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Day 16 MY - threw the pot - 10 she apologized to me today. we had a meal together until evening then i walked her home. learned we're both orphans, lived in Haesan, don't know where we got our burns. told me not to be jaded

Day 16 JK - can we meet this evening? what's with you? you asked me out Seung Ah asked me to pass this on to you that's all? you could have just texted it to me you're right. i wanted to apologize. i'm sorry for what i said that day. it wasn't your fault, and i was too harsh on you. saying sorry is not enough. buy me a meal first hey. hold on. you said you already ate you should have eaten faster slow down. do you still want to run an errand for her after being slaped? i won't do it again. this is the last one. the order is strange. what do you mean? jin kang, it's Seung Ah. this is the housekeeper's phone. please pass this on to Moo Young. She didn't apologize she was in a hurry. she was using someone else's phone her mom too. if she wanted to hit someone it should've been Seung Ah and then her boyfriend. don't you think the order is a bit strange? stop talking about it. it makes my heart pound. it's because her daughter is too precious for her what about you? you're not precious? stop it. i keep thinking about it even if you don't bring it up. i don't want to, but i've thought about it more than 10,000 times. everytime i think about it i feel sad and pathetic like the first time. i feel guilty too. i understand you feel sad and pathetic, but why would you feel guilty? because of my brother. i let someone slap me in the face. he doesn't deserve that. when i think of that, i start to hate Seung Ah. eat up. it's my treat. stares what? why are you looking at me like that? your mom would have done the same thing. all moms are like that. i don't know. i never had a mom. what about your dad? i don't have one. since when? since i was little hey. let's not feel sorry for ourselves because of that. we're turning 30 soon. i don't have parents either i know. did Seung Ah tell you? i think i knew it from the beginning does it show? that i don't have parents? who raised you then? an orphanage.. you said we shouldn't feel sorry for ourselves what are you talking about? who feels sorry? also, i'm 30. i already turned 30 so? i'm your oppa oppa, a weird guy is bothering me. when did you get that? you're asking me now. i don't remember. what about you? i don't remember either. according to my brother we had a fire at home when did you lose your parents? my dad passed away before i was born. my mom when i was seven. my older sister moved abroad before i started school. i grew up with my brother. he raised me alone it's amazing that you didn't get hurt it was a lie. i was lying when i said i never got hurt. isn't it obvious? how could a kid with a burn who doesn't have parents grow up without getting hurt? now i understand understand what? why i always want to pick a fight with you. you remind me of my elementary school days. it was like a war. i told you another lie. i've been slapped in the face before. just once. by a teacher when i was nine if it was just once it's not too bad right? the thing is, i was too young. i was stupid enough to tell my brother about it. he cried that night. under his blanket. he cried a lot. eat up. it must have been so tough to lie so much. sure laughs alien, or a reptile? alien or a crocodile? i had tons of other nicknames too when i used to live in Haesan, kids used to take my bag and throw them in the kitchen coop once. Haesan? yes, in kindergarten why? i used to live in Haesan too really? your orphanage was in Haesan? yes. ohh.. why are kids so cruel? adults are worse when it comes to cruelty but there are more good people than bad. you're jaded, aren't you? don't be i'll be going now is the cat doing well? of course what's its name? name? kang-i kang-i?.. it's a pretty name its last name is Jin, and its first name is Kang. Jin Kang-i i'm the idiot for asking. you know, you're so immature it doesn't have a name why not? what if it gets lost? it wasn't mine to begin with, so how could i lose it? i tell it to leave every day i think i'm going to continue disliking you do your best i will (he was... smiling more sincerely now. his eyes gentle)

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Day 15 MY - 9 Seung Ah's mom slapped her. i tried to... ...i feel like i'm the one who got slapped.

Day 15 JK - slapped by Seung Ah's mother that lady's really scary. is this your first time getting slapped on the cheek? it really must be your first time. do you want to go eat? you didn't eat. it's going to feel horrible if you eat alone on a day like this. so? should I eat a meal together with you? yes, it's my first time getting slapped on the cheek. i don't know what's going on at all. i'm so embarrassed, i think that it's unfair, and it hurts so much. but should i eat a meal together with you? you're already enjoying it. should we eat to make you enjoy it more? why should i? why should i?! don't eat if you don't want to. i don't want to. i don't want to. this is all because of you. it's natural that Seung Ah's mom is acting like that. i would also hate it. what kind of mom would like it if their daughter met someone like you? is that so? yes. so just leave. just leave! please! okay.

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Ep 4

Day 14 MY - brother detective was at my house early in the morning - Sister Theresa Jung died - received a text from her

Day 14 JK - texted Moo Young to meet Seung Ah riverside Sat 4pm - so rescheduled dinner with Cho Rong to lunch

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Day 13 MY - today is the day Seung Ah goes to her in-laws. looking at the sunset.. she went to the brewery. intercourse......

Day 13 JK - told my brother Kim Moo Young could've done the job sooner because according to Seung Ah he's a genius. didn't think... he was suspecting him to be the murderer then

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Day 12 MY - rich bf at the brewery today wanted me to make the recipe for his wedding - talked to Seung Ah's mom on the phone

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Day 11 MY - met the detective brother at a cafe, he's with a colleague. Yu Ri came not long after - 8 exposed my burn at the brewery today. she's there. gave her a ride because it was raining. kinda confessed outside the store, idk. strange woman makes me feel strange. home, her brother saw us outside.

Day 11 JK - he had a huge burn on his right shoulder - he remembered i wanted to taste stout again. tasted good. turns out it's his recipe. did you send Ms. Lim away on purpose? no one else is here. after sending everyone away, we're the only ones left. i'm leaving too. you've sent everyone away. have a good time alone. i changed my shift on purpose. i switched with Hee Jun pouring kinda hard. no umbrella. he went out to give me a ride to the store to buy an umbrella because it looked like it was gonna rain for a while i couldn't just stay there in the brewery grabbed me when i was about to go with a cardboard. doki doki. his face was serious at the store you have no conscience. how could you only buy your umbrella when it's pouring like this? what makes you so fickle? you always thought about making fun of me like an elementary student. now you're acting like a person who is mad for no reason. why did you give me a ride if you were going to make me uncomfortable? quit using the honorific. you're the one who is so changeable. just talk casually to me like you used to. okay. let's talk casually then. you were the one who talked to me first for private reasons, okay? you're really like an elementary student i'm sick of you. i was roasting coffee beans for you to see but you didn't pay attention to me until the end. don't get disappointed. this woman is strange. other women are not like that. it's actually kind of my lethal move for women. are you trying to say that you also have a burn like that too? do you really think that works for women? yes, of course. oh no when did this happen? it must have hurt scoffs look at the attitude of the person who has it all what about a burn? you could get one in life your face looks like you're saying "i was never hurt in my life. i don't have an inferior complex which you're expecting from me." yes, i was never hurt. (his gaze is the most sincere i've seen) that's good that you've never been hurt. he didn't pick up Seung Ah's call. i'm with another woman right now another woman? me? that's the most ridiculous thing that i've ever heard. i'm asking this because i'm really curious, why are you doing that? (even more serious) i always go one more step. one more what? i go one more step. when i'm with you, i miss the timing to stop. things accelerate. your eyes really annoy me. i get irritated if i don't do anything. look. i'm about to get irritated again. (why did he look so sincere??? nope, nuh uh, this is dangerous) - brother asked why i was in the truck with him. shouldn't have told him he was Seung Ah's bf

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Ep 3

Day 10 MY - 7 met the people from Design and Look at work. so the ugly girl is a designer. she's still very combative. warned me she'll tell on me if she sees me doing anything suspicious (going out with a girl) again. got angry when i faked cutting my hands on the machine. told me not to talk to her ever - 6-15 yo at orphanage, didn't tell Seung-Ah though, I just told her my aunts who were almost my mom wore the same clothes everyday

Day 10 JK - Let's recap. Someone told me I'm ugly, still poured beer for me, suddenly appeared to cover me at a vulnerable time, playing with his he met me a long time ago probably a long lost sister shiznit I don't like that, he's intruding with me and Cho Rong even just jokingly I also don't like that, was I harsh he seems more caring than he appears to be he took in the kitten I saved, but saw him with another girl at the movies, when I asked him about it he played again saying I prob like him I just don't know it.. bruh.. his gaze. he says he's serious about Seung Ah in the end - Design and Look met the brewers at the brewery today. Cho Rong called, told him I saw him at the news hehe - it took 1 minute after i said i wasn't gonna talk to him again for me to run when i thought his hands were caught in the machine and talked to him again. stormed my way out he got me real mad now. i noticed tho, that his gaze was more.. truthful when i shouted at him. slightly softer than when i said he doesn't bother me

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Day 9 MY - 6 we met at my usual eating place. - went to the police station. there's a picture of Yuri

Day 9 JK - who's that woman? in the movies dongsaeng all girls must look like cute sisters to you no, i only have one cute sister. (did he just motioned his mouth --me?) at least Seung Ah is true to you so? i'm asking if you're true too how about you? at least he seemed to be true to you don't change the topic he's a police officer. he has a stable job. he seemed nice. but he's too naive. i wonder if i could love him. -- ey, no i'm just seeing him. let me date him first. -- is that what you mean by being true? how do you want me to be? what? your best friend met some guy. you're curious if that guy really loves her. yes are you even curious? how would you feel if he doesn't mean it? i'd be very angry. i can't trust you can't trust what? you might like it, somehow. "i knew it" that might be your way. do you enjoy seeing people you love getting hurt? maybe... maybe... you're interested in me. without realizing i'm sorry, but that doesn't work on me i mean it. you asked if i'm true to Seung Ah. yes, i mean it. it's getting soggy. eat. is it your first time seeing a burn? no. leave if you're done that would be too cold does it bother you? it seems you're bothered. you were flustered in front of him. it was a blind date. what about me? what about you? i don't bother you? i know. why would that be? you don't bother me at all.

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Day 8 MY - best friend's brother almost hit me at the pedestrian with my cat. talked about how i wanted to be a police officer like what i remember of my late father. got curious what it feels like for an officer to be responsible for someone else's death. he said you'd feel like everything is over. i didn't think it's like that. just strange. killers say they feel like a deity. i don't think it'd feel like that either. he said you'd feel just a murderer. yeah. a murderer, that's clear - Seung Ah took me to her studio. there was a picture of her and her best friend on her desk. she called too. told Seung Ah that I was alone at the movies yesterday... hmm

Day 8 JK - called Seung Ah to say we got Arts. boss wants to take her out. she said she didn't give the proposal to Woo Sang. better then. told her about the guy she's seeing... was alone at the movies. i couldn't say it

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Day 7 MY - saw the best friend, no interaction - rich dude at the brewery today saw the pot from Seung Ah - 5 Jin Kang with the detective suitor at the movie theater, the guy was the one interviewing girly about the girl who died

Day 7 JK - did well at the presentation. saw Moo Young and Woo Sang as i was leaving - saw Moo Young again at the movie theater with a girl whose arm was wrapped around his

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Day 6 MY - 4 ran into the best friend again today. at the laundry shop. she said awful things about me? was i annoying? she was offended at me overhearing their date conversation. i apologized anyway. she thought i was tryna get her attention, or that i thought i could make her fall for me, what. before she left, she saved a cat under a truck. i took it home.

Day 6 JK - oh? he's at the laundry shop. went home to give him the hoodie back. hello. did you go home well that day? here. thank you you can keep it no. see you later. bye do you live near here? kind of. i guess wonyoung-dong isn't that big. (he remembers what people say, no?) ah, that's what i'm saying (subtle... he was about to go home with his clothes in a blue plastic.. then he sat down in the shade while I was standing with my bike) aren't you meeting Seung Ah? It's a weekend. she said she's visiting her grandma Cho Rong called in the middle. invited me to a movie for tomorrow are you finally having a fling? officially? you watch movies and have meals together. be cool. and what else.. ah, and play push and pull. (why was I tensed? he didn't say anything wrong. just a guy that maybe isn't as careful but he was not rude really) what's so funny? are you mad? yes, i am mad. what are you doing overhearing someone else's talk? i only heard because i could hear it and see because i could see. we keep running into each other. i'm sorry if it offended you (was about to go home.. )excuse me. you said we met three times before. (i sat down) we met at Seung Ah's exhibition, and then you lent me this jacket at the pub. what's the other time? i think we've met only twice before. that's wrong. you're doing this on purpose, aren't you? what do you mean? you want my attention. no way. so what's the other time? a long, long time ago. somewhere... (his eyes went from playful to serious) somewhere. it feels like you're my little sister I lost a long time ago. (and then playful again) a cute little sister how old are you? we're the same age you know how old i am? no, i don't now i understand .. i'd never met you, and i didn't know much about you, but i had this unpleasant feeling. i know someone like you. a rude, entitled person who plays around with everyone (woo sang) he believes every girl is in love with him (his face turned serious now. i was rude wasn't i. maybe i'm not the smart girl i thought i was) disgusting i'm like that? (his face said, lol tell me more) probably. you should know better than me turned around.. a cat was almost ran over by truck. he saved it and fixed my bike you want to take it? (the cat in my arms.. he's still smiling after all i said to him) you're taking it? .. have you ever had a cat before? no. he left with the cat and his laundry. wait! your hoodie keep it.

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Day 5 MY - 3 Seung Ah introduced me to her friend. she pretended not to know me. refused to be dropped off at Wonyoungdong - Seung A gave me a pot and asked for a kiss despite cctv

Day 5 JK - met with Seung Ah today. the guy is her boyfriend.. ? - he said me and Cho Rong looked great together - he lives in WYD too

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Ep 2

Day 4 MY - met the guy I saw at the highway and Seung Ah's exhibition, he followed his sister to the pub - 2 the not so pretty girl was on a date, turns out her brother is a detective, guy awkwardly asked her for an official fling lmao. - gave her my work hoodie

Day 4 JK - met Cho Rong. Nice guy. Kinda funny, he thought I'd be a granny and ugly being my brother's sister - got food spilled on me by accident.. I was trying to cover my burn when a hoodie appeared out of nowhere.. it was the annoying guy

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Day 3 MY - jumped in the waters to get the girl's bills back, she cried because she accused me of lying about Hee Sun's tuition

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Day 2 MY - the pretty girl is in front of my workplace, joined me and Hee Sun in the truck, took interest at pouring beer, broke the bracelet I gave her - lied about my friend's tuition to see what touches a rich girl's heart - kissed her in front of her house

Day 2 JK - I mean how could I give our proposal to that jerk. Just have to do my best in the presentation - just remembered I have a picture of the guys from Arts Brewery. The annoying guy broke a pot thanks to him Seung Ah seemed to have brightened up at the artist talk she didn't want. and yeah he also remembered the drink I asked for

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Day 1 MY - Sept. 12 someone died - going to an exhibition/party arranged by NJ Group's ceo son Jang Woo Sang? for his gf's bday - 1 heard bday girl was pretty. Saw her friend, she's not that pretty but she knows about beer: New Brown Ale, Last Dance IPA - did some nice things. Kinda easier to lead on when the girl is sad

Day 1 JK - met an annoying guy from Arts Brewery at my bff's exhibition Light and Clay, remembered the beer I asked and poured it for me after calling me ugly - bff is controlled by bf