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This man I swear… pleaseeeee

Not to be all T4T sappy on main but Gooooddddd I just love trans women. Not even in a sexual way (but like not NOT that) but just. I wanna hold doors and open jars and carry stuff for you. I wanna put my arm around you and make you feel soft and protected. I wanna scoop you up in my arms and hold you close. I want you to steal my hoodies when you're cold. Let me treat you like a princess babe it'd be so gender affirming for both of us

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i love pissing off the guys who try and dm me lmfaoooo

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I cut my boob when shaving yesterday and it left a big ass cut for no reason like how ☹️

She deserves better I’m so sorry

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Have a cat

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Luv it!!!! :D

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I feel like a porcupine

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I should’ve gotten injections 😭😭 my E levels are abysmal

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TW: Eating disorders, drugs

I feel like I honestly need to delete all social media. Especially ones that I make feedism content on.

I don’t think I’ll actually do it tho. But it just messes me up.

My ED brain is back. I want to restrict. I’ve been trying to the past few weeks to no avail. And have been resorting to binging again the last week or so.

I’ve been sober since starting HRT but I feel so dysphoric and weak from binging that I took pain killers tonight for the first time in months. I was tempted to flush them down the toilet this morning because I could tell the thoughts were there but I didn’t.

Idk. I miss seeing friends IRL. Or just being on campus. I feel really lonely, and while I appreciate being able to talk with others online it tends to veer into spaces where I get tempted to engage back with feedism.

I feel like I’m putting myself in a worse spot transition wise, like idk I want to do more to actively work towards passing but I can’t now. And I’m sick of it. I guess that’s why I want to starve myself again even though I’m afraid to lose weight. Why couldn’t I be born cis or at least have gotten on HRT before puberty hit. It’s hard to not feel disappointed in myself when I watch trans creators who pass flawlessly and started HRT pre puberty.

Im just ranting atm im sorry it’s just been not a good few days idk im rlly sorry.

And Im also sorry about not getting back to DM’s too I want to I really appreciate you 🫂

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I can’t wait to move back to school I’m so ready to not have to boy mode anymore

I put on makeup yesterday and I saw her but I had to wash it off before my parents could see 😭

In all honesty it could be a lot worse and I’m thankful for that. They’re supportive of me transitioning and taking those steps myself since they can tell I’m doing a lot better and am stepping out of my shell in ways I never used to. They’re just aren’t supportive of the transition itself or being involved or affirming of it and it’s more of a “keep that in your own time” type of deal

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I’m proud of myself tonight!

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Going to try something new and post art I make

It’s kinda shitty and mostly vent art

But here’s a self portrait from like 2 weeks ago

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Hi!

I’m Vi :)

Im 20, trans (she/her), and honestly just wanted to make an extra blog for non nsfw stuff to post lol

Mostly for reblogs, art, maybe some venting occasionally, idk we’ll see!

DM’s open, I might have some 18+ stuff on here even tho that’s not the main focus, but minors DNI regardless

Still getting used to Tumblr 😭 I was on Twitter for a while but since the bad man bought it I’ve been looking for somewhere better and Tumblr is pretty cool!