mr-quacks-and-me

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it’s halloween and i have no one to share it with but you, mr quacks. i never knew how scary it could be now that there’s no one to keep me from doing things i’ll regret

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Yes

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Life’s hard as a duckling when mum keeps disappearing every 5 seconds.

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I met someone today!!! i think we could be good friends in the future

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Happy duck

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Sometimes i feel like my body isn’t really mine, like it’s a jacket I wear to go outside. I get very sad when I can’t take it off because I always expect more from myself underneath

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I’m worried about the future because i don’t know how to plan for this part of my life

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I’ve hurt both my wrists a whole lot, but i feel bad for speaking up about it because i don’t want to seem annoying or whiny to my family. It hurts a whole bunch.

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I’ve achieved something really big, but my brain can’t comprehend it and therefore cannot enjoy what i’ve accomplished

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Things go over my head too much, i worry i won’t be a good friend

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You have to start noticing things. The direction of the rays of sunshine, how it touches and warms your skin; the sway of a leaf in a mild breeze; the simple beauty of the flowers; the strong smell of your morning coffee; the wind in your hair and on your face; the liveliness of the city; the calm of your soul. You have to start noticing this and start living for it.

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I have an injury, I can’t play my instrument. Why do I feel guilty about not practicing?

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some things of note:

• mr quacks is a rubber duck which i confess a lot of doubts and insecurities to, he’s a way of regulating my emotions when i can’t rely on anyone else / they can’t understand me

• mr quacks has always been faulty. unlike the other rubber ducks of the same make, he never had a squeak. when i squeezed him he made a struggling sigh- i saw myself in him. i bought him because i couldn’t just leave him there

• i felt really silly the first time i confessed anything to mr quacks, but it has honestly been so instrumental in recovering my mental health. i highly recommend getting a mr quacks of your own

• anything i post on here is stuff i’ve confessed to him, i’m mainly posting for catharsis, any interactions beyond that are secondary to that

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I can’t read analogue clocks and i’m not sure how i’ve made it this far without doing so