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COMMSERVE!!!

I got 30 mins of commserve because apparently I took a backlog test, conculting a teacher about my probs with her subj ans borrowing a book from the library. On the contrary, PEOPLE WHO GO HOME AT 7PM BECAUSE OF TOO MUCH FUCKING PDA BULLSHIT DONT FUCKING HAVE COMMSERVE WHAT THE HELL

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I didn't Know. It's a good thing.

I was walking up the stairs talking to a friend. We were joking about something. Then, I saw a guy wearing a white shirt going down the stairs too. Suddenly my friends became silent. It was you. I didn't know. I didn't see. I just smelled my favorite scent of you. You were rushing to play basketball. I didn't know. It may be better this way. Happy Valentine's Day 😞

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To the guy who I knew I had a crush on:

I still like you. You still make my day. Your voice is the chirping of the birds for me. Your skills are Steph Curry. You change my mood everyday. Im sorry. Can we be friends again? And act like nothing happened. Can we start all over again and challenge each other to become DL’s? Please. I think that’s what I need. 

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Unworthy?

“Beautiful, strong, intelligent, graceful dancer, effective leader, great photographer, adult-pleaser, family woman, good friend, responsible”

These are all the adjectives they use to describe me. But am I really any of those? Or they just say that because there are a lot of things I can provide them like no other can? 

Am I worthy to be called those? Or People just want to flatter me or encourage me or lie because they don’t want to hurt my feelings? 

Am I ever worth it?

I know that life is full of ups and downs. Even books, movies nor soap operas don’t always have the endings which everyone wants and expects. Because life is not a fairy tale because we are the only princesses or princes, but because we will all live “happily ever after.”

Imagine yourself in our favorite eating for free. I guess you would want to take everything you love. After enjoying your meal, how much shit would you give? Not all at once right? After a little too much shit, there are still smaller particle inside you but they won’t go out yet.

That’s how life works.

There may be more shit to come, but there are still more food. No matter what.

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Merry Christmas sayp, kahit labag sa loob ko. 😂😘

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PROMDIng HenLuna fan

MAY MASMALALA PA BA SA GANITONG FEELING?

Yung alam mo yung mga ganap kasi active ka sa social media at hindi dahil nandun ka sa event. Yung nakikita mo yung pictures ng lucky fans na nakakapagpicture at nakakakita ng live sa cast ng Heneral Luna. Yung feeling na super fan ka pero wala kang magawa kasi taga-probinsya ka. MASAKIT. MASAKIT TALAGA. Yung may pera ka sanang pambili ng DVD ng HenLuna at ipa-autograph ito sa cast PERO DI KA MAKAPUNTA KASI NGA TAGA-PROBINSYA KA. Yung makakaattend ka sana ng Meet-and-Greet PERO DI PWEDE HUHUHU ALAM NYO BANG MASAKIT :((((((( iyak nalang talaga. Kung sa tingin nyo madali, HINDI PO. para kyong naniniwala sa pag-ibig ng isang puta. 

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Mr. C as in Changer

About 3 years ago, we met. I knew you. I climbed up the stair in a building in Zamora St. where a tarpaulin outside showed your face and the couple of rewards you received. I was nervous but excited.

You owned a center for learning, a center to meet new friends. You gave a lot of aspiring scholars both of PSHS, where you used to teach in, and UP, a chance to become more of what they were at that moment. We were your product and this is what you made of us.

Who would ever forget the score sheets? or the reviewers? or the whiteboard marker and the whiteboard? how about the large TV screen? the monobloc seats, the plastic tables and the aircon? 

Who would ever forget the time you asked students from our school to perform during the recognition day? who would also forget the wifi password which you wrote in really big figures on the whiteboard? who would not remember the snacks which you served: usually fun chum, piattos, pepsi, 7up, nova? who would ever forget the boring times when you taught?

Most of all, who would ever forget you? The man behind the success we are experiencing right now? the man who produced a lot of new scholars for PSHS? the man who made great names.

You changed our lives, Mr. C. You changed the way we thought. You changed us. Sorry for making fun of you. Nevertheless, you are one of the greatest mentors we ever had. Bon Voyage, Mr. C. We will miss you until you teach us Physics again. We love you, sir! We owe this to you.

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One bad feeling in the world is actually finding yourself looking for someone who doesnt give a fuck about you. But the worst part is, ANYMORE.

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moveDONE

And it all ended there. It's funny because that's where it all started. Your family. Before everything happened, I was just a regular high school girl with a bunch of friends who always made me laugh. Then yoi came and I was like "Oh! Hottie!" Ans your parents started talking to me. Months after, I already had constant convos with your folks. I became "the daughter I never had" and the "friend for keeps". Then, I become no one. Life is so terrible when you see it but so majestic in the end. It gives you more reasons to smile thn to be sad. The thing is we only focus on the things we couldn't have. We focus on what we could've had. But, whether you admit it or not, when you remember the things you had, you instantly become the happiest person in the world. Having that memory which you truly treasure, what could be more? To be happy is a choice like choosing what spread we'd have for our sandwich. To be happy is what we all can be. Being happy is inside us, yet to unfold. I choose to be happy. I'm done. Maybe.

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An extremely rare rainbow-colored pileus iridescent cloud over Ethiopia.

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The You I wanted to be With

Remember the time when your dad asked me what I wanted to be then I told him that I wanted to become a doctor and wanting to marry one. But you on the other hand didn’t really want to become one. I was fine with that.

How about the time when we were in the room watching television and while browsing through the channels I came across with a basketball game and you asked me if I really liked basketball then I said “Yes, I do.” And you said that you’d choose football over any sport and so did your girl. I was also fine with that.

Weeks have passed and you told me you already started to consider taking up medicine in college and that you, together with our other aspiring doctor friends, should study in the same university with the same schedules in the same condo and we thought, “How cool was that?”

Months have passed and a new school year would start. Days before the opening, we found out that we would no longer be classmates and when I asked you to never change your attitude towards me no matter what happens, you replied, “Of course. Because you’re my best friend.”

More months passed, we started drifting away from each other. We were never a couple but to others, we were. Funny, right? Until one day you said “Your comment implied s if you’re close to my family.” Wow.

Well, I guess that’s what high school and “growing up” does to you. You lose people, you change physically, emotionally, and socially, you also become someone who other people forever dreamt of. And yes, you are already the man I want to be with and spend more days in my life with, either as a bestfriend or a lover. 

You became the man, but you can’t be with me anymore. Hello, reality.

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Hi

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More than A One Night Stand🔶

This is not really about a one night stand. This is about being left and being alone again. Don't you get tired? Of all them people who'd give you happiness in a period of time, making you forget of what made you hppy before they came? Of people who make you think they'll stay? People who promise to never leave and do the opposite? People who treat you right but leave you left? People who say "i will never replace you"? People who treat you like gold- "valuable" but easily replaced? People who make you go "what the fuck?"? People who tell you they're much better with you but leave you anw? People, who, one day, made you feel complete, and so when they left, you've got nothing for yourself? Me too. I am tired, too. But you love them anyway, right? Me too.

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Where did my recent posy go? Wtf

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You used to text me on my cellphone. Late night, when you need someone to talk to. You used to message me on facebook, late night, when you’re bored at home. 

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Greetings

Hellohilolgoodmorning:)))kumaonkna?:)anomn?:))lolhibuuugz:))drimanakomalakatpromise:))promisedrigadbestfriendkogudikaw;))oklaito:))sorrytalaga:(driakogntugutannimama:(HAHAloollabyuuuXD

i need someone who used to send me these msgs

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life rn=pororo

“I love to play all day Come join me all my friends Always happy, as can be” huhums