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It’s sad and scary how my upbringing has made me completely inexperienced at relationships. The thought of being in a functional relationship terrifies me because I don’t wanna mess it up. Being affectionate and receiving affection aren’t what I’m used to and it scary when I can feel myself kinda shutting down at times. At the end of the day I wanna do my partner justice and hope I can somehow pull it off.

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it hurts knowing that you’re merely a background character in everyone’s life and no one truly thinks about you

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Nmom: *makes a personal insult on my appearance for not being in a pleasant mood*

Me: *annoyed but trying to ignore her*

Nmom: Why are you so testy today?

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When I start to feel nothing that’s when I remember how broken and messed up I am

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Sometimes I just can’t bring myself to pretend to care for the people who weren’t really there for me when I needed someone the most.

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Stop giving me mixed signals....get your shit together

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You’re allowed to feel negative emotions, you’re human. Let yourself feel them when they come up. It’s only by actually feeling them that they can then pass. 

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The version of you right now is deserving of love. Not you two years ago when you had more of your shit together, or the five years later version where you’ll surely be thriving. The version of you right now. The one that might just be okay, or is really struggling, or is bored and unproductive. That version deserves love. Having trouble accepting this is fine, but actively denying it is not. Your value is intrinsic, and finding confidence in that is mandatory.

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Affirmations

I am gorgeous.

I am intelligent.

I am strong.

I attract love and abundance into my life.

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I wish the best the world has to offer to my person. I hope they are no longer plagued with financial burdens. I hope that they can finally come into their power and enjoy a life full of abundance.

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Trying to stop myself from writing you little love notes/letters all the time....

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I miss you so much....everyday......

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The love I have for you overwhelms me sometimes

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To the person reading this, I hope tonight treats you gently, and that tomorrow looks brighter. 

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Listing my current goals for the new year helps me stay grounded. I feel like I’m more likely to achieve them if I do this. Helps me stay focused....not stress out and lose my way. All I gotta do is keep working hard....stay on this path. It’s a long one, but it just feels so right. Every time I think about where I’m headed and what I’m trying to accomplish, I get so excited. I literally cannot contain all this joy that I feel. I’m so antsy lately about a lot of things tbh, mainly because I can’t wait for everything to just happen....to just be. I’ve never felt like this before.