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Drawing Adam reading because it means I’m basically reading, which means I’m studying ☝🏻

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sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?

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Adam’s hands had stopped jerking as the demon realized that they were well secured. His head rested miserably on Ronan’s shoulder, everything shaking, standing only because Ronan did not allow him to sink. The fresh horror of it kept rising in him. The permanence of it, the corruption of Adam Parrish, the deadness of Glendower.

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the dream thieves is the most perfect book ever because adam and gansey are going through a divorce, blue is breaking up with adam, ronan lets go of his crush on gansey in favor of perusing his para-religious devotion to adam full time, kavinsky is obsessed with having a threesome with gansey and ronan and sends gansey a dick pic from ronan’s phone, gansey starts dating blue behind adam's back the second they're freshly divorced and adam and blue have broken up, ronan turns kavinsky down and as a reaction to that kavinsky kidnaps ronans brother and then kills himself in front of their whole group. everyone is completely unfazed by this except for gansey who seems to care a little bit which adam thinks is cute. it's also in this book that the hitman who killed ronan’s dad starts hitting on blue’s mom. sound off in the comments if you know of any other ya books similar to this

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gansey + ronan, adam, blue

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hey raven cycle enjoyers here’s my quick attempt at drawing pynch

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yeah cocaine sounds alright i guess but have you ever tried being a gay 14 year old reading this line for the first time

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will I ever stop thinking "ronan" whenever I see a dude with shaved head?

no

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get yourself a man that will offer his life to the forest that you dreamt, which is a reflection of your very soul, so that you can forevermore be intertwined with each other beyond the plane of simple reality

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The more I learn about the setup of Monmouth the less I judge Adam for his absolute refusal to live there. He goes to get something from the fridge? Someone’s pissing right next to it. Has to go somewhere at night? He has walk past Gansey sleeping bc his mattress is in the middle of the fucking main room. Bedroom? Literally haunted. I too would have snapped after about a week of that.

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everyone talks about how in love Ronan is but was no one going to tell me how smitten Adam is in the dreamers trilogy???

"you smell like home"

"what's the face for?" "i want it too much"

"tell me to go to school closer to you and i will"

"i saved your life because i love you"

"i just want to know that when i come back for break, you'll be there"

driving a motorcycle for 8 hours while listening to his sociology notes to spend 3 hours with Ronan and then go back for his test the next day

"i need to take off your clothes"

"i'm coming back. be here for me"

"actual closeness and truth had been reserved for only one person"

"why does Adam keep trying to find you in the dreams?"

breaking up with him while being so gentle and making sure the strap of the watch wasn't too tight on Ronan's wrist and still saying tamquam alter idem

and then coming back to him RIGHT AWAY

"you were, like, the place i stored all the reality in"

scrying even though it's dangerous just because he misses Ronan

"Adam had come for him. all this way. he had not given up. he had risked everything"

"he couldn't talk himself out of it. he tried each night he was alone in the apartment over st. agnes, and he failed every time he saw Ronan again. he was in love with Ronan"

"i know i'm going, but i'll always come back, as long as you're here"

im sobbing

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The more I learn about the setup of Monmouth the less I judge Adam for his absolute refusal to live there. He goes to get something from the fridge? Someone’s pissing right next to it. Has to go somewhere at night? He has walk past Gansey sleeping bc his mattress is in the middle of the fucking main room. Bedroom? Literally haunted. I too would have snapped after about a week of that.

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sometimes I think about adam parrish as a kid and cry because who was hugging him when he had a nightmare? or when he fell down? when he was scared?

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adam parrish moodboard time

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So why didn’t I realize until now that “unguibus et rostro” doesn’t just translate literally to “claws and beak”

it’s a Latin expression about persistence and giving your all—fighting with everything you have for something you want?? idiomatically comparable to phrases like “heart and soul” and “with all one’s strength/force/might”?? these nerds and their stupid love language are gonna kill me I swear

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Greywaren print I did for the owlcrate box. Happy release day!

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Sometimes family is a tired businessman, a punk catholic farmer and his magician boyfriend, a teenager with no internal organs, and two badass women who are legally the same person