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im stuck

so I don't like to finish my thesis anymore

or more like I don't have no motivation to start working on it

it's like the graduation is not enough reason

I'm stuck in my university

my friend graduated. now I'm alone. well not alone. I still have friends whose younger than me. but the point of depression is they're younger than me. and well they're stuck in the thesis shit like me but they already have jobs. which obviously I don't have. lack of trying. I'm not filing applications hence no job. 

I'm still pondering about what I should do or rather what I wanted to do. is it to start my thesis which again I don't have motivation inspiration in starting so that path will surely be slow and take my time and age. so looking for a job would be a motivation change of environment because hell I don't like to think about that damn project. but that path would be as hard because of the lack of diploma. I will need to aim lower. lower my standards. low paying job. gosh I hope not. if I get a job I wantto be paid on a right amount.

I think I'm just envious that they're already earning their own money and I'm not. I'm a bum. so one friend is a call center representative which obviously off our track so I don't envy the job I envy the money earned from the job. the other friend. that I envy. cause he's job is totally related to our field I'm sure he's paid in decent amount but he problem is it's project based so income is not regular and no benefits.

what's stopping me on applying

I want a job but afraid of rejection 

pridepride. don't want to lower my standard one bec of the damn univ I go to two people will judge hell even my parents would judge me or criticize but criticism is good right? maybe I should learn how to accept them but it hurts hearing theme still

I regret what I have done in the past or the lack thereof. I should learn to let it go at the same time learn from it. but I'm still doing it so yeah I need to think hard on what I did wrong and how to avoid doing it again.

I dont want to be like my papa. i used to idolize him when i was little but that started to change after that trigger even or rather his action. 

message to self. avoid being like him

be punctual

avoid delays

accept criticism and opinions

dream something/have a goal

do not depend on someone

be kind and generous 

stay calm

be open learn to share thoughts and feelings

stop thinking you're better than someone keep feet on the ground

god I hate it when she's saying I'm like him. I don't want to be him.

and this fuckingtablet sucks. delayed touch response when typing. fuck autocorrect. lenovo a-3300-gv sucks when irts coms to screen responsive ness

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"America 2023. Unemployment is below 5%. Crime is virtually non-existent while every year fewer and fewer people live below the poverty line. All thanks to…"

The Purge: Anarchy (2014)

This is an awesome film. Very Hunger Game-ish but much more awesomer! (Not a word I know...) More action More suspense More thrill

I like Hunger Games but hey who needs a love story sometimes you just need guns 🔫🔫🔪🔪and bloods and more action.

And I like the idea of the Purge Commencement. I wanna know where it came from. Hopefully google can answer me. ;)

I didn't know that The Purge: Anarchy is a sequel. Anyways I read somewhere that the sequel has much improvement.

🎬😁👍👏

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Recently all my male celeb crush are soo PDA. Whyyy? Jelous Fan here! lol Anyways I don't mind the Adam and Behati lip locking in public. On the other hand Nikki Reed and Ian is waaaayy too PDA. Every week there's a picture of them holding hands and lip locking. It's toooo much. Right? Well maybe it's just me because I was made to be Team Nian. I ship them. 

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Got a feeling to re-read 'Fifty Shades of Grey' after watching the Trailer

After watching the trailer... my thoughts are... 1. Wow if i watch this i will finally see what the Red Room looks like. Note: This book is the reason why i know what BDSM means. The story behind why i read the book in the first place is... Dun dun dun. I saw this tweet or video or article or news (can't remember) that it is rumored that Ian Somerhalder fits Christian Grey. Then of course me being an ever sooo attracted to Ian i immediately search and read the book. While reading it i was shock.The hell what is this book? What's up with this guy? What is he saying? I can't imagine the things he's saying? All i can understand while reading the book = ahh sex. Ahh lust. Ahh obssession.. Ahh love. Ahh complicated. Hahaha thank you google esp. wikipedia for explaining bdsm lol 2. Wah i don't think i can go out and watch it in a cinema with many people when the movie comes out. i should wait for the dvd. which would take months and months and months. would be torture because curiousity kills the cat and is hell and spoilers sucks. and camrip sucks :(( 3. Must re-read and start imagining again. the first time i read it i dont know anything. but now i know a little about things in the Red Room and thing about the lifestyle. 4. there should be explicit scenes on the movie. i hope the movie won't disappoint me. pleaaase. 5. will rewatch the trailer fot the nth time. lol

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July is We Got Married

Wow i finished Watching 3 Couples of We Got Married 1. YongSeo Goguma Couple 2. TeukSo Couple 3. Woojung Couple Of course my fave is the Goguma Couple. Nothing beats the sweetness of first love. After watching them you can totally say that I'm one of those who are waiting for them to start dating in real life or to admit they're together. Which will be awesome Super Daebak!!! Right? Right? Haha Second fave. Ham Eun-jung and Lee Jang Woo. Cute Funny Couple. Let's see I love Yong Hwa everytime i see him hesitates about skinship and i like Jang Woo's being persistent about skinship. Haha 3. I think i initially like Leeteuk and Kang Sora Couple. But after watching their virtual marriage story i kinda type in their names on the search engine and i discovered that while filming WGM Leeteuk is dating SNSD Taeyon?? Im not sure cause i didnt dig deep about the scandal but because of this i forgot what i like about this couple. :)) i love Goguma Couple. After watching these 3 couple i think i had enough of WGM for a month. It just that after watching it continuosly my mind processes that those are FAKE marriage. Cute Start. Happy Beautiful Climax. Sad Ending. my heart breaks because these 3 steps is what WGM is. :((

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When Francis left to be by Lola's side. </3 :-( :-[ :'( x-( :-| :-C

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What to do when a guy jokingly asks you "May crush ka sakin 'no? " (Translation: You have a crush on me, right? ")

A. Laugh

B. Deny

C. Ignore

D. Admit in the same manner on how he asks. jokingly!

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Here's a shoutout. Toby Regbo is now on my crush list because of his hotness being Francis on Reign.

not that i have a list. maybe i need one.

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Swimming. Summer. Friends. Overnight. Fun.

Let's have fun and get drunk! :))

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Francis: Utterly completely I am yours

Reign S01E15 The Darkness this line would mean a lot more if Lola isn’t pregnant

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I wanna kick Francis in his face for showing concern with Lola during thr First Light

Reign S01E15

Forgive me. I just don't like the feeling when the other woman is like Lola and i can't find a reason to hate her. oh my gosh please don't tell me there's a ship name for Lola and Francis :(( Nooo. I need more time to grasp this Lola and Francis thing. It's too fast. One moment they're together then they're not because Francis is now married to Mary . How fast was that? That's a single episode. Me heartbroken then happy for my Frary. Theeeen the next episode Lola's pregnant??? Whuuut? That bullshit! Once again I'm broken. And i don't get to finish the episode because it's 5:00am and my dad just caught me still awake.

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Reign Episode 13 Consumation

This episode Mash is crashed and burned to the ground. and to have Bash watched the consumation? how fuckimg cruel was that?

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Darn How many times did Francis bedded Lola. ah shit

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Reign Episode 11 Still no Francis? 33

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Reign Episode 10 No Francis? </3 Hello Mash :)

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I'm considering shipping this. Gabe Cat but then i remembered Evan

Evan who is way hotter, handsome, cooler 

but then Evan died.. :( I'm still Catherine x Evan Shipper

but this season there's Gabe and Vincent

I have two choices:

 either ship Gabe x Cat or be a full time VinCat shipper.

dilemma 

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I kinda like the episode when Cat was trying to get over Vincent and the scene when she told Vincent that she just cannot deal with any more lies blah blah but hey nothing beats the moments when they're together i think. 

love this gif. <3

nah the tongue  lol

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