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🖤🤍boyfriend

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now that i'm in my 30s and significantly heavier, it seems i have started snoring. i used to give my husband a lot of grief for snoring loudly and thought he could just control it if he really tried (i do not know why i thought this.) i did not believe him when he told me i snore now

he pulled me aside yesterday and said "listen to this", and played a sound clip of my snoring on his phone. it was very humbling. i can't really control it. i don't know this kind of helpless feeling. is this what god felt once he subjected himself to the pain of being man

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i had someone asking to see a little bit of Stan from the Fan Club ko-fi, and i thought i'd share his half of the duo in service :)

full version with Ford (and shirtless version) is available for paid supporters on the page! thank you everyone for your patience

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once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted

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i ended work very late again today and had a very hard day... but while picking up dinner a nice man paid for my meal, and on the way home a house was giving away very nice glassware and ceramics!

i took home a frosted glass beer glass and decorative plates and... two giant expensive lacquerwares!!!

みんなさんは超優しい…あるがとうございます｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

i wrote a thank you letter as best as i could and i will drop it off tomorrow

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the barnes siblings drive up to oregon to check on their big sis

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ive been taking a little break from the ko-fi while i catch up on zine duties, freelance work, and additional duties in my day job

but for the next one i will have a shirtless version and clothed version of stan and ford available 🙇‍♂️ i want to do more of these in the future because i want to open up a NSFW patreon in july once some restructuring is done at work and the HDC zine is finished

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zzz

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the stress from work has gotten very bad, on top of having to work freelance on the side as well.

today in the office i had a very bad dissociative episode and thought i was sinking into the floor and hurriedly stood off my chair to see if it was true. i went back to work but over an hour later i thought the room was shaking a little so i asked my teammate if there was a small earthquake

i'm back home now, but my psych is having me take blood tests next week because it seems i've stopped responding to my medication. wish me luck 少ししんぱいです_(:3」z)_

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先週末上野公園へ桜のフェスとをあそびました！🌸 この年の夜桜は超きれいですよ!

we went to sakura fest on the weekend in ueno park. even with the crowds, the yozakura was very beautiful and we had a lot of fun at the matsuri stalls and flea market 🌸

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thanks for the help boys! im opening up commissions for a little while to help with household costs, please send me a DM if you're interested! - communication will be via discord/email - payment through paypal/ko-fi (if you're already a supporter) - +10usd per additional character

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right one, wrong time

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more early days of mister mystery :) new post is up at the ko-fi !

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slip from my zine – a handy life hack

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ボクシングの日🥊

王子前と田端前で雨の日へあそびました！👺👹