mrdespondency
mrdespondency
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mrdespondency · 6 hours ago
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drawing stan pines and beck kissing could heal me
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mrdespondency · 11 days ago
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[guy who hasnt drawn in a few weeks voice] yeah the world is horrible and life is agony
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mrdespondency · 12 days ago
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nursing old wounds. haven't drawn mullet stan in a while
full art up on the ko-fi!
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mrdespondency · 16 days ago
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nursing old wounds. haven't drawn mullet stan in a while
full art up on the ko-fi!
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mrdespondency · 20 days ago
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i have a messed up valve (we saw this on one of those echo treadmill exams and it sounded like limp wet meat instead of a proper heartbeat) that would have very weak blood flow. sometimes under a lot of physical or mental stress my heart would lessen the blood flow to my limbs so i would collapse and could only ever move my head sometimes. but my mom never called a hospital for those episodes and my dad didn't really believe i had a heart condition so i didn't think a lot about it
but yeah like after college i decided to slowly build up cardiac strength through running and now i run and hike and box. i just thought the problem got fixed
gosh i hope ill still be alive before performance review in august
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mrdespondency · 21 days ago
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the entire social team and our team lead got mad at my plan today to wfh half day (to rest from the chest pain and because i had to work until 3am the night before) and they made me take the rest of the day off and go to a hospital. the good news is no need for surgery. so that is good. the echocardiogram and consult also only cost ¥1510 total
but i still have to return to do a 2D echo and a cardiac sonography. i also felt very silly because i dressed up like this today to feel cute
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and then ended up spending most of the day in the hospital
gosh i hope ill still be alive before performance review in august
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mrdespondency · 21 days ago
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gosh i hope ill still be alive before performance review in august
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mrdespondency · 1 month ago
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ocs…
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mrdespondency · 1 month ago
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quick draw of my good yuan-ti skinwalker gal, Szetsuli :>
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mrdespondency · 1 month ago
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i went on what i thought was "a little hike" and ended up accidentally climbing mt. raiden
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mrdespondency · 1 month ago
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good morning stan nation
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mrdespondency · 1 month ago
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beans incident
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mrdespondency · 1 month ago
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real smooth with it
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mrdespondency · 2 months ago
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🖤🤍boyfriend
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mrdespondency · 2 months ago
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now that i'm in my 30s and significantly heavier, it seems i have started snoring. i used to give my husband a lot of grief for snoring loudly and thought he could just control it if he really tried (i do not know why i thought this.) i did not believe him when he told me i snore now
he pulled me aside yesterday and said "listen to this", and played a sound clip of my snoring on his phone. it was very humbling. i can't really control it. i don't know this kind of helpless feeling. is this what god felt once he subjected himself to the pain of being man
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mrdespondency · 2 months ago
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i had someone asking to see a little bit of Stan from the Fan Club ko-fi, and i thought i'd share his half of the duo in service :)
full version with Ford (and shirtless version) is available for paid supporters on the page! thank you everyone for your patience
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mrdespondency · 2 months ago
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once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted
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