moonflowerdamie

[moonflowerdamie]

rating yellowjackets ships (lowest to highest!) because i am bored and also because i want people to know just how insane i am for some of the pairings in this show‼️ LETSGOOOOO

•travnat—3/10•

they’re…ok i guess? like. i don’t actively hate them, but i really don’t ship them. and yeah i get that they clung to each other and bonded over dad trauma and stuff, but a) i don’t like travis (PLS DONT ATTACK ME HE’S JUST NOT FOR ME AND I COULDNT GET OVER THE MISOGYNY) and b) i fully believe natalie scatorccio is AT LEAST bisexual and deserves a lady lover!!! so yeah. not for me.

•mistynat—4/10•

ok. OK. hear me out PLEASE bc i know some people are gonna be mad i’ve put them this low. i just don’t really see it? like i fully believe that it’s possible misty had a crush on nat in the teen timeline and i’m pretty convinced adult misty was definitely infatuated/obsessed with adult nat BUT i don’t think nat ever reciprocated? and i can’t see her ever feeling that way about misty IM SORRY. i don’t hate the ship by any means, it’s just not my favourite!!!

•jackielot—5/10•

they’re both pretty femme lesbians and i think maybe they should smooch (and then smooch ME MY GAWD PLS ONE CHANCE😫🙏🏻). that’s all i have to say about that.

•shaunanat—5/10•

i just know the rivalry in s3 is gonna HIT and maybe they should kiss and make up about it (AND THEN KISS ME TOO MY FUCKING LORD I NEED THEM BOTH SO BAD🫦). but fr i mean like a cute idea in another world yk? they would SO bully the shit out of each other and then fuck nasty about it🤝.

•crystal x misty (crusty😭)—6/10•

they were cute!!! they matched each other’s freak🥹 until misty freaked a little too hard 😔 no but actually they could’ve been cute musical theatre gfs and i would’ve been here for it!!!

•taishauna—6/10•

i LOVE their friendship in both timelines and i do prefer them platonically BUT i see the potential. i think they soften each other, and allow the other to process and feel their emotions, and also help to rationalise them. LOVE the friendship and if i didn’t prefer their other ships i could defo see myself getting into them!

•lottielee—7/10•

the disciple and the prophet??? uhhh YEAH. i mean laura lee literally haunts lottie for 25 YEARS. that bitch NEVER got over what they had. are they my favourite ship? no. do i wish they’d kissed in that lake? YES YES YES YES YES. the yearning, the religious symbolism/guilt, the TENDERNESS. i am IN.

•lottieshauna—8/10•

BRRSKLLAKSKS just yes. YES. THE PROPHET AND HER BUTCHER😫. their relationship is so complicated and beautiful but i think they could be very special, specifically in the teen timeline. they’re so fiercely protective of each other but would never admit it. they hate each other. they admire each other. they resent each other. THEY LOVE EACH OTHER. i wholeheartedly believe lottie was shauna’s bi awakening when they were like 13 and shauna never really stopped thinking lottie was gorgeous. just. THEM.

•jackienat—8/10•

i am a SUCKER for the popular x loser trope and even more so when they’re LESBIANS😁 like lottie was shauna’s awakening, nat was jackie’s. ONE MILLION PERCENT they were childhood besties and one day they kissed ‘to practice’ when they were like 11 and jackie was like ‘OH😨’ and knew then and THERE she was a lesbian. i love them your honour. like shaunanat, i think they’d bully each other, but i also think they’d be so soft with each other. OH and nat would SO tease jackie for being popular and rich and preppy and call her ‘princess’ in jest but would for real treat her like a princess and would beat up anyone who said a bad word about her. yes PLEASEEEEE.

•taivan—10/10•

THEEE IT COUPLE! they are just *mwah* chef’s kiss. especially in the teen timeline! they just balance each other so perfectly, like they were LITCHRALLY made for each other🥹. van is goofy and silly and a dreamer, tai is serious, intense; a realist. they just so clearly love each other so so much and i ADORE THEM. ‘happy wife happy life’ YYYYEEEAHHHHH. i’m gonna be so devastated when they eventually break up in the teen timeline and DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED on if/when van dies in the adult timeline☹️. not even thinking about it actually. just them and their soft tender gay love🤗.

•lottienat—1000000/10•

i genuinely will start tweaking if i think about these two for too long. they just make me so ASKSHSLSLSJSJ😫. i don’t even think i can articulate how much i love them. the rich girl and the burnout. the hunter and the prophet. THEY ARE SO PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER. the bath scene????? DIED DEAD ON THE FLOOR. ‘is that what we are’ GONE REQUIRING CPR. lottie kissing nat’s hands for so long after giving up her leadership, the last thing she had left? SIX FEET FUCKING UNDER😨. nah but fr, i NEEEED them to kiss. they would be so good for each other. the potential is…UNFUCKINGLIMITED (i am choosing to ignore the fact that nat’s dead thank you xoxo). just…the tenderness. the pining. they’re narrative foils. they’re enemies. they’re friends. they’re something more. YELLOWJACKETS…DROP A LOTTIENAT KISS IN S3 AND MY LIFE IS YOURS🙏🏻.

and finally…my fucking roman empire…

•jackieshauna—9999999999999/10•

there is a hole in my heart in the shape of these two. they’re…EVERYTHING. god they just loved each other so much but life and the wilderness and jeff and their own self-destruction got in the way. jackie loved shauna so much it killed her. shauna loved jackie so much she ATE her. they were completely undefinable—best friends, rivals, soulmates. entirely devoted. i just ache when i think about what they could have had. the tragedy of them is life-altering. shauna will miss jackie for longer than she knew her and that fact makes me want TO OFF MYSELF. they are intertwined forever, not knowing where one ends and the other begins. i wholeheartedly believe they were in love with each other but didn’t know how to say it. because of jeff, because it was 1996, because love couldn’t even possibly cover what it was they felt for each other. in my head, they’re together. in my head, they ran away together and lived a long and happy life. and it kills me to know that’s not what happened. they actually make me fucking insane and i’ll never get over them.

now have some memes bc i’m silly like that🤭

[moonflowerdamie]

yellowjackets college au fics you are so special to me <3

(maybe maybe my next fic…? 🫦)

[moonflowerdamie]

ITS OUT!!! THE JACKIESHAUNA CAMP COUNSELLOR AU FIC IS OUT RIGHT NOW!!!

my god was this a labour of love!!! 13k words, many weeks to complete, but i really love the way it turned out :) the little world it encapsulates makes me feel weirdly at home and soothes much of my yellowjackets-related trauma, so if y’all want that, go check it out!!!

i hope you like it :)

[moonflowerdamie]

y’all…i may have gotten carried away…the jackieshauna camp counsellor fic is now at 10k words and i still have more to write 😭😭😭

BUT THEYVE KISSED NOW DONT WORRY! apologies for the slight spoiler hehe but y’all know i don’t write unresolved endings lol. anyways, yeah, this fic will get written one way or another and im just gonna stop guessing at word count🤭

i’m either gonna finish it tonight (unlikely) or by like maybe wednesday? i’m not sure, but i’m real busy for the weekend, so won’t be able to write!

hope y’all are excited for this one because it’s been an absolute labour of love and i actually really like the way it’s turning out!!!

[moonflowerdamie]

i love that whilst there are many things people in the yellowjackets fandom argue over, there are some we can all agree on. such as.

1: jackie taylor is a lesbian.

and

2: shauna is a biter. the little freak. (affectionate)

[moonflowerdamie]

ok the 5k word count has been BREACHED and this is looking more like it’s gonna be like 8k maybe? i have no clue😭 they haven’t even kissed yet y’all, it’s all been yearning so far😭

it’s coming together nicely though! shauna’s still a girlfailure but there’s also hints of her being a little freak (affectionate) and jackie’s kind of bold but also just ass over tits for shauna and that shows. hoping to get the fic done in the next week maybe? not sure though, as i’m quite busy. i’ll let you know!

[moonflowerdamie]

girlies…i’ve written nearly 3k words in under 3 hours…i fear the jackieshauna demons possessed me…

and yes, it’s for the camp counsellor au! so far, i’m actually like super pleased with how it’s turning out! we’ve got taivan, we’ve got little shit nat, we’ve got girlfailure shauna captivating jackie with her big brown doe eyes and her loser ways. something for everyone!

i have no idea how long this fic is gonna turn out to be, but i’ll guesstimate in the like 4-5k range? maybe a little more? idk, we’ll see!!! #livinlavidaloca

[moonflowerdamie]

rip jackie taylor, you would’ve loved teen beach movie ‼️

[moonflowerdamie]

y’all…i’m doing it…starting to write 2nite :) will keep y’all updated :)

sooooo tempted to write a jackieshauna camp counsellors fic. them sneaking around after dark. the other yellowjackets being counsellors too, shaunanat bros, jackielot queen bee besties, some lottienat thrown in there too cos im a sucker. ughhhhhhh should i do it???

[moonflowerdamie]

hiii, I'm just leaving a message to say how much I appreciate your work!! I've been reading your fics since you started writing for ronance, and that was right when I was super into them, too, so your fics were my favorites (especially the angstier ones)

recently, I got really into yellowjackets and jackieshauna specifically, so I downloaded Tumblr again to indulge a little, and I stumbled upon your profile again, and I could barely believe it! I genuinely love your work, and seeing you write jackieshauna stuff made the little autism worms in my brain very happy.

omg this just made my day??!!

thank you so so much! it’s always nice to hear about someone liking my fics. i write them for me, but i also write them for you guys. and to know that something i’m putting out in the world is causing positive reactions is awesome :)

[moonflowerdamie]

sooooo tempted to write a jackieshauna camp counsellors fic. them sneaking around after dark. the other yellowjackets being counsellors too, shaunanat bros, jackielot queen bee besties, some lottienat thrown in there too cos im a sucker. ughhhhhhh should i do it???

[moonflowerdamie]

ITS OUT ITS OUT ITS OUT!!!

jackieshauna fic is out NEEEOOWWWW go and check it out if you’d like!!! it’s got fluff, it’s got smut, it’s got lottienat and taivan, it’s got come on eileen!!!

worked super hard on this and would love it if you guys checked it out :) hope you like it!

[moonflowerdamie]

jackieshauna fic is gonna be out TONITE!!! very soon in fact, like, in an hour or so soon! get ready gays‼️

also pre-warning: jackie calls shauna ‘pretty boy’ in this because it heals me and shauna is, indeed, jackie’s pretty boy🤧

[moonflowerdamie]

damn this fic rlly said shauna STRAPman🤭

nearly done guys! should be out later tonight or in the next couple of days!

[moonflowerdamie]

the jackieshauna fic is getting there folks! about 60% done i would say? anywho, to tide y’all over, here are some songs that i think are sooooo so super jackieshauna-coded:

• brown eyed girl by van morrison •

- you can’t listen to this song and tell me miss jackie gaylor didn’t think of shauna’s big baby doe eyes and like kick her feet or some shit. home girl would be GIGGLING in her room. that’s HER brown eyed girl fr fr.

• silver springs by fleetwood mac •

- ‘you’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you’ IM ILL IM SICK shauna will NEVER get away from jackie and that bitch IS going to haunt her for the rest of her life. ‘i know i could have loved you but you would not let me’ GOING FERAL SCREECHING the amount of edits on tiktok i’ve seen of these two to this song is enough to hospitalise me until further notice.

• lunch by billie eilish •

- shauna fr ate that girl for lunch. took the song too literally bae, girlie’s ear is NOT what ms eilish meant by this.

• strangers by ethel cain •

- i’m sorry jackieshauna are SO ethel cain coded ill say it and this song specifically. ‘you’re so handsome when im all over your mouth’ BRRRDJSJEKSK ‘am i making you feel sick?’ BABES I FEEL FUCKING SICK STOP THE VIOLENCE I BEG again the edits of them to this song would kill a victorian child.

• good luck babe by chappell roan •

- do i even need to say anything for this one? closet is mf glass for both these freaks.

• the alchemy by taylor swift •

- taylor told me personally she wrote this about them, im NOT lying. gives very no crash au, jackieshauna getting together after winning nationals. ‘where’s the trophy? (s)he just comes running over to me’ then shauna jumps on jackie after jackie scored that header for REAL.

• loml by taylor swift •

- can’t actually talk about this one for fear of ending up in a mental institute. ‘our field of dreams, engulfed in fire’ THIS BITCH WANTS ME DEAD ‘i’ll still see it until i die, you’re the loss of my life’ SOBBING ON THE FLOOR IM CATATONIC.

• anything by adrianne lenker •

- something in me aches profoundly for them listening to this song. genuinely they would’ve been so perfect together. the tragedy of them will actually stay with me for YEARS. ‘weren’t we the stars in heaven, weren’t we the salt in the sea?’ yeah, you fucking were. i’ll just be in the corner sobbing if you guys need me.

• sad beautiful tragic by taylor swift •

- genuinely i believe miss swizzle has it out for me like actually. the bridge of this song makes me want to fall to my knees when i associate it with jackieshauna. that is all.

•us by gracie abrams •

- once again a lethal bridge. this whole song gives shauna curled up in bed sobbing with a piece of jackie’s clothing clutched to her chest. ‘curse or a miracle, hearse or an oracle, you’re incomparable’ killing myself with immediate effect thank yew.

jackieshauna brainrot going so hard tonight guys. anyways. back to writing!

[moonflowerdamie]

so uhhh yeah…hey guys i’m sort of back?

it’s been like 6 months haha, and i just kinda forgot about this account😭 got very very busy with uni and work and life and did not have time for writing at all, but now it’s summer and i have a job that only gives me a few shifts every couple of weeks, so im gonna try and get back into it!

i won’t lie, it’s very likely i’ll disappear for periods at a time again🥲 but as of right now, i’m planning a new fic that i’m quite excited for!

i’m planning a jackieshauna (from yellowjackets) fic because NGHGMDJDHGN they have taken over me and i am obsessed with them. it’ll be very sappy, very sweet, a bit smutty, but hopefully something y’all will enjoy! i’m gonna try and start writing it in the next couple of days, but i have no idea when it will be done, hopefully in like a week or 2? idk😭

but yeah, i’ll keep you guys updated!!!

[moonflowerdamie]

have i watched the ahsoka show? no. do i know much about the star wars universe? not at all. have i seen a bunch of edits on tiktok of shin hati and now want to write a million fics for that sexy feral goth lesbian? yes yes yes yes YES.