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winter heptagon jacket behind

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Started Spare Me Your Mercy and all I can think of is 🎶Mama i'm in love with a Criminal🎶

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I’ve been obsessing over fanfics for the past two months and have been illustrating and binding my own copies. 😊

These are the first eight illustrations for “Manacled” by @senlinyu

(Reference photos for the illustrations are based on images by @marvel_hiddles_stark, @foxyfanart, @Avendell, @lilith2206ai, stills from the Harry Potter films and stock images.)

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You said our first encounter was on the worst terms. Not for me though. I saw a woman on the beach that day. She sat there for a long time, but all I could see was sadness in her eyes. And I couldn't get it out of my mind, so my eyes keep being drawn to her. But I never thought I'd fall in love with her.

HOMETOWN CHA CHA CHA (2021) | Ep 16

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MINGYU X Dior AW24, Paris Fashion Week

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(230714) D.O. — CREAM SODA

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EXO ♡ hear me out

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INJECT IT

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exo – 'cream soda' mv teaser

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SM is not a real company 😭😭

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Kai’s going into the military before I get a full EXO comeback?

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I want to say something but... I don't think I have the words or the capacity to articulate my thoughts. All I can do is hope and pray that his friends, family, and members find strength and that the media gives them space to mourn.

Rest well, Moonbin-ah. You did well. I hope you know that we'll always carry you in our hearts. Thank you for brightening up arohas lives and I'm extremely sorry that you were going through such difficult times.

For those who are arohas, I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you know it's okay to grieve. And a gentle reminder that I'm always here. I don't care if we've never talked before, feel free to reach out.

Lastly, please be kind to everyone. And first and foremost, be kind to yourselves.

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For some reason I am seeing a lot of “we failed to protect another idol” in response to Moonbin’s passing.

This is not helpful. I understand the pain of losing someone we admired and were entertained by. And it hurts when someone who gave us so much joy couldn’t keep some of that for themselves, but someone else’s mental health struggles are never, ever, ever your responsibility.  

We also don’t know all the details, we don’t know what was going on in his life (or any other idol’s life) behind closed doors. Regardless of reasoning, you cannot burden yourself with feeling as though there is something you could have done. 

Take care of yourself. Grieve and cry and talk to your friends. Even if it feels silly or pointless, your emotions are valid. Artists who share their gifts with the world become apart of the fabric of our lives and we recognize their absence even if we never truly knew them.  

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father and son <33

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This is such a good episode 🥺

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Kai - 230313 GQ magazine, March 2023 issue

Credit: KaiBaek World.