mooontia

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I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence

[mooontia]

opening up is like talking to a cop, everything you say can and will be used against you.

[mooontia]

"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't

[mooontia]

I wonder how much more I have to stay alive until I'm finally free

[mooontia]

If other people fail, it's okay because everybody makes mistakes.

If I fail, I'm a loser with no future who's better off dead because no matter how hard I try I will always be a failure.

[mooontia]

i just want to sleep forever, i just want to escape

[mooontia]

i cry myself to sleep everyday at the thought of having to survive yet another day.

[mooontia]

why does feeling depressed bring me peace? why do i always come back to my lowest point just because it’s familiar?

[mooontia]

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

[mooontia]

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

[mooontia]

I would really love to do drugs all day and be nothing to anyone. Forgotten about and left behind to die

[mooontia]

I'm hurting the little girl inside me

[mooontia]

dont know if i'll ever have a normal job, or a normal life, or be able to take care of myself or be okay

[mooontia]

I can't want anything without thinking about how much of a burden I am.

[mooontia]

i think i was destined to be ruined. i think i’ll always be fucked up.

[mooontia]

[mooontia]

i have an incurable condition and it's called having a resting bitch face