,

“So this is what home sounds like.”

Later, she would paint the rooftop.

But she would not paint them.

She would leave that part blank

So that anyone who looked at it would know:

Some love is too sacred to frame.

A year later, a new exhibit opened at the Gallery of Lost Echoes.

Its title: Brushstrokes of You.

It had no artist name.

But in one corner, two people stood with fingers intertwined, saying nothing at all.

And everyone understood:

Sometimes, the most beautiful art is not what hangs on the wall.

But who stands beside you as you learn how to see.

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