Text
drawing stan pines and beck kissing could heal me
#i've been working on my portfolio for over a week now and i still have to write a japanese resume#and then sign up for recruitment agency interviews for gaming companies#また、毎日会話と同僚を連取します😞#i'm so tired#i just want to work on my ko-fi and draw my two baby gurls mackin it up#mage talks
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
[guy who hasnt drawn in a few weeks voice] yeah the world is horrible and life is agony
70K notes
·
View notes
Text

oh

nursing old wounds. haven't drawn mullet stan in a while
full art up on the ko-fi!
1K notes
·
View notes
Text

nursing old wounds. haven't drawn mullet stan in a while
full art up on the ko-fi!
#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#mullet stan#my art#run my fingers through his nasty greasy hair
1K notes
·
View notes
Text

i have a messed up valve (we saw this on one of those echo treadmill exams and it sounded like limp wet meat instead of a proper heartbeat) that would have very weak blood flow. sometimes under a lot of physical or mental stress my heart would lessen the blood flow to my limbs so i would collapse and could only ever move my head sometimes. but my mom never called a hospital for those episodes and my dad didn't really believe i had a heart condition so i didn't think a lot about it
but yeah like after college i decided to slowly build up cardiac strength through running and now i run and hike and box. i just thought the problem got fixed
gosh i hope ill still be alive before performance review in august
#mage talks#i didn't realize how embarassed i am to admit i had that heart condition until everyone got mad at me today#when i had my heart attack(?) in 2021 it was covid times so i didn't think it was safe to get admitted to emergency services either#so i just recovered for 2 months at home and couldn't really stand or sit upright for too long#and then 2 months after that i thought it was about time to slowly resume my cardiac training#so i thought it was ok
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
the entire social team and our team lead got mad at my plan today to wfh half day (to rest from the chest pain and because i had to work until 3am the night before) and they made me take the rest of the day off and go to a hospital. the good news is no need for surgery. so that is good. the echocardiogram and consult also only cost ¥1510 total
but i still have to return to do a 2D echo and a cardiac sonography. i also felt very silly because i dressed up like this today to feel cute
and then ended up spending most of the day in the hospital
gosh i hope ill still be alive before performance review in august
#mage talks#i also told them about how i used to have episodes where the blood would stop flowing to my limbs and i would collapse#and my mom would just have the help carry me into bed and tell me to sleep it off#but sometimes it would take me a couple days to be able to stand again#but nobody laughed and it was really awkward
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
gosh i hope ill still be alive before performance review in august
#sometimes i can feel my chest tightening from the stress#and i have flashbacks to my heart attack in 2021#and i think uh oh#mage talks
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
ocs…

8K notes
·
View notes
Photo
quick draw of my good yuan-ti skinwalker gal, Szetsuli :>
1K notes
·
View notes
Text








i went on what i thought was "a little hike" and ended up accidentally climbing mt. raiden
#japan#mage talks#i guess i was wondering why it kept going up#and thought huh i wonder when we go downhill again#but we never did#i thought it would take 3hrs it ended up being almost 5#my bad i guess
21 notes
·
View notes
Text


good morning stan nation
#stanley pines#stan pines#gravity falls#my art#i have a free weekend for once!#so i get to draw the hyperfixation as a treat :)#there's a little bit more on the ko-fi for public viewing
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
real smooth with it
#stan pines#stanley pines#beck barnes#beck#oc x canon#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#my art#i am my own audience
307 notes
·
View notes
Text


🖤🤍boyfriend
180 notes
·
View notes
Text
now that i'm in my 30s and significantly heavier, it seems i have started snoring. i used to give my husband a lot of grief for snoring loudly and thought he could just control it if he really tried (i do not know why i thought this.) i did not believe him when he told me i snore now
he pulled me aside yesterday and said "listen to this", and played a sound clip of my snoring on his phone. it was very humbling. i can't really control it. i don't know this kind of helpless feeling. is this what god felt once he subjected himself to the pain of being man
#mage talks#it's very frustrating#i used to have a lot of pride in being a quiet sleeper#and now i am merely a mortal#punished for my hubris
18 notes
·
View notes
Text

i had someone asking to see a little bit of Stan from the Fan Club ko-fi, and i thought i'd share his half of the duo in service :)
full version with Ford (and shirtless version) is available for paid supporters on the page! thank you everyone for your patience
#stan pines#stanley pines#ford pines#ko-fi#suggestive#my art#i cant guarantee ill be back to my regular upload schedule for a while since work is still very bad#but i will try
479 notes
·
View notes
Text
once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted
59K notes
·
View notes