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I’m raising money to be able to purchase this expensive medicine that is used to hold back a very rare tumor in my head. Xgeva is usually used for bone cancer (which I don’t have), but it’s the only medicine strong enough to control the unknown tumor. The tumor is so rare that it doesn’t even have a name, and doctors don’t know anything about it either. I was third in my country to have such tumor (and my tumor was the rarest, since it was weirdly bloody and grows at 75% speed). This tumor was discovered back in 2012, when I suddenly started seeing everything double. I was rushed to a hospital where they did an emergency MRI, and I had to stay in the hospital for further control. The only thing the doctors could tell me was that it was  tumor, but what kind, no idea. I went through two surgeries, and was in and out hospital for about 3 months. The Xgeva medication was purely a test, and the doctors had no idea if it would actually help or not. Luckily for me, it did help, and I’ve been taking it ever since. The shot is taken once a month, every four weeks. If I stop taking the medicine, the tumor will rapidly grow back to its size, and I’ll start seeing everything double again (or even die, the doctors don’t know what would happen). We tried to stop this medication in 2016, because all the MRI scans showed no tumor. But alas, in October 2017, the tumor was back in my head, starting to grow once more, so we had to start the Xgeva shots again. Now, the bad side about this medicine is, that it’s really expensive, and I have to buy the first three shots myself (after that it only costs 2,5€ for the rest of the year). The shots always cost around 250€ per one, so I’m looking at a total of 750€ per start of each year. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I can’t offer commissions, because I simply cannot promise to do something I won’t deliver. It wouldn’t be fair. As you guys might have noticed, I’m very inactive with anything related to art. I just simply have no motivation, even though I DO get the urge to draw and create new content. I don’t know how could I get back to drawing every day. It just tastes like sand in my mouth. So I don’t know what to do. How am I going to be able to collect the funds I need for my medicine? Any advice or help is greatly appreciated. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// If you feel generous and wish to help, you can donate any amount to my PP: https://www.paypal.me/terhem And even if you can’t donate, spreading the word helps a lot! ♥ If you have any questions, I’d be happy to answer!

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as some of you might know my girlfriend and i have been having some tough times since we have no money to transport therefore all the money we get is for it to move around and get to college so we have little to no money left for expenses nd food my other donation posts died out im already in negatives my girlfriend is too mentally ill to work for now she dropped out of college her mother lost her job n things arehard for both of us

i draw digital portraits i take about a week or so to make them you can commission me if ud like something in return or you can donate to my paypal whichwould be very much appreciated thank you in advance and im sorry to be in this position again

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please no rude comments or ill block you

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that set of pics of black women with nature and the universe photoshopped in to their natural hair, im all about it

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i hope there is no one here in 2018 who actually thinks trump suffices as a president. how is it even possible he made it in there

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Please help me get my cat back.

This is my cat, Pluto, she’ll be a year old in july, is very cuddly, and loves to talk. About a month ago she got outside of the house and ran away, and we thought we had lost her forever. Then on 6/15/18 my mom got a text from our local pound that they had found her, which is all fine and dandy, but the pick up fee is $145, and goes up $25 dollars each day we dont get her. No one in my household is going to have enough money until this thursday, but by then the fee will be up to around $295, and we still have other bills to pay. Please please please help me get my cat back.

www.paypal.me/micaelaelwood

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a quick, quick boat

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i didn't originally intend to use black or my pink highlighter but i ended up anyway, i think i did okay. 🥀

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when was the last time i drew fur and canineish animals? i don't even remember - should get back in to it as i like drawing them a lot.

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"if she would just stop, she would hear the sounds." older piece from when i attempted painting with acrylics after a while. don't know about others but i personally like simple, messy and children's book kind of style in paintings 💎

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i do not know what is bold or inconvenient about this, but let's pretend we know

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/omatuntoni veistän vinyyliin/ late night sketches

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MEGAMAN 11 AM I RIGHT??

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doodle by moiself on snapchat. (if there is someone out there in the void, you can add me for occassional art on my snapchat: rammikko.)

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quick sketch in 15 minutes of Taylor Lautner

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a reminder that art block goes away when i allow myself to draw freely :-)

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"11% (of people) claim to be alone either often or continuously"

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