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i wish i knew you wanted me ! 

-•̩̩͙-ˏˋ⋆  — TRINA!!  🦢ˎˊ˗ 8teen, they/them, blk, sapphic *cheering noises* ⋆ˊˎ-•̩̩͙-　

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most recents;  helping jonathan sleep better [ST],  an unanswered question [ST] 

what’s trina up to ?

current mood. tired...so tired -_-)

current song on da mind. mercury and bad habits by steve lacy

currently watchin’. shameless & grey’s anatomyyy -__-

LYRIC OF THE MONTH!!!

excuse me if I lied, I forgot I said that. can you forgive my tongue? I'll show you where my head at. I don't think I'm the one, but I could be your girlfriend 'til retrograde is done  — mercury, steve lacy

requests open? yesssirrr!! inbox open? yessiirrr!!

ଘ♡𓏲﹒please keep in mind this is a blog catering for black readers. not all my work is tagged as ‘black!reader’ but note that all of them are made with darker skinned people in mind. i do not mind if you’re non-black reading my work in the slightest :p thank you all sm for the support <3  — teetrina

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might do a little theme change hm

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everyday i fight not to make this just a robin centered account.

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an unanswered question !

✧･ﾟ: feature. jonathan byers x reader [gn]

✧･ﾟ: cw. angst-ish ; lowercase, established relationship, beta reads for cucks, we freeball like grown MEN

✧･ﾟ: note. short drabble about going to college w/o jonathan. yknow, bc school seasons back hehe. (and i’m going to...coll..col...eg.. *throws up*) 

back to m.list :p

both of you knew it was bound to happen. going to the same school was just wishful thinking, only one of you could get in and leave the other behind. but it was a reality both of you and jonathan prepared for.

doesn't make it any easier.

tonight is your last night in jonathans bed. it’s 3:35 in the morning and you’re cuddled close to your boyfriend. you’ve shed a few tears and now his shirt is stained with them. sniffling you look up to him, he doesn’t say a word. maybe he secretly fears that once he speaks the waterworks will begin to fall.

but jonathan’s decided he’ll be the strongest one for the both of you. even if the heartache of not being able to see you for what seems like an eternity is beginning to set in.

it’s an awful feeling. four years? so much could happen. will either of you be strong enough for long distances? that's a question neither of you wants to ask.

“jonathan.” you break the silence. he mumbles a ‘yeah?’ right back.

“will you miss me?” a dumb question. real stupid. maybe you just want the reassurance, maybe jonathan knew that too. “so much” he whispers back.

you suppose that his answer is meant to make you feel better. but it doesn’t. it makes your heart sink even further and your eyes begin to burn with hot tears threatening to spill. you’ll miss him too.

maybe it’ll be best to break up, is a thought that has circled your mind one too many times. it probably crossed jonathan’s as well.

you’re leaving hawkins for four years, leaving behind everything for four years, leaving jonathan for four years.

you’ll be back for the holidays; that’s what you promised. you were determined to keep it, of course, jonathan had little doubt that you wouldn’t. but the thought of drifting away because of your soon-to-be busy life settles a deep fear in you.

which will be easier? breaking it off now or living through the slow and possible inevitable pain of letters and calls becoming less and less frequent?

you take your chances.

“jonathan…. do you think we should—” you cut off, not wanting to finish. he doesn’t want to answer. despite the uncertainty of the situation, you decide to close your eyes and take in everything. him, mostly. for the last time most likely.

© em0dere ; 8.6.22

rbs always appreciated!!

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helping jonathan sleep better !

✧･ﾟ: feature. jonathan byers x reader [gn]

✧･ﾟ: cw. fluff ; lowercase, established relationship, uhhh proof read? ..sure

✧･ﾟ: note.  sorry for all the jonathan stuff it will happen again.

back to m.list :p

by the end of the day, jonathan's almost always so tired. juggling school and college applications as well as the stress of whatever bullshit hawkins throws at him is enough to tire someone out. or land them in psychiatric care; something jonathan probably needed by the end of this.

but not even life will grant him the joy of sleeping, so of course, jonathan lays there in bed restless. thank god you’re right there next to him to keep him sane and provide all the much-needed comfort this poor man deserves.

you almost always know when jonathan gets like this; he’ll lay in bed as if he’s a corpse. on his back, stiff as a board, with his arms folded over his chest staring straight up at the ceiling.

the best way to approach him when he gets like this is to simply roll over to face him and gently place a hand on top of his own. jonathan won’t say anything, but you’ve caught his full attention. his breathing slows and he’ll turn his head towards yours.

“hi”

“…hi”

“care to tell me what's on your mind?” you say barely above a whisper, voice still laced with sleep. your fingers gently caress his own. jonathan begins to take your hands in his own and clasps them between both hands before bringing them up to kiss your thumb.

“nothing worth saying,”

“you’re not a very good liar,” you mumble, he chuckles lightly. jonathan stares at your hand while trying to think up an excuse before ultimately giving up.

“you caught me,” jonathan shifts to his side, letting go of your hand and replacing it with your head; gently stroking his thumb against your cheeks, carefully pushing any stray hairs peaking out your bonnet back in. “nothing can ever get past you, huh?” he kisses your forehead with a small smile.

silence fills the room once more. you patiently wait for jonathan to find the words to describe how he feels. a simple, “i’m... just tired” escapes his lips in a hushed tone finally.

you hum in response, moving away from him to open up your arms as an invitation, one jonathan took graciously. his arms wrapped around all of you as he cuddled into your chest, sighting contently once he heard your heartbeat.

you understood what he meant. you’ve reached that point as well. there was no need for jonathan to say anymore if he didn’t want to.

and he didn’t. instead, jonathan decided to enjoy feeling your warm embrace envelope him entirely. he felt the safest when he was with you, knowing you were safe and protected, knowing you were still here to hug him just like this.

the feeling of your fingernails trailing paths and patterns on his scalp was oddly calming. it washed a sense of tranquility over his body. he always did like having his hair played with, you seem to always know the spots to trace circles on.

when jonathan closed his eyes, instead of seeing nightmarish imagery of all the freak shit he’s had to go through during the past few years, he saw nothing but total darkness. for once, jonathan was happy to see a complete void. he drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

© em0dere ; 8.6.22

rbs always appreciated!!

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jonathan byers is the only man i’ll willingly have a crush on

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ok enuff spam posting see you all in 3 weeks

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hc’s for robin being a clingy gf?

♡ ♡ okay so robin is the definition of touch starved! you look up the definition & her pretty little face is right next to it! my sweet girl hasn’t had a proper relationship due to hawkins very limited dating pool for her. so when she finally gets to know you, she will attach herself very quickly! even before she decides to actually confess her feelings because, “wow she’s so pretty, I can’t function around her but I would also die if I’m not around her 24/7!”, is pretty much her whole brain process towards you!

you, being very observant, notice this anyways & her not so subtle lovesick puppy eyes anytime you’re talking to her. having enough of robin’s yearning & steve’s complaining that robin thinks she doesn’t have a chance after months of your flirting, that both you & steve are practically begging for robin to snap out of her obliviousness & put you both of your misery. you decide to softly kiss her, holding her face & savoring the flavor of her strawberry chapstick, robins mind going hazy as soon as she computes what happened. from then on, you can count of never having a moment of peace, ever.

robin is a genuine sweetheart. she loves to always have a hand on you at all times, whether it’s around your waist or on your thigh or holding your hand, she will be there. she loves to link together your pinkies if she’s holding too much in her hands, “I like knowing your close”, she tells you when she first does it. she loves to rest her head in your lap at the end of band practice & you at cheer, in the backseat when steve picks the two of you up. she tells you that the feeling of you playing with her hair while she lays down calms her, steve rolls his eyes in the front when he hears it, you kick his seat.

robin will leave kisses all over you, if there’s a place her lips have not touched, she will be sure to make sure you know that you’re loved. which can also make her very distracted & lead to other things she loves doing to you. at sleepovers, robin will practically beg to brush your hair for you. she takes it very seriously, carefully taking a section & softly starting from the bottom to the top, making sure to not pull too hard. for every knot she mumbles a soft, ‘sorry’, & parts your hair to leave a soft kiss on your neck as an apology. she even lets you hold her hand if there’s a particular tough one. robin loves you, she’s well aware she’s clingy, but you don’t mind, so why would she?

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° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° robin buckley is embarrassingly, painfully, awkward when she has a crush. in her own words, she is hopeless. the slightest skin contact, whether it’s a quick shoulder brush when you reach over to grab a vhs from the display, or you asking her if she could pretty please clasp together your necklace that had accidentally came undone.

robin’s breath will hitch as soon as she feels you, palms slightly shaking, & her face flushing red. it’s as if she loses all motor function & is put into a daze. her mind is hazy & flashing images of a fantasy where her hands don’t stop moving from any part of you takeover, she’s stuck in a daydream till she hears the sweet sound of her name from your honey lips. her mind wonders if it would taste the same. she stutters over her words as you giggle in total understanding of the power you have over her, though you’d never tell her as she still thinks she totally has it under control (she does not).

as if you’ve read her mind, you plop the sweetest, softest kiss onto her cheek, a whispered thank you into her ear for being a peach & clasping the delicate gold chain that she just now barely notices gently falls just above your cleavage. humming a quiet ‘your welcome’ back since she doesn’t trust her voice enough to not waver at the sight in front of her. you smile at her flustered state and she thinks her knees are about to give out under her, turning back around to finish the task steve had dished out to you & robin. your summer dress twirling around you, not leaving much to robin’s imagination as she sees a peek of the pretty pink cotton panties that she knows will taunt her in her dreams forever. she doesn’t have the energy to scold herself because, god, you make it so hard for her to not just fall to her knees this moment & finally confess the love & sins she harbors in her heart & mind for you. each confession wanting to be whispered from her lips as she places the softest kisses against your thighs & as she watches you come undone for only her. her euphoric bubble pops, when steve disrupts her daydream of you to get back to work. a snicker falling from his mouth at his best friend’s obliviousness to her disheveled & nervous state. robin knows, she is totally, & utterly hopeless.

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their favorite places to kiss !

✧･ﾟ: feature. steve harrington, eddie munson, jonathan byers x reader [gn]

✧･ﾟ: cw. fluff ; lowercase, established relationship, uhhh proof read? ..sure

✧･ﾟ: note.  just something sweet for the kids ;p was gonna add nancy and robin to this but it got too long and im lazy and tired So. just have the guys i guess.....

back to m.list :p

steve harrington.

neck + shoulders

your lips are his number one choice, of course. but your neck is his second favorite. steve likes to have you sitting on his lap when relaxing, with your back pressed against his chest. because he can’t reach your lips easily, steve settles for pressing ticklish kisses against the back of your neck. suddenly feeling his warm lips sends shivers down your spine; you turn around and that's when you realize you’ve fallen for steve’s trap.

he immediately pulls you closer to press even more kisses against your neck and shoulders, each one making you giggle. you can feel steve smiling against your skin. you’ll have to physically push him off if you want him to stop.

eddie munson.

back + stomach.

to eddie, you’re a work of art. sculpted so perfectly like you’re meant to be put on display in an art museum. to him, it feels almost illegal to be able to touch you so intimately; and eddie makes sure that with every kiss you can feel his adoration for you.

he takes his time with you, his touch is so gentle yet firm. most times, he’ll have his hands firmly grabbing your hips while eddie lays between your legs, kissing up along your stomach. other times, eddie will start out kissing your shoulders and trail down to the small of your back when you lay on your stomach. his hands gently caressing your skin. no matter what he does, his touch makes you feel like you’re on a cloud. so airy and light, you can’t help but sigh.

jonathan byers.

hands + forehead

jonathan’s a simple guy. a little awkward, but it’s what makes him cute. he likes cuddling with you in bed, facing you while his hands are intertwined with yours. jonathan has this cute dopey smile on his face, his cheeks are all pink because he can’t stop smiling. he’d bring up your hands and kiss the back of them, your knuckles, and the tips of your fingers. whispering how much he loves you while doing so too. he’d also do it while listening you ramble on about any topic you had in mind, taking in every word you’re saying as he peppers light kisses to your knuckle. you may or may not get distracted…

other times, when jonathan’s the big spoon, he’ll kiss your forehead occasionally. he won’t say much though, he lets the simple affection speak for itself. one hand will be pressed against the back of your head while the other is brushing hair away from your face to kiss you better. when he’s in a real loving mood he’ll kiss the tip of your nose, and both cheeks before finally giving a chaste kiss to your lips <3.

© em0dere ; 8.5.22

rbs always appreciated!!

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Dead/Going To Die

You're just a little too likable to live. From the moment you were introduced, we all knew you were a goner, not matter how many wanted to keep you. You are the subject of so, so, so many fix-it fics written by crying fans who just want their blorbo back, but you're still dead in cannon.

LMFAOOOOOO???? I MEAN... coincidence i added the halo but fits i guess. i can already see being clowned on for being dead.. like. someone that rhymes with “Willy Bargrove”  🤭

open to anyone who wants to join !!! <3

NEW CHALLENGE

1. FIRST, create a picrew using this maker, and then 2. SECOND take this quiz on how fandom would see you if you were a fictional character.  3 (THIRD) POST YOUR PIC AND YOUR DESCRIPTION IN THE REBLOG!

Bastard (Good)

You’re a bastard. A wet cat, if you will. And we love you for it. You’re a little shit, but in the good way. You are the baddest babygirl. You killed a man, but you looked good doing it. You flirted with the hero and the enemy. All of Tumblr is madly in love with you. Congrats, I guess?

Tagging EVERYONE but especially @magicaltear, @the-beeses-kneeses, @wafflesrisa, @mykingdomforapen, @marbat, @scientistsinistral, @halberdierminister​!

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random things steve does while crushing on you !

✧･ﾟ: feature. steve harrington x reader [gn]

✧･ﾟ: cw. fluff ; lowercase, bestfriend!steve, mutual pinning, no confession just lots of pining again… uhh lmk if i made mistakes wtvr

✧･ﾟ: note.  can you guess what my favorite trope is? anyways here it is with steve!!!

back to m.list :p

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half of me is tempted to write karen wheeler / joyce byers stuff...but knowing that a certain..actress..reads it.. Um.

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cheerleader!reader

✧･ﾟ: being in love is nauseating. at least to robin, she hates the sickly feeling she gets whenever around you. it’s honestly embarrassing. her hands getting clammy, words getting caught in her throat and worst of all, the way you constantly invade robin’s mind. all of it sucks, but robin guesses that seeing you constantly everyday during after school hours isn’t so bad. her band practice usually lines up with the cheerleader’s and she’ll sometimes catch glimpses of you practicing your routine when she passes the gymnasium while walking down the halls. if she’s lucky, you’ll catch her too and wave at her with that sweet smile that’ll be forever burned into robin’s memory. ‘maybe having a crush isn’t too bad’ robin will think to herself.

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✧･ﾟ: robin likes to paint her nails. they’re not always done well, but it doesn't matter to her all that much. they end up chipping off anyways. but whenever you do it, they always last a lot longer. maybe because you’re much more careful when painting her nails. it’s honestly why robin prefers letting you do it than herself, you always put so much love into anything that involves her. when you’re painting her nails, robin thinks it’s adorable when you stick your tongue out or chew on your bottom lip while cautiously painting her ring finger black. when you’re finally finished robin can’t help but glance over to her hands often. every time she sees her perfectly painted nails she thinks back to the memory of you painting them and gets this weird feeling in her chest….steve tells her to stop being distracted and get back to work, but she pays no mind.

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ignore me, im in ‘loving robin buckley’ hours rn

✧･ﾟ: imagine robin buckley resting her head on your lap while the two of you sit on your bed enjoying each others company silently. robin’s got her eyes closed while you comb your fingers through her soft hair. your nails lightly scratching her scalp and robin lets out a sigh of contentment. she’s got this big smile she can’t seem to get a hold of, her cheeks hurt from it too. she reaches up for your hand and brings it down to her face, pressing it against her cheek. it catches your attention and you look down at your lap just to see robin staring up at you with the warmest smile. she presses a kiss to your palm before sitting up.

“you’re so pretty,” she mumbles while caressing your cheek sweetly, her thumb grazing against your bottom lip. robin admires you for a bit before leaning in for a kiss, taking in all your features. her heart swells with love when she notices the gentle look you have in your eyes; staring at her lips before flickering up to meet her eyes. robin can feel butterflies fluttering in her chest, as if she’s falling in love all over again while leaning in for a kiss.

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