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Happy Valentines Day! ❤️

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HANDS HANDS HANDS

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Shawn’s Valentine’s Day Tips // Happy Valentine’s Day!

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our love has gone cold

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I have an idea for a series but it is going to take me a long time to write and I’m not sure if its something any of you are going to be interested in reading or not but I’m going to start it and see where the idea takes me.

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Should have been me - II

For the anon that asked for more. 

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You bounded downstairs, your phone imprinted into your palm. You hadn't been this excited in a long time, but every thought of him set you on fire, you had goosebumps all the way down your spine and your arms.

You stopped on the bottom step, the big red door in front of you and you couldn't go any further. This was crazy. He was famous, and you were a nobody.

That’s when you noticed the flashes of light streaming through the windows and for a second you thought that it was fork lightening, which you weren't a fan of, and pulled your robe tighter around you. You crept over to the window beside the door to peek and count between the flashes and the claps of thunder to work out how long until you met your doom via lightning strike, that’s when you realised that there wasn't any thunder and the ticking noise you could hear was coming from a camera, multiple cameras to be exact. He’d been caught coming to you, and looked like a deer in headlights as he pushed his way through the waiting photographers. How had they known where he was? Either they were extremely opportunistic, or lucky - or he had tipped them off to his whereabouts to get publicity, but that didn't make sense seeing as they all thought he was dating that blonde disney-looking chick. He looked upset, bringing his hoodie up to cover his face as he tried to shake them all off. You felt sorry for him, because you didn't know what being hounded 24/7 by creeps with cameras was like and you didn't want to know. The guys with cameras backed off by a couple of metres as she appeared, the blonde whose name you didn't actually know. Of course, she had called them to snap another picture of her with her famous boyfriend. She wound her arms around his neck and pulled him into a kiss. He resisted for a moment, but you saw the exact second when he realised that he was supposed to be playing along. He slid an arm around her waist and held her close, but pulled away from the kiss. You could only faintly hear what was being said but you heard Shawn say “Why not leave us alone guys?” “She called us.” one of the guys let out a belly shaking laugh and pointed at the blonde. “She’s a fame whore son. I’ve seen many of them.” he laughed again and a few others of them joined in, nodding their heads and tossing other female celebrity names into the mix. “Go home Stephanie.” Shawn commanded. He sounded really pissed and extremely unlikely to still be in the mood to spend time with you, so you turned around and were half way up the first flight of stairs when you heard the door open behind you, then shut, then a deep sigh. “Y/N is that you?” he called. You turned and put on a light hearted smile. “Hi, it’s me.” “Rough night.” he laughed. “I saw.” you gestured to the windows either side of the door. “Kind of a mood killer isn't it, the whole fake relationship thing.” he laughed. “Not to be rude - but what do you get out of it? It sounds like a lot of hassle just to plump up the image of some disney channel reject trying to launch a singing career.” you shrugged. “I think she was possibly on Nickelodeon too…” he laughed, taking a few steps until he was at the foot of the stairs, looking up at you. You felt slightly self conscious, wondering if he was able to see up the robe. “Are you coming up, or are you going to leave politely again?”  you asked, a soft teasing tone to your voice. You bit your lip, noticing how much faster your heart was beating as your mind raced, thinking about your next move. There were four more flights of stairs, and if he made a move now, you weren't sure if the two of you would make it that far.

He grabbed you, and you went down a couple of steps until you were the same height, his arms encircling you as he pressed his lips against yours. You raked your fingers through his thick hair and held tightly on to him. There was a knock on the door, then a shout of “Shawn!”. The knocks were persistent and angry but the two of you ignored them, too lost and tangled up in each other to care about the girl on the other side of the door. She was nothing to him, and he was proving it. You had been right to trust him, it was all just a publicity thing.

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But it wasn’t.

The day you saw them together you could have sworn that your heart had been ripped out of your chest.

You’d come to the studio to bring him coffee and a bagel because he’d been in there working for hours and you thought that he might be hungry. When you approached you couldn't see anything through the door. You went inside, not wanting to disturb him so you didn't say anything, just put the coffee and paper bag containing the bagel down on the table.

Then you turned towards the booth and saw them. He was sat on a stool, headphones on top of his head but not covering his ears, guitar slung over his shoulder against his back, and she was between his legs, his hands were all over her as they kissed.

There were no cameras, no one to put on a show for. They didn't even notice you enter and promptly exit the room.

‘idiot’ you thought to yourself. Of course they had developed feelings in the time that they had spent together. You wondered how long it had been going on for, but you already knew. Although it had probably started out just as Shawn said, it had quickly turned into something real and since getting back into contact with you it had continued. You wondered what she thought about the night he told her to go, when she banged on the door and the two of you ignored it as you undressed each other on the stairs. You wondered if she had heard the whole thing.

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Shawn Mendes “Stitches”

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Holy lip bite 😍😍😍😍😍

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“Consuming all the air inside my lungs, ripping all the skin from off my bones, I’m prepared to sacrifice my life I would gladly do it twice”

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SHAWN MENDES » LIST OF LIVE PERFORMANCES 1/? ↳ Treat You Better + Mercy - American Music Awards “i stand a hundred feet, but fall when i’m around you”