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I’m enchanted to announce my next tour:  Taylor Swift | The Eras Tour, a journey through the musical eras of my career (past and present!) The first leg of the tour will be in stadiums across the US, with international dates to be announced as soon as we can! Feeling like the luckiest person alive because I get to take these brilliant artists out on tour with me: Paramore, beabadoobee, Phoebe Bridgers, girl in red, MUNA, HAIM, GAYLE, Gracie Abrams and OWENN. I can’t WAIT to see your gorgeous faces out there. It’s been a long time coming 🥰

https://verifiedfan.ticketmaster.com/TaylorSwiftTix

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Why do we have to sacrifice our mental peace just to stay in this fucking society that doesn't even care about us???? Like i don't want to talk to any person breathing on earth right now , what do you mean i have responsibilities??

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This is the best advice I've heard in a while.

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sorry I can’t hang out, I’ve got places to avoid and people to disappoint

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abuser voice: what is wrong with you?! why do you keep asserting your human rights and human traits and emotions?! I made plans for you to be a thing, a thing useful to me! And you're ruining everything by trying to be a person! I only need you to be a person when I feel like hurting a person, and afterwards you're supposed to return to being a thing and forget everything that happened immediately! Unless for when I need to use it as a threat! Stop reminding me that you're a human being, that isn't convenient for my plans of keeping you as my property!!

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"You drew stars around my scars but now i am bleeding."

— taylor swift, cardigan

I have never really understood this lyric until someone made me feel it. The pain of regretting a friendship because they thought your feelings are not important but the way you are acting due to your anxiety is important. The space that you need is stupid because everyone has a sad story. You should not focus on your problems but think about how your depression makes them sad as well.

So she drew happy moments in my imagination like a parent trying to distract their children and told me to forget about everything and force myself to stay happy for her so that she is not affected by my sadness or my depression is not affecting her mental health.

She was successful in distracting me for a moment but after that moment has passed, i realised i am bleeding from the extra thoughts she left me to overthink.

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stop waiting on men to validate you. you’re pretty. you’re smart. you’re interesting. you’re worth time & effort. you deserve to be loved. you need to know these things and truly believe them. don’t wait on some man to come along and tell you.

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Romanticizing your own loneliness and turning it into a cool girl thing only works for like a few months and then it just becomes a throbbing black hole i think. Not that ive ever experienced anything like that