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As the World Caves In

WARNING: ⚠️⚠️ MAJOR SPOILERS FOR SEASON FOUR VOL. 2 OF STRANGER THINGS, IF YOU HAVE NO YET GO WATCH IT BEFORE READING THIS!! ⚠️⚠️

Warning 2: Mentions of blood, fire, burning flesh, and guns. Lots of angst and violence, a little fluff before the fire but it's most all angst. Also mentions of death 💔 swearing

Pair: Eddie Munson x Male! Reader. Y/n is Dustin's cousin who was going to a college by hawkins, and stayed mainly with Dustin. Make of how Y/n looks like what you please 💗

A/N: I'm jumping straight in with no summary🫶

We all sat on the grass, forging weapons for the fight of.. whatever it was. This was fucked up, Hawkins was hell on earth at this point.

I looked up, staring over at Dustin and Eddie. I was sitting not too far away from them, I was making a torch. I massive torch because well.. we know those, demo-whatever the fuck they are.. they hate fire. So what not better than to have a big fire stick just in case.

I watched as Eddie and Dusty forged their weaponry, well their shields. I watched as they messed around, and talked and had fun. I just smiled, I realized I had to protect this at all cost.

Eddie yelled something to Lucas and Erica, I didn't hear. I just.. zoned out. Gripping the wood of my massive torch, and slowly wrapping the cloth around it. I had to protect everyone, this plan was.. it was a long shot, and I had to make sure that it worked and everyone is safe.

Eddie shook me from ny thoughts when he sat next to me. He had a smile on his face, he was soaking up whatever happiness he could. He never.. stopped being himself, not for anyone, not even for the end of the world. It made me smile, it was a sad smile but it was a smile nonetheless. I just looked at him.. I knew I loved him. We've been together for a couple months, but I know that he is everything to me and I don't want to lose him. I cannot lose him.

His smiled slightly faded, and he gently put his hand in the crook of my neck. "Y/n? Are you alright?"

I scoffed and tightly wrapped the cloth on the stick, finishing it up. "I'm.. fine.. As fine as anyone could be in this time" he watched me finish the torch and gently set it down, away from me.

He put his hand on my cheek and guided my face to look at him. Nobody else around me was in this vast moment.. It was just our world for a second. "We're gonna finish this" I said "I'm gonna make sure of it.. I promise, Eds.." I choked a little bit, feeling my airway tighten a little.

"I know.. We're gonna get through this together, I hope"

"Eddie." I said firmly, staring into his brown eyes. "I don't care what happens. You and Dustin are my main priority, I will not lose either of you"

"I know, Y/n.. I love you." he said "I'll always love you, maybe that's my downfall.." he sighed.

I leaned in and kissed him, gently tangling my hands in his hair. He hold onto the side of my face and tilted his head, deepening it. We sat there for a couple seconds, before pulling away.

"Get a room" Dustin yelled at us

I flipped him a bird and kissed Eddie again, smiling into it. There was a small moment of serendipity, everyone shouting in a joking tone 'get a room' 'not here.'

I pulled away and leaned my head against his shoulder. Robin gave me a thumbs up and I laughed, and Eddie wrapped an arm around my waist. "You all got your show go home!" he waved and rocked side to side with me. I love when he does this, the little rock he does when he's happy.

I look back to him, The love of my life.. Everything I need.

📍quite a bit of time later📍

We were starting to set up. "Are we ready for some.. real metal shit" Eddie looked to us.

I prepared my shit as I looked over to him, Dustin smiled. I smiled at Eddie. "Yeah.. Yeah let's get this shit over with.." I plugged in the amp and Eddie messed with it to make it right.

He leaned over and grabbed my face, giving me a quick kiss.

"Oh god- Not now, Not the time you two" Dustin said as he held onto his spear.

Eddie smiled "I love you.. We're gonna get through this-" he looked over at Dustin. "All of us"

I nodded and stood up "I love you too Eddie, now let's get this shit started" I stepped back, and he started it.

I could almost feel the presence of the bats moving as he played. He played Master of Puppets, by Metallica. Very fitting.. very.

I stepped back over to Dustin, staring at my cousin. "When this is over.. Never kiss in front of me again"

"No promises.." I said as I fidgeted with the lighter in my pocket.

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Dustin yelled to Eddie as he played the guitar. "T MINUS 5!!" He yelled out.

I started getting prepared to get the hell out, holding my torch with the light fluid I had strapped to my thigh. Eddie gathered his shit as the bats started to fly in, we jumped away from the house. We ran through, shut the gate, and locked the door as we ran inside.

We started getting very happy "THAT WAS SO METAL!" Eddie yelled as we jumped around.

That was.. until we heard the noise. We ran into the kitchen to see the bats, seeping through the vents and trying to get in.

Eddie and Dustin went at it with the spears, I tried pushing then away with the end of my torch.

"Now would be a pretty good time to light that thing!" Dustin yelled at me.

"You know I would expect you to know more science than that-" I shoved the bats back angrily. "If I light it up, it'll blow up with us included!"

"He's right Henderson!" Eddie grabbed his shield "Watch out!" he yelled and we moved, he stuck it up to the ceiling and smiled at me. "That.. was badass"

I smiled at him, he's always so cute. God I can't wait to get out of here.

Dustin looked around "Are there any other vents here?" and Eddie's face dropped. We raced into his room where the bats started to come and pile in. We rushed forth, defending and blocking the exit.

Dustin said it was time to leave. So he quickly crawled up the tied sheets. After him, I went. And then.. Eddie started to climb up it, before he looked over at the resisted bats.

"Eddie.." I called out to him. "Eddie come on! We need to get out of here"

He looked over at me and smiled, before cutting the sheets and moving away the mattress and leaving.. I didn't know what to do in that moment. I yelled out loudly for him, watching as he ran away.

Dustin started speaking, sputtering nonsense. I grabbed a chair and did my best, jumping through the open gate, I could hear Dustin screaming for me but.. I couldn't let him go. Not without me. I was suppose to protect him.. like any good boyfriend would. I didn't care about anything else anymore, he needed me.

I fell through the gate, slamming my back harshly on the ground with a crack. I cried out and held onto my torch, slowly standing up. I felt a tear rush down my face as I painfully moved. I started moving quicker, running out of the door to see Eddie biking away.. he was being chased by all the bats, and yelling for him to chase him.

I ran after him, trying my best to keep up. He was moving to fast, it was getting extremely hard to keep up, but I kept moving. I wasn't going to stop until it was okay.

I ran and ran and ran, until i finally started to get closer. He was standing in the middle. He grabbed the canteen of light fluid and dumped it all over the torch, the cloth on the torch, and it also got all over me.. but I didn't care.

I grabbed the lighter from my pocket, lighting it up and letting the fire burn. It burned largely, and I chased into the bats that tore away the skin at his sides. I waved the fire around everywhere, it started to get bigger.. Eventually spreading down to all it could get on me.

I yelled out and dropped the torch, the bats swarmed around as I yelled in pain, my jacket immediately catching ablaze. I could feel the heat blister my skin. God it was painful but it was moving them away.

But then they all just.. collapsed, and so did I. I dropped in pain, rolling out the fire on me and ditching the jacket. I was shaking.. I could barely see.. but I knew the job wasn't finished. I couldn't move.. but I needed to. I needed to do it.

I could hear him, Dustin was screaming to us, and I took a deep breath. I crawled, desperately pulled myself over to Eddie and sat up.

"Y-Y/n.. Y/n is it you.." He whined. I looked over him, pulling the layers off him and then using all the strength I had to tear clot h away from his clothes, trying to wrap his wounds. I didn't try and waste my breath saying anything till I was done.

"Y/n.." he said again, and as soon I was done I held him. I held him close to me, I didn't even realize I was crying.. I just stared at him.

"Eddie.. Eddie- It's all gonna be okay, We're gonna get you to a doctor.. come on-" I trued to get him up, and Dustin finally got over. "Dustin.. D-Dustin help me please, we have to save him.." I cried.

"Y/n.. Y/n please-" Eddie whined, and I sat there with him. He smiled at me. "I didn't run.. I didn't run this time.." Tears welled in his eyes, he was covered in blood.

"No you didn't.." Dustin looked down to him.

I choked out "You didn't run.. I'm proud of you.. You're so strong Eddie, and we're gonna get you help.." I whimpered.

"This.. Is my year.." he breathed out. " '86.. The year of the freak.." he reached up and ran his hands through my hair. "Kiss me.. one more time, please.." he asked.

I felt my lips quiver, and I didn't care if I could get infected by his blood.. pooling away from his mouth. I didn't care. I leaned down and kissed him, feeling his blood stain my lips and any of my face. I tangled my hands into his hair and tilted my head. It was a long kiss.. and I knew there it would be my last.. so I tried to let it last.

I pulled away, looking down at him. I caressed his cheek. "Eddie please.. I love you so much.. please don't leave me.." I cried to him.

"I.. love you, my dove.." He choked out, looking at Dustin and reaching for him. Dustin took his hand and looked at him. "Take.. care of the sheeps.. the l-lost sheep.." he smiled before slowly sinking in my arms. I could feel his body let go, and his chest stopped moving.

I looked to Dustin who was crying and then back down at my former love.. and pulled him into my chest, feeling myself start to sob. I heard the thunder roll across the land.. but I just kept crying. He was my everything.. and now, there's nothing. I didn't know how I was suppose to move on.

There was silence beyond the storm. I sat there with his corpse in my arms.. I couldn't just leave him.

"Y/n.." Dustin said to me. "We have to go now.."

I sat up and kissed his forehead one last time. Dustin took his necklace and I took his bandana and jacket. We started to walk, Dustin held me up. I hissed as he touched the burned flesh. God it hurt. It all hit me how much it hurt.

I looked back to Eddie one last time, I couldn't help but be upset. I wanted to give him a proper burial, and I definitely was going to do some kind of burial.

Dustin reminded me that we needed to just find our way and get out. I nodded as we limped out way out of this.

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When we finally got out, we waited for the rest. Steve, Robin, and Nancy finally came through. I was numb, like my mind was stuck.. on a vast loop.

"Where's Eddie?" Steve said, and finally looked up at them, and they saw my condition. I started to cry again.

"We need.. to get Y/n and Dustin to a hospital.. Now" Nancy said as she came over to me. I just leaned in her for a second and we got out of there, going back to the thing we call a ride.

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Steve had been driving, I was sitting in the back with Robin. Nancy and Robin were trying to help patch up what they can while we went to a hospital, everyone was gonna go there because Max was.. also on the way to the hospital.

I looked at Robin and sniffled "He didn't run away this time.." she looked at me, tears in the corners of her eyes. "He fought them.. And I couldn't s-save him"

She looked up to who I assumed was Nancy and Dustin. There was silence.. the entire ride. Beside for the sniffling sounds from us, mostly me. He was gone.. and there was nothing else I can do.

📍some more time later, a day or so📍

I was laid on my stomach, I felt like Jonny Cade in this moment. Dustin was in another room, and the doctors said he was gonna be okay. They said I needed to stay here though, because I had third degree burns all down my back and arms.

I heard the door open and someone entered. I didn't look up, I was too numb to all the feeling.

"I heard what happened" a voice rang out through the quiet. A voice all too familiar.

He came and sat in a chair beside me. "It's.. Horrible to see this.. I'm-" he sniffed. "I'm sorry, for your loss.. Eddie was a great guy I heard, Mike.. Mike told me about him" I smiled. "Dustin said he was a hero, and you loved him.."

There was a little more silence, before I finally talked. "He was.. everything I ever wanted, and I.. I did love him" I looked over to Will. "I did love him"

He smiled at me. I knew. Will always trusted me, he knew he could come to me for anything. He says I was the first one he told, and I was glad about that.

"I don't know what I'm gonna do without him now, I have.. nothing else to work for.."

"But you have Us.. You have Dustin, and you have me.. We're back to stay, and.. A-And we'll always be here" he spoke to me. I just sat there, my glassy eyes staring at him.

"Yeah.. yeah.." I sighed and looked down. I heard the door open, and heard people all walk inside.

"Y/n?" Dustin said to me. "Are you okay?" He walked over and stood by Will. Everyone kind of stood around, I saw everyone there.

Steve, Robin, Nancy.. Then, Jonathan, Mike, El, and some random guy with long hair.. Then Dustin and Will. I looked up at them and took a deep breath, it caught in my throat and I started to cough. Dustin took attention to that and tried to make sure I was okay.

"What defines okay anymore.. I'm alive yes.. Doctor says I have a good chance of living.." I took a deep breath "But.. b-but I lost a chunk of me.. That i'm never going to get back" I looked up at him. "I lost my heart.. I lost my love, my sanity.. My everything.." I whined softly and everyone stared at me, almost guilty. "I lost Eddie"

"We all lost Eddie.. and I know it's hard but.. You know he would want you to keep going" Dustin nodded. "You know he would"

"I don't.." I took a deep breath "I know he would.. I know.." He handed me his bandana, hadn't been washed. I took it and held it close to me.

Robin and Steve told me what they were gonna do, how they were going to go down to the shelter. They were going to donate and do their best to help around. I just smiled and told him how that was a great thing.

I laughed softly and said "Tell my badass story.."

"You never quit y/l/n.. you never quit" Steve said.

They all started to leave, Dustin stayed behind for a second.. said he would catch up.

"We're gonna get through this, we're going to make sure of it" he grasped my hand, and I just nodded.

"I know.. I know we will. For Eddie.."

"For Eddie.." Dustin nodded, before he left. I heard him step away, and then the loud sound of the shutting door.

I sighed and held the bandana close to me. It's almost like I could feel him around. I felt the tears start to prick the corners of my eyes. I buried my face with the bandana into the hospital bed and felt myself start to cry again.

He was the love of my life, it was.. till death do us part. The world caved in on us, and he was with me the whole time.. but yet I still couldn't save him. At least he knew I loved him.. and that he loved me. I could die with those words.

I felt a pain burn in my chest and I whined, closing my eyes. I just laid there, until eventually my body caught up with me.. and my mind went black. I just smiled, and laid there in peace. It was you.. That I will lie with, as the World Caves In.

🌀🌀🌀🌀 oh lord 🌀🌀🌀🌀

Sweet mother of whatever the fuck shshssh i am so sorry, so sorry for all you reading this. Yeah I know it's cliche and weird and really.. Oh well Idc, Idgaf. I need angst somewhere in my life and am detailed in writing because i'm dramatic asf so i apologize for this dramatic piece😭💀💀💀

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mmagnusbluu · 3 years ago

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You really got me ~ Eddie Munson 04.

Summary: Eddie x Male! Insert. Dustin's brother from Atlanta. This is before Dustin knew Eddie though^ like 1984

Warning: Mentions of puke 👍

Rowan had been in his bed in the same clothes for the past three days. It was currently the end of Saturday, around 9:23pm. He didn't want to move, he honestly had no motivation to do anything.

He hasn't eaten much, when he did, it was usually soup or just tea. Other than that, anytime he would even think back to what happened, he would nervously get up and run to the bathroom. Rowan would end up sick again by the end of it.

The school had called his mom and said that he was suspended, he wasn't aloud back until Tuesday. His mom had asked him about it, but he said he wasn't ready to talk about it. He needed time to think.

Dustin would come in every now and then and tell him that Robin was on the phone, or Steve was on the phone. Rowan never answered. He just continued to sleep.

Rowan was pulled out if his thoughts by the door opening. His eyes traveled up to look at his brother who was standing in the doorway. "I don't wanna talk to Steve and Robin right now.." he grumbled, pulling his blanket up to him.

"That's not why I came in here, I'm just a little worried that's all" He said shutting the door.

"Ducky.. I'm fine, there's nothing to be worried about" he put on a fake smile to try and convince his brother.

"Rowan do you expect me to believe that, when you haven't gotten up to do anything unless it was to go to the bathroom or to puke. What happened?"

"I did get up, I.. rearranged my room, and I played the bass.. and reorganized my records.." he took a deep breath "and got rid of all these.. stupid things"

It's true, after day Rowan came home, he had thrown everything around and locked some stuff in his closet that had anything to possibly remind you of Eddie.

"Rowan be serious please, you've never done this.. except for when you first came home"

Rowan flipped over from his side onto his back. He sighed and said "I'm losing myself, Ducky. I don't know what's going on.." All Dustin did was give him a look, a look that seemed like he was listening.

Dustin came over and sat at the edge of his bed. Rowan covered his eyes and said "I thought I found someone I could start liking.. putting my trust in, and then.. everyone else came, got to my head, and one wrong move.. he was on the floor" he confessed.

"You found someone you have interest in?" he sounded surprised. Rowan pushed his arm with any strength he had. "Not to be mean! You've neverrr shown interest in any girls. Who is she?" Rowan closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Well.. I know your 15, and I was gonna wait to say anything until after I moved out but.. I don't think it matters anymore" he slowly sat up, shakily but he steadied himself. "His name is.. Eddie"

"Eddie?" Dustin took a deep breath. "So you're.. gay?"

"Yeah, I like boys what can I say.. And Eddie. Eddie Munson found a way to get me out of my comfort zone" he nodded "But I pushed him away"

"Why? Do you like him or not?"

"I do! It's just.." he groaned and slammed back on his bed, covering his face. "Love is stupid.. what if he doesn't even like me, and he actually wants a girl?"

"Then we'll take the son of a bitch out! Steve and Robin will take care of him, and you'll never have to see him!" He smiled his little grin, making Ro smile and laugh

"Think about it. And take a shower, it's not healthy" He stood up and left the room.

Rowan curled up under his blanket and sighed. He felt good to get it off his chest, to let his brother in for once. He declared he wasn't going to tell his mom until.. after he got the hell out of Hawkins.

He closed his eyes and decided that.. he was just gonna confront everything tomorrow. He curled up under the covers and fell asleep.

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He woke up to the blinding light shining into his room and covers being ripped away from him. Rowan hummed and looked around, a couple of blurry faces.

"Ah yes finally, Good morning sunshine-" His best friend, Robin, said while clapping her hands together. "It's time to get the hell up"

"How did you get in here?" He groaned, sitting up.

"Your mom tried to get us to go but I said it would be good for you. a Little sunshine won't kill you" Steve steppes away from my blinds. "God your room is a mess.. I've never seen it like this"

Rowan flopped back onto his bed, burying his face into his pillow. "I tried to re.. decorate.. and I got tired because I was just nervous the whole time.."

Robin and Steve turned, almost worried. They've never seen this, they don't think it's properly healthy in the slightest.

"So, I threw up and just.. laid in my bed and slept, and sleep has kinda been my best friend.." he reached down and grabbed his copy of Salem's Lot, "And my favorite book"

"Ew haven't you read that 20 times now?" Steve crossed his arms and stared.

"Yeah, no.. So we're gonna get this fixed" Robin ran up to his closet and pulled out a band t-shirt and wide legged black jeans. He throws out some clothes for Rowan and says "You're going to shower, and we're going to go out okay?"

"My mom still thinks i'm just sick.." he grabbed the clothes she gave him.

"Yeah, I'll talk to your mom.. Your mom loves me" Steve smiles and then walks out of the room to go convince your mom. He's.. questionable at this point.

Robin grabbed Rowan and pulled him to his feet, he stumbled a bit but caught himself. He held the clothes and she stared at him, he made a face that Robin only knew as 'i know don't remind me.'

Rowan left the room and quickly went to shower. He had a lot of thoughts that surrounded Eddie, that he just do what's right and talk to him or something.. because he ran away without saying a word.

Truth is, Rowan really wanted to be around Eddie. He made him feel better than anyone else. He liked how he had.. sort of a soft spot, anytime Rowan was around. Like the way he would run his hands up and down his arms when he would talk about a stressful assignment. Maybe even when Eddie would run his hands all through his hair, or gently brush his hand against his face. Eddie was warm, it was something comforting about him.. despite his 'no fucks to give' personality. Eddie doesn't really care, when it came to some people he cared, especially with Rowan.

Rowan soon realized he did care about Eddie, no matter what anything else was said he did care. He didn't wang to do anything alone anymore. He made his final decision as he turned off the water of the shower.

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After he showered, he got dressed and left the bathroom to be met by Steve. Steve smiled and said "I convinced your mom, Looks like Robin got you up"

"Yeah.. Just- Go wait in my room, I need to go do something before we go.. anywhere" He brushed away Steve and went into the other room.

He grabbed the phone and made sure nobody else was in the room, he punched in Eddie's number and impatiently waiting for someone to pick up.

He heard the ringing stop, and a familiar voice came across the other line.

"Hello?" It was Eddie. He finally took a breath from where he had been kinda holding it.

"Eddie?" Rowan said into the phone.

"Rowan" he sounded worried, nervous, and also slightly upset.

"Eddie I'm.. You know my address just-" he took a deep breath "Cone to my house tonight.. around 11 or 12 maybe.. but- I need to talk to you, and it can't be over the phone" He finally breathed again.

"Why not now?" He asked "Where have you been?"

"I've been sick.. I know you called but I couldn't- I couldn't even move.." he sighed

"Why can't we meet now?"

"Because I'm being dragged around by Steve and Robin, they forced me up and showered.. and I don't know what they have planned" This made Eddie start laughing over the phone.

"Oh sweetheart.. Guess I'll see you tonight though" Rowan smiled as he talked, he missed him a lot, it's been like 3 days man. "Don't drain all your energy darling"

"Yeah.. Yeah will do, Eds" He hummed softly "I'll, see you tonight"

"Bye love" he said before the phone hung up. Rowan felt his face flush a soft pink, putting the phone back on the wall. He chuckled a little bit, before he went back to his room.

He opened the door and said "So what the hell are we doing today?"

Robin got up and grabbed them, taking him out to the car with Steve. Rowan called out telling his mom he'd be back and he loved her, before his friends dragged him away

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SOREY THIS IS SO LATE WRITERS BLOCK IS A BITCH ON SOME REAL SHit

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