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Musa.

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short story

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— Chuck Akot, from Memoirs, Mort d'amour

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I think the most common thing I like in men (I like people my age but stilllll)is I like to feel protected, like they can fight for me like actually. Like atleast they have courage to fight. Daddy issues? Maybe . But maybe because that's the biggest issue a female specie faces 2nd hight ofcourse... 6'4 is ideal I like mysterious guys like not faking it but they are naturally this...just same as guys want nature beauty . I really like intelligence that's very hot .lil bit humour will be appreciated . and has basic things like no bad things ...like he is not a psycho or a criminal or you know all bad things . I'm not mentioning love and respect because that's like obvious , lil bit like dominant , leadership qualities, richer then me . Average looking but very confident but not over confident but youuu knowww that kind of confident....and he knows when to be nice and when to be niceeeee[in Shawn Mendes voice.] But I'm not asking this guy now but when I become the best version of my self . I want him when I deserve him...other things are he has to be good in bed . And high sex. Drive .

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Lesson for today is ......shut the fuck up and tell no one about your next plan be selfish , even your family . Tell no one show them.

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You sacrifice sowmthing now for a better future

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AMOR FATI- love of fate 🪐⋆˚࿔

i’ve been thinking about this phrase a lot lately "amor fati". it means “love of fate.” not just accept it. love it. even the pain, even the mess, even the moments that make you want to quit.

like... what if everything that’s ever gone wrong wasn’t working against me, but for me?and idk, that thought kind of changed everything.

When I first heard it, it felt too heavy. Why should I love the things that break me? Why not fight them? Escape? Complain? But maybe life isn’t asking us to escape. Maybe it’s asking us to transform.

Most people wait for the “right” moment. When they’re motivated. When life calms down. But if you really love your fate, you stop waiting for perfect conditions. You work with the storm. You build with what you have. Even if it's just a flicker of hope, a 5-minute study session, a single honest breath

Amor Fati is not passive acceptance. It's not “Oh well, whatever happens.” No it’s fierce, it’s fiery. It’s saying: “Whatever comes, I’ll make art from it. I’ll make strength from it. I’ll make a life I’m proud of.”that’s what amor fati really is trusting that it’s all part of it. the late nights, the overthinking, the failures, the random good days where everything feels okay again. the becoming.

because the truth is i want to grow. i want to become someone i’m proud of. not just for the world, but for me. for the girl who sits with her thoughts at 1am, wondering if she’s wasting her time or if this is all gonna be worth it.

i used to think self-improvement was about being “disciplined” or “perfect.” now i think it’s more about being gentle but relentless. like, i’ll take breaks, cry when i need to, get up late sometimes but i’ll always come back. always.

because this is the life i’m building.

this is my story. and even if it’s hard right now, it’s still mine. still worth showing up for

.i’m not trying to be the “that girl” aesthetic. i’m just trying to be this girl !!! the one who keeps going even when it’s quiet. the one who chooses growth, not because she hates herself, but because she loves who she’s becoming.

so yeah. amor fati. love it all.the delays. the detours. the long nights.the small wins. the big dreams.this whole wild, honest, human journey.

because even if it’s messy, it’s still mine.and that’s enough to make it beautiful

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book ideas

I think I'll name my shadow...dark. you gave me this whole idea about writing a darkromantasy novel about you know the girl and it's shadow which is actually a male protagonist and you know she can't leave her or like their shadows got exchanged and now they are actually each other's shadow. And female name would be...sia?

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16 April , may , june , july , aug, sep , oct , nov dec , jan, feb, march, april .

12months = 1 year .

1 One goal = AIIMS DELHI.

710+ in neet 2026

Side helpers

. Exercise \ physical health

. mental health

things to avoid.

wasting time

Wasting time

Distractions

Laziness

People pleasing

Bad schedule

To do

Start being selfish, you only have one year be selfish, focus on only yourself, only yourself.

Mind my own business, speak less

Tell less then what you are doing and do more then what you are saying.

Keep the mindset, don't watch any social media content thats not helping with the goal.

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and when you find them, do the same, be the same for them.

“In my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you … That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.”

— Juno

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No matter what you say to justify it to yourself...

If you "tried your best" and didn't win...

It doesn't matter.

"Your best" is irrelevant.

The real world deals in wins and losses.

It doesn't care how hard you tried.

It doesn't care how you feel.

It doesn't care how long you've been competing.

If your best isn't enough to win...

You will still be served a loss.

I'm not saying that you shouldn't try your best.

I'm saying you should work on building your skill set to the level necessary to BE the best.

That's what it takes.

I didn't make the rules...

I simply understand them.

You should too.

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Sure, here’s a beautifully crafted Tumblr post inspired by your writing:---If you need new ideas, read old books.If you want to escape reality, read fantasy.If you want to feel heartbreak, read poetry.If you seek understanding, read philosophy.If you long for adventure, read a mystery.If you wish to understand yourself, read biographies.If you need to laugh, read humor.If you want to feel something deep, read letters.If you want to wander through worlds unknown, read sci-fi.Books have a way of turning us into someone new.---Every time I finish a book—or sometimes, when a book finishes me—it leaves a mark. It shifts my perspective, alters my views, and shapes me into a new version of myself. The world looks different after every turn of a page, and that’s the beauty of it. I can’t remember every name, every author, or the stories of most books. Yet, I know each one has left an indelible print on me, reshaping my thoughts and my being.Reading, for me, is the closest I've ever come to immortality. A book is the portal through which I’ve lived a thousand lives. Through each page, I’ve traveled through history, to the future, and across realms beyond imagination. Each story is a world waiting for me to step in. A voyager, I embark with each new read, uncertain where I’ll land but knowing it will change me.---Every so often, I come across a book that blows my mind. It grips my thoughts, fills my days, and colors every minute of my waking life. It consumes me—until, like all things, it’s over. And I’m left longing for it again. I search for that feeling again, chasing it through pages, but it’s never quite the same.I read book after book, sometimes great, often mediocre, and sometimes terrible, but each one brings me closer to the ones that will shake my soul. They lead me to the ones that will make me feel alive, make me realize why I keep coming back.---Because those brilliant ones are worth the wait, worth the struggle of sorting through the pages that don’t quite touch your heart.In the end, it’s all worth it. Every book, every journey, every discovery. They shape us in ways we’ll never fully understand, but it’s beautiful to be part of that ever-changing story.---These credits will scroll after I’m gone:WRITTEN & DIRECTED BY:Albert CamusFranz KafkaFyodor DostoyevskySylvia PlathOscar WildeChristina RossettiFlannery O’ConnorDonna TarttHenrik IbsenACHIEVEMENTS:Wrote over a thousand poemsWas the biggest hater of Shakespeare to ever walk the earthOverdramatic for 3/4 of their lifeWannabe philosopherConsumed an ocean of coffeeAccidentally became the teacher’s pet every timeRead over ten thousand booksOnly got addicted to like 5 harmful thingsFell in love way too many timesHad impeccable fashion senseCried themselves to sleep way too oftenNever smoked, but always wanted toThought they were a great writerDied before they published anythingHad work published posthumously and became popular, but they never knew itHaunted everyone for eternity---Special Thank You To:Those who gave me so much trauma in my life!I wouldn’t have been a good writer without your help!---

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Ok so what if instead of all this "it's okay if you didn't accomplish anything in 2024" thing, what if we try a "you know what, actually, you should do better in 2025" thing?

Because at a certain point we are gonna have to give up this it's-okay-to-not-be-okay mentality and actually be okay and actually do things with ourselves and actually get out of our comfort zone (that is anything but comfortable).

You can't stay in survivor mode forever, you can't heal your inner child forever; at a certain point you're gonna have to move on to the grown up world and start living. Why not now?

Social media does a lot of babysitting of emotions and around this time of the year you'll see an awful lot of people claiming that the people who are celebrating their accomplishments are "curating" their lives or even that they're faking it. And, I mean, of course most people prefer to present their highest points instead of their lowest, but let me tell you something little star: if you need to convince yourself that anybody who seems happy and proud of themselves online is faking it or exaggerating it, you have a problem.

Because actually, actually, it's not a sign of a healthy mind to feel bad that others are doing something good with their lives. If you have to turn away when you see people doing their "2024 wrapped" posts and whatnot, you're not actually a person who's healing, you're a person who's envious and insecure. And that's not okay to accept without consequence.

If you really feel like you haven't done anything with your 2024, then you're either not giving yourself enough credit (meaning you actually accomplished a lot but don't see these accomplishments as noteworthy), or you actually haven't done anything other than sit around and look at a screen all day deceiving yourself that it's okay to not be okay forever. And none of these options are signs of a healthy mindset.

And when I talk about accomplishments, I don't mean the big things. I don't mean getting a lot of money or promotions, or getting married or getting a baby, or losing a ton of weight and getting a glow up. I'm talking about things like being happy and healthy and learning new skills and going places and having fun. And if you really, really haven't done anything, big or small, in your entire year, then baby, it's actually not okay. A year is a long time to do nothing at all.

So maybe use this time of year to get inspired by people you see who have accomplished a lot or a little, instead of ignoring it all as "fake social media status". Maybe reassess the way you look at your own accomplishments. Maybe reorganize your life so that by December of 2025 you won't be throwing a self-pity party anymore.

Get inspired and get your shit together, little star. 💫