this is me trying to knit.
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3/24/2024 a time for peace
the sound of the children playing
sun rays through the clouds
the mountain
sun is about to set
but the clouds have covered what could’ve been a
picturesque sunset
the wind
sound of the fountain
the calm waves
airplanes landing and taking off
ah i miss my last travel
i even dreamt of flying to taiwan
then i was in japan again
i miss the feeling of being thousands of feet up in the sky
i miss being thousands of miles away
i miss yokohama
this is the closest i can get now.
thinking of riding the ferry or the ferris wheel
or both? Why not both?
i really wish I could go back to japan again this year
i feel like i left a part of me there
that was the last time i felt alive.
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sitting on the floor in the corner of my room, thinking about her…
about that version of me who could’ve existed if I was born with a silver spoon. being able to attend music lessons at an early age, like would I have been a prodigy? would I have been a virtuoso by now? Is that version of me genuinely happy? maybe? maybe not? I don’t know why I grieve for her sometimes. I hope she exists in a different universe.
why am I having these thoughts in the midst of cleaning my corner hahahaha
あああああああああああ
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as i shed all these waters my eyes could release, the clouds are mourning with me.
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ocean thoughts
floating on the water
face towards the sky
hoping to see the celestial gems
but a blanket of clouds veiled
their luminous dance
i let out a sigh of disheartenment
i sat up now staring at the horizon
with the ebony-colored skies
the mountain has disappeared
a thought came into my head
can these waters claim me?
for my agonies shall be put to a halt
and as they cease to exist
rest shall come forth.
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turned 24. 6 candles as it has been 6 years when i wanted to vanish from this world but yeah, continued to live and move forward. thank u 2017 self for not giving up despite of all the things we’ve been through. life’s better now.
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