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why do i feel so lost again

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a c2 red and eggdrop would ease, i should treat myself ryttttttt

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i might need a hug

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Happy Birthday Papa in heaven! embrace me with full guidance and love. Life is a bit harsh to me lately :<<

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yk its no longer serving u when u open this app

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guess who's back at it hahaha

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What a memorable date! Ang mabuhay at mag kolehiyo sa gitna ng Pandemya ay hindi naging madali sa akin, sainyo o baka sa iba rin? Ang pagbubukas ng panibagong semestre ay isang hudyat nang pagtahak muli sa face to face class- ngunit hindi na mga dating kaibigan at kaklase ang madadatnan mo sa apat na sulok ng silid kundi mga bagong imahe at piyesang hindi mo pa nakakabisa at ugaling hindi mo maipinta ; > . Kaya naman hindi naging magandang ideya para sa akin ang f2fclass- natakot ako sa mga bagay na haharapin, recitation, exam na wala ng katabing module at maramii pa, PERO sa gitna ng kaba at alinlangan hindi ko inaasahang makakahanap ako ng mga taong kasabay ko sa paghahangad, pagrereklamo sa colllege life, pagkain ng pares at siomai rice, pagbibiruan ng "tara shabu" (again this is only a joke, pa drugtest mo pa kami!) pero punong puno ng pangarap at siguradong bubusugin ka sa kalokohan, kababuyan?, kasamaan at kabutihan syempre! Salamat at naging Kaibigan ko kayo, <3 P.S I am not into making tagalog barkada letter but there's always an avenue for improvement kskskskks

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Yayaman ako, magiging succesful ako. I will give everything, I will do anything. I will give you a life worth LIVING.

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At 2 AM, who do you call when all heavy things are trying to eat you

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12:19

Life's a bit good tonight haha this night is full of events which I can put into my core memory. Im not yet drunk but my heart would want me to be. HAHHHAHA I already finished my midterms and I guess A lil celebration from the people with whom you share your room with is amazing! living in a dorm might be a love hate relationship but yeah those struggles of missing your home will be replaced with the memories that you will cherish for the rest of your life.

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Adulting

Someday we are the car behind the school bus, I am scared of growing up .

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When I was a kid , I always have this thought of being an adult, doing the things that adults are only allowed to . I always wonder how happy would it be to be. Making lots of friends, drinking, partying, staying up late with friends without thinking abt curfew, and a never ending full of music roadtrips. This fantasy didn't last long, when I myself tasted how cruel and tiring adulthood is. This phase of life is full of burnout young adults , yet still finding their strengths to cope up with this crazy world. If I could just go back in time, I will enjoy being a kid, play under the heat of the sun without thinking abt having allergies and sunburn. If I could just go back.. time flies really fast.

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I have lots of what ifs inside of me, what if my dad is still here, will he support me? will he listen to my dramas? is he gonna be mad if i tell him that my first kiss were in grade 8th? will he be interested of what color, foood etc that I like vice versa? will he be proud of what and how am I now despite of being imperfect and sometimes being bad at decision making? aaarghh, just a random tot. I wish that you got the chance to live longer, it is too early.

I hope you at least made it to my first birthday.

i love you papa/dad/daddy

-or whatever you want me to call you.