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Space out with me.

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Winterson

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I don't know how to feel.

It's like I'm here but I'm not.

I feel like a ghost watching over my own body.

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23-11-2019, Goodbye

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The only one.

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Is it the end?

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Someone I truly loved is no longer in my life for a while and it broke me. It broke me so much that I've tried to go back to my old self but I can't. However I have found it so hard to move on from that person because I miss them so much. Yes I am surrounded by those great friends n family I love. But it's not the same love. I can't help but feel alone. Now I am isolating myself so I can self preserve whatever's left of me and I won't have to lose anyone else I love or see them no longer in my life. I believe all those I love so much are better of without me. They seem so happy and I don't want to ruin it. I don't want to burden them with my problems.

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“We’re not who we used to be.”

— Harry Styles / Two Ghosts

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“I am too young and I’ve loved you too much.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky / The Brothers Karamazov

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“I used to build dreams about you.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald / Benediction

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Is it just me or?

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It's been months but still with the thought of you alone and what we had could bring me to tears.