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Breaking away from my usual content to say that tdick is awesome and it’s probably one of my favorite side effects of T, might make a longer post about tdick and non-humanity along with gender euphoria tied to nonhumanity and taking hrt. I also don’t even really mean this sexually although that part is great too.

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Would anyone be interested in trans and specifically probably t4t non human like prompts and stuff, I don’t know if it’ll necessarily be nsfw but I’ve gotten back into writing and thought if there was a want for it on this account I would post it occasionally

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Being physically non human and specifically a lycanthrope made for colder weather stuck in a heat wave is the absolute WORST i literally cannot go outside

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How I feel climbing over trees in the forest

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Being polyamorous while also being non human is a little difficult because if I meet someone I like or am interested in if it were to go any further I’d have to go over the whole lycanthropy and non-human thing and it’s just so much effort and I honestly don’t think anyone could really respond better than my partner did when I eventually told them, I feel like I’d have to meet someone who’s also non human in a similar way or at least understands it.

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Idk how to word this but that one therian post about how frustrating it is to see therianthropy be sectioned off into categories of abnormalities (ex: if you feel any physical correspondence to your identity then you’re delusional. If you have shifts out of strong emotions you need to seek help.) has been on my mind for a long time now, because it is worrying that so much of the community now has sort-of regressed into thinking these things. Oh you’re physically nonhuman??? Damn you’re psychotic. Like, I want to say that Yeah. That’s an experience that can happen to psychotic people, it’s definitely a thing. BUT not every single individual who experiences the more “oh this is a physical thing for me” side of the animality spectrum is going through some sort of mental issue, they’re not. If they’re fine and aren’t endangering anyone or themselves and aren’t stressed over it then they’re likely, well, fine. Obviously there is complexities to the whole situation, but god like . I feel like therianthropy has become such a diluted subject, that when someone has any experience regarding it that isn’t just easily communicated aesthetic stuff then it’s suddenly a red-light situation. Like what are we doing genuinely.

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Going to a stomach book show this weekend with a friend :DDD

I’m very very very excited it’ll also be my first time in nyc >:33

I hope I can wolf out a little bit like I do at local shows but I have no idea what the scene is like I’m nyc if anyone has experience or advice please let me know!!

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raw feeding urges are so so so strong when you literally can’t eat anything. Like I’m a lycanthrope who can’t eat and that’s super annoying, I want to be able to enjoy steak and meat but my body is soooooo annoying. Like when I see raw meat at the grocery store I get so so hungry I start salivating thinking about eating the steaks and especially the bone in meats.

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Reblog if you want anonymous questions.

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Feeling especially unsocialized and feral right now, but not in an edgy way, in an everyone around me is treating me like a liability and I keep making mistakes that push people further away from me due to my nature.

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Did anyone else have like a super huge interest in like wolf and werewolf media as a kid, these are just the three I can think of off the top of my head that I was really invested in when I was a lot younger but there were definitely way more movies and shows I watched, I think it made me feel really really connected to myself as a baby non human

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I’m going to try and make a radio collar addition to one of my leather collars I think, I really think it would be so so so cool to make.

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I wish there was an easy way to explain my connection with my non-humanity and my disabilities but it’s such a nuanced conversation that there is no easy way to explain it, I think the two are intrinsically connected, in my mind one cannot exist without the other, my disabilities are a core part of who I am, I grew up disabled just like I grew up knowing I was not human. Both have lead me to feel very isolated by those around me and both lead people to make a lot of assumptions about me. But both are beautiful in the way that they shape who I am as a person, my experiences, the way I walk the world as see people. I’m not just disabled and I’m not just a lycanthrope, they both exist in tandem or at least parallel to each other, and they make me who I am. I will not suppress one aspect for more visibility of another. I am disabled and I am non human. And that is how I walk life.

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Graduating soon and they will never know that a werewolf just walked on stage and grabbed a diploma.

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Work in progress :> probably won’t finish for a while but wanted to share, also don’t mind the handwriting, I wrote that very fast and I’m still going to have to go over the line art to clean it up before I color and shade it :)

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disabled people who do not directly "contribute" to society and need large amounts of care and resources to survive deserve not only to survive but to have comfort, stability, and fun within their lives while they do. no compromises.

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My therapist is talking to my psychiatrist about my lycanthropy and to be honest I am a bit nervous, I’ve told people when I was younger but ended up being bullied a ton and told I was faking or delusional so having someone else know is pretty nerve wracking to me. I am very comfortable and content knowing I am a lycanthrope but having other people know is a big fear of mine, but I think it’s something that my psychiatrist needs to know, at least that’s how my therapist sees it and I trust her. I have actually briefly mentioned to my psychiatrist about it, but I got cold feet and refused to really say anymore. It’s not so much the lycanthropy that’s the issue at all, it’s more so the paranoia I get at other people finding out that causes me distress so that’s the main reason for telling her, but even still it’s definitely frightening.