monpetitprintemps

[monpetitprintemps]

Here comes “the boy”, the main character in my original story, half of a whole. GODDD, he’s exceptionally gorgeoussssss😳😳😳. He’s about 23 year old, a pianist and an agent for a secret organization. Not only he has a really soft voice and look, but a strong personality, a great passion for his jobs and dream, especially for music. To him, music is his soul, it speaks for his sentimental emotion and thoughts.

“Live each day to the fullest, as if tomorrow may never come”.

[monpetitprintemps]

For me, I miss them because they're a part of "the old me"🥹. When I watch their shows back, that's when I also rewatch a past period of my life, the memories I had with them for the first time, the emotions I got, the dreams I had. Crazily, sometimes I think I was in their world once but then suddenly I realized it's all an illusion, that realization hits me real hard.

the insane experience of missing a fictional character . like you can always go back and reread the book , replay the game , rewatch the show or movie , you can always go back & see them , but you can never experience them & their story for the first time again . its absurd to miss them because they'll always be there , but you'll miss when there were still new things for them to say .

for a small time they were real & growing and changing and you hung onto every new word, but now all they can do is repeat the same story forever&ever & they're not real anymore because you know everything they're going to do. & you miss them. its fucked man...

[monpetitprintemps]

This is how I imagine Kakashi would react in the newest chapter (chapter 39) of fanfic Up Against The Wall (by @mabledonut ). I mean the chapter is super emotional, and Kakashi didn’t show much of his emotion (as always) though his thoughts were a total mess. In the chapter there was no tear falling down from Kakashi’s eyes but when I was reading it, I was picturing that the tear unconsciously filled his eyes, especially when he was looking at the potted lily plant (Obito gave him). AND THE TEAR WOULDN’T ESCAPE FROM HIS EYES. EVER. That’s the emotion I wanted to show while drawing this art. The excruciating pain that makes no tear falling from your eyes.

P/s: In that moment, he had his headband and mask on but this is the first time I've drawn a nose that looks good so it's a waste if I hide it behind a cloth. I'm sorry🥲

[monpetitprintemps]

When it hurts so much that your tear just keep falling down.

-Willem.C.Embris-

[monpetitprintemps]

HAPPY DEATH DAY, AKAI SHUICHI!!

Friday the 13th is here guys! (it's already 14 where I live but yeah–)

enjoy some ✨Silver Bullets✨ (+ femme fatale and a rabid PSB) being absolute dorks while commemorating the (fake) death of Akai Shuichi!! Rest in peace, Akai-san!!

see you next time!

[monpetitprintemps]

Obito looking after Kakashi since the age of 4 💛

[monpetitprintemps]

Say HIIII to shishi, it’s good to enjoy the warmness of summer morning with a glass of coffee.

Ps: I’m suck at drawing surroundings, the chair, the coffee table. I do enjoy the process of pairing clothes and adding shade, it took me foreverrrrrrrrr.

[monpetitprintemps]

He’s an angellllllllllllll.

P/s: I hope that I can try water art soonnnnnnnn🫣🫣🫣

#kakashi #anbu 2014.10.11

[monpetitprintemps]

Hiiiii, I’m back, after finishing a bunch of exams:))))), And I miss my Shishi so much that I have to draw him immediately, Shishi with a black bunny hat is superrrr adorable, he can kill me with his cuteness; I know Kakashi is a super cool and sexy ninja but I can’t help making him look soft and CUTE😩😩😩. Enjoyyyy

[monpetitprintemps]

the perspective is insane🤯🤯🤯

By jumper433 (BORUTO animator)

[monpetitprintemps]

Letter 2: I learned how to cook your favorite soup

Dear mon petit printemps

One more day your heart and mine beat in the same rhythm. One more day I long for your presence in my embrace

Today I miss the taste of tomato tofu soup that you once gave me, you know it tastes heavenly. Its warmness felt like a motherly embrace in that cruel winter when I was surviving with an empty stomach for two days.

Today, I learned how to cook tomato tofu soup, our favorite food. Before cooking, I had to buy the ingredients, thanks Miss May for giving me the recipe; she's a lovely lady who brought me up like her own son, one day I'll introduce you to her.

The summer market was full of life, they was preparing for the festival where people have to bring their handmade cakes as a ticket to enter. I joined it a couple of times with Kai and the boy when we didn't carry much responsibilities on our shoulder, still young and foolish. Two years ago, we tried to bake a chocolate strawberry cake but failed terribly as we forgot to take it out the oven in the right time so we ended up in the Hungry and Poor inn instead of the summer festival.

I had bought tomatoes, white beech mushrooms, tofu and eggs but I forgot to buy corn starch, thankfully the lady sold me vegetable kindly reminded of it so I didn't miss any important ingredients. People in the market are so friendly and fun to talk with, then I know how you loved being with them.

Cooking time, after washing the ingredients, I placed the tomatoes in boiling water before peeling their skin off. Then, I cut the tomatoes, tofu and spring onions into small pieces while cracking two eggs into a bowl. Later, I sauteed the tomatoes until fragrant. Adding a little salt and sugar, kept cooking until tomato juice coming out. Then I added water, tofu, mushrooms, corn stack water, soy sauce and finally mixed eggs, stirred the mixing. The soup was done. I'm so proud <3

I ate it all on my own since I was away from them, but the soup was good, not as delicious as you did, i must admit:)))

Today is a sunny day.

-Willem.C.Embris-

[monpetitprintemps]

Letter 1: how can I feel the same spring again?

Dear mon petit printemps

One more day your heart and mine beat in the same rhythm. One more day I long for your presence in my embrace.

The summer is coming. These little suns will soon rise on the sunflowers’ field. It reminds me of your radiant smile, giving light to every shadows haunt my mind. However, I'll miss the gentle hug of spring every time I wake up in the morning. Deep down, I wanna trap the spring inside a box to ensure the spring yesterday never disappear. But everything changes as time goes by, the spring today is never the same one of yesterday, all become memory as the spring we met.

That year's spring was beautiful as it was reflected in your forget-me-not eyes.

-Willem.C.Embris-

P/s: Willem is one of my oc which has a huge role in the story. In the story, he was in love with someone who he called “mon petit printemps” or “my little spring”, and he had a promise with that person which is “I’ll be your eyes to see all the beauties in the world you left behind”. Today he sees the beauty in sunflowers🌻🌻🌻

[monpetitprintemps]

A closer look of my recent shishi’s fanart. If you look closely, you’ll see his left iris’s pattern is different from his right one. Because the pattern of human eyes are incredibly unique from each other; since his left eye is original from Obito then his two irises aren’t the same. Enjoy🫠

-monpetitprintemps-

[monpetitprintemps]

Yayyyyy, finally I can draw a fanart for my beloved kakashi or i’d like to. all him Shishi, because why not it’s super cute (like him)

To me, Shishi has a tooooooo soft look for a boy so he look ADORBABLE (that’s why he tends to wear his mask all the time even his bath-time not only to look rough and mysterious for a ninja but restrain himself from all the scents around him because of his sensitive nose, a dog trait:))))); Contrast to his feminine face, he has a fckk MUSCULAR body with BIG BOOB, it’s cannon, tell me otherwise, Pakkun will kill ya with his pinkish paws🐶

There’s another version of this sketch where Kakashi isn’t on his cloth🫢 but I’ll save it for another posttt.

And I have tons of ideas to write fanfics about him, especially about his ANBU era when his personality and emotion is extremely diverse to explore. Since he spent his teenage years in ANBU, i’m sure there are lots of mental battles he had to deal with besides his guilts for his falling friends.

-Monpetitprintemps-

[monpetitprintemps]

And I saw myself standing in the middle of the greedy fire

When the crescent moon was devouring the fragile sunset

A new world appeared in front of my eyes

Black and White

All of its beauty was gusted by the hellish flame

Though red of blood was still there

The color bears most of the world’s hatred

The color of my eyes.

Staring straight into my broken soul.

P/s: Hiiiii yaaaa, I present to you a “sneak-peak” of my original character-THE BOYYYYYYY OR THE UNKNOWN KNIGHT,… such a cool nickname for a human:))))). But why not his name though…the reason is…his name was stolen long ago by another character, ya that’s right…he doesn’t know his name but for some reasons he even doesn’t bother to give himself another name so people called him as “the boy”, “boy”, “the knight” or “the pianist” as that was his profession.

There are more reasons for why I don’t reveal his name yet…real life stuff:))))) But don’t worry I’ll tell you guy soon, …in other posts probably and his name will be definitely revealed in the story🫣

-monpetitprintemps-

[monpetitprintemps]

A broken soul and an empty body

Destined to be one

But fate separated us

We lived with only half of us

Until that day came

When two worlds collide

I never thought I’d lose you once again.

P/s: this art is based on my original work, Half of a Whole, but I’ve not finished yet:))), I had tons of ideas about world building, characters, their own story, the plots, etc yeh I’ve worked for the story for like nearly a decade from the ideas of an anime character to a whole world building of my own…which means I spent a lot of my time daydreaming…I feel no guilty actually.

I can’t wait to publish my work, not an entire one, indeed, but one chapter per a period of time…I don’t know when I’ll do it…I hope the day will come soon.

-monpetitprintemps-