I write stories and am focusing one writing project at a time but I tend to draw whatever I'm feeling so be sure to read tags to differentiate my work.
I'm alive lol. Might post stuff later today so stay tuned. Also I am no longer in the Little Nightmares fandom so don't expect more fanart. Might draw it very rarely but don't hold your breath.
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
Sup, I'm not dead and I made a new AU lol. I don't know what to call it but I'll be brainstorming names for it as well as creating the lot and developing a teaser comic! Basic summary:
The LN kids live in a modern fantasy world where supernatural beings live alongside humans. Police Departments no longer just apprehend criminals but also act as a sort of animal control for supernatural monsters and also act as law enforcement for supernatural beings as well.
Anyway time for Six lore!
Detective Hirota has been on the force for seven years and is completing her first year as a detective. Her nickname was given to her after she was given an eight year old cold case as a joke but solved it in under six days.
Her colleagues note Hana as a cold, antisocial and terrifying officer. The only people willing to talk with her outside of work are her captain, sargeant and partner. It seems they're the only people she trusts.
Her intelligence and resilience is what makes her an indispensable officer. However she's stubborn and has trouble with authority figures.
Detective Hirota doesn't like thinking about her past let alone talk about it. And it's in your best interest you don't go digging around.
so are there ppl in real life who dont spent all their spare time just thinking about silly little fictional stories… what do u do when ur listening to music? do u not make amvs in ur head? do u just listen
Or as I like to call it RCG and RK friendship supremacy POG.
RCG is a shy bean who can and will set your house on fire if it means you'll stop staring long enough to leave and you caNNOT CHANGE MY MIND BECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY CANON!!!!
Also, RK had been saying "Ok Boomer" long before we thought of the concept. Who's idea was it to make him a bean who's scared of his own shadow. My man electrocuted a grandma and spat on her grave and he'd dO IT AGAIN.
So I just got this message literally few minutes ago
And if YOU get this message in the future DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE CLINK ON THE LINK I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CUT YOUR HANDS OFF
A warning to all of my followers there no such a thing as @exposingthoselosers I just thought any form of information is good and can protect my followers from getting their phone or any other devices hacked if you’re connect to the wifi they might hack all of the devices connected.
DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON ANU LINK YOU GET NOT EVEN FROM UR FRIENDS ON TUMBLR BECAUSE THEY COULD GET HACKED 👀