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❤️❤️❤️ forever you have my love oomfie

Hello, this is Lolita, formerly known as Aphrodites-letters, and (sighs) strawberrymilkmami. It’s been a few years since I left, and I am back to properly speak up for myself about the drama that happened between Cupid (now going by Devosin) and I. I will be referring to Devosin as Cupid, however because that’s the name they used to go by during this drama. In this post, I will take accountability for my actions, however I will also explain some parts of the story that I should’ve exposed a long time ago. 

Why now you may ask? Because I feel so much better now. I have matured and up to this day, what has happened still affects me a lot mentally. People may say this is old, or tell me to move on. You can’t move on when there are people out there still thinking you’re a complete bastard not knowing your true reasonings or thinking you’re just finding excuses— its been years, there’s no point in lying, im not even in the fandom anymore, what do I gain lying? You could say I “deserved” it and that “that’s what I get for being jealous” etc. Yet those are simply accusations and assumptions people made, you can’t take people’s/make assumptions and think it’s the truth.

I have finally developed the courage to speak about this topic again and explain properly my side of the story.

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Faulty Link

I want to clear up the biggest misunderstanding. I never sent anyone anon hate and I can prove it.

Pinpix has stated that she “can track an anon's identity” by using this link. I found this fact very interesting considering it’s been outdated for years at the time Pinpix did this ‘callout.’ 

Pinpix gave out false information about me, then Cupid reblogged it without checking the sources. Not only Cupid, but many of my former mutuals did so without checking the sources. This link hasn’t been working since 2017, yet they managed to ‘track’ my IP in 2023. Anyone is welcome to check the tracking link themselves to see even more comments proving that it no longer works. 

I’d like to mention Cupid had stated this before. 

I’ve never been in Cupid’s server before. So, I clearly couldn’t have been the one sent the hate. With all these facts coming to light, I’d like this to be a lesson to everyone to not jump on hate trains without checking what the ‘proof’ is.

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Anon Hate

To everyone affected by the anon hate, I’m really truly sorry you’ve had such rude and demeaning people in your inbox. I believe anon hate is such a low act to do and I understand it affected you immensely. 

However, I want everyone to understand that I have never sent anon hate and will never in the future.  —

Copying

Not only did Pinpix accuse me of sending anon hate, they also made some claims about me copying Cupid (most of the post was them talking about this). I’d like to address these.

I’ve never copied anyone. A lot of what I did was take inspiration from trends at that time. Just because some of my posts came after Cupid doesn’t mean I copied her. I did things that were popular at that time, not things that Cupid did. If Cupid did popular things too, cool! But please don’t come after me for also following trends. Fade outs and social media themes were popular then, and many of former mutuals as well as people from other fandoms had similar themes.

First thing out of the way, Cupids are from Roman mythology and Aphrodite is from Greek mythology, so no I didn’t see Cupid’s url and decided to steal it lol, that is so silly. She and I were friends back then and wanted to match names. I also fail to see how our themes and writing styles are similar. To my knowledge, Cupid went for regal themes, while I stuck to coquette, there was a time where I did more simple clean themes because again- it was trending, especially in blogs from big Fandoms such as Genshin. Just because we both used shades of pink doesn’t mean it was plagiarism. 

I’ve never deleted anything off my page after this incident, so I think you’re misremembering. 

My writing format has changed as a progress of maturing. Personal observations are not proof. Not to mention my writings are still up, so if you had proof that our fics are similar, you could have proved it. You have not. 

This says a lot. 

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Vent

I will take accountability for my venting. I did vent personal things and I regret that immensely. I’m sorry to anyone affected by them. However, please understand I was going through a difficult situation both online and irl, and as an immature 13 year old kid, I didn’t know how to handle it. I didn’t have the help I needed, I didn’t know what to do to make myself feel better. Sadly, I chose a path that not only didn’t help me, but also harmed the people around me. I regret it, and if I could I would have taken a few months offline.

None of my vents named or attacked anyone. If you made correlations from my vents to people, that is your assumption. These are all subjective opinions made by you without any proof. 

Some of my posts were indeed targeted towards Cupid, I wasn’t healed from the first drama we had and seeing them interact with my friends hurt me really bad. I just wanted the whole drama out of my life, seeing Cupid on my dashboard didn’t help me forget at all. I had blocked her, however when she interacted with my mutuals, I saw her on my page. However, the majority of my vents were from real life issues.  —

Sign Out

First and foremost, I’m sorry to anyone hurt by actions caused by me. However, the anon hate, the spam into former mutuals’ inboxes, accused plagiarism and this supposed obsession isn’t me. You’ve crafted this whole story based on assumptions and false proof, and I don’t want to take the hate in my inbox anymore. It’s been years and I’m not sure why people are still so obsessed with this situation.

Though this section confuses me, since when you said I did the ‘same thing,’ it implies that Cupid has also neglected to credit the art they used.

I have used art without credits only if I couldn’t find the original source. I found a lot of my inspiration on Pinterest, so when I found the source, I could credit them. However, sometimes I couldn’t find it, and wouldn’t have anything to cite. I now know that I should have looked harder or have used another image for my blog, however I was not as mature then. In my mind, I had looked for the source and couldn't find it. Going forward in any future fandoms I join to make content, I will cite everything I can.

As a final message, don’t harass people online, especially if you don’t do your research on the topic or know the full story of both people. In my case I was anxious. I didn’t know what to do or say, I was panicked and was unable to collect my thoughts and come with a proper response. Now, I hope this was enough to explain my side of the story and clear up some things said about me.

Thank you for listening and have a good day.

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Just wanted to draw her with a random outfit ♡

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Ren art after a hectic semester ;w;

Angelxren

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Feeding

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I LOVE RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS HE LOOKS GORGEOUS IN HIS NEW SPRITES AND NO ONE

I MEAN NO ONE

CAN SAY OTHERWISE. HIS PATCHES ARE CUTE THE CORSET VEST THING IS CUTE

AND HE LOOKS SO HANDSOME IN THE RAPUNZEL CARD MY SWEET BOY

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Need tovmake new pinned rebrand or smth

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DIFFERENT DISCORD ROLEPLAY SERVERS TO JOIN

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HSR X GI FANTASY AU

https://discord.com/invite/ac6uJgpC

HSR X GI ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE AU

https://discord.com/invite/BE3ebvGC

HSR X GI IDOL AU

https://discord.com/invite/sweetmelody

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Two lovers have reincarnated throughout history, destined to find each other and fall in love all over again. There’s also this third guy that reincarnates alongside them… we don’t really know what he does.

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Me after basically abandoning this account and soul searching (nothing was found except sadness)

Looks at inbox(filled with requests, some from LAST YEAR) sighs

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DIFFERENT DISCORD ROLEPLAY SERVERS TO JOIN

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HSR X GI FANTASY AU

https://discord.com/invite/ac6uJgpC

HSR X GI ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE AU

https://discord.com/invite/BE3ebvGC

HSR X GI IDOL AU

https://discord.com/invite/sweetmelody

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I MISS MY FRIENDS IN DISCORD WAAAAAAA

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Guys I lost my discord account

IF I HAD U ADDED PLEASEEEEE DM ME OR SEND IN AN ASK, ILL MEASAGE U MY ACCOUNT NAME FOR YALL TO ADD ME AGAIN!!!

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For you, Íris. ♡

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Licks your eyeball.

big announcement

i am turning this blog into an art account, im sorry :( i cant even write anymore but i put too much work into this account so i dont feel it would be right to abandon it. i physically cant bring myself to write because it feels like a chore

so i guess you wont expect twst x reader or any fandom works from me anymor but rather art posts - they may not get a lot of likes compared to me feeding the masses brainrot material, but i want to keep this acc alive somehow

i wont remove my “writingl” tag but im removing masterlists - mutuals feel free to unmoot me but remove me as a follower too :( BUT IF U STAY AS MY MUTUAL RHEN ILY!!’

but i will continue to eeblog and support fanfics i like :3 art is art qnd if i like a fanfic, i will reblog to help ofc!! i dont feel its fair to abandon this acc but its not fair to not post anything fanfic wise so this is why this is an announcement anyways huhu

TLDR; this is becomign an art (not literature wise) account, im sorry and thank u for the memories of fanfiction :)

Any art accs, oc accs etc. feel free to mutual me! and any old mutuals that dont want to be mutuals anymore, lmk in comments. OR we can stay mutuals! hehe (♡μ_μ)

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You wanna fuck so bad. Oooooo you wanna fuck me so bad.

I'm an Asian boy who has a crush on u, sorry im to shy to go off anon but I really like you and want to edate 😭😭😭😭😭

i cant tell if this is /sarc or what

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LOOK AT THIS PIC OF MELEANOR

NOW LOOK CLOSER

HER TAIL...

LOOKS LIKE GRIM'S??? OMFG... So is it real? Are the theories that Grim is connected, in some way, to the Draconias real?????