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Hope they reach the goal...

Do you love trans women?

Do you wish things were easier for trans women?

What about trans women of color?

What about navajo trans women of color?

Do you support trans women in the material and tangible ways you're capable of?

In that case I submit for your for consideration:

My gf

Politics and the news are giving her some extremely justified anxiety and as a trans woman of color she feels the need to stop being patient and rush through the last part of her transition before she loses all access to it being possible.

Right now we're trying to raise money for her to get:

ffs

breast augmentation

These are pretty costly and will require her to miss a lot of work for healing so any reblogs, boosts, tags, or other help sent her way is very much appreciated!

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Commissions are open!

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→ Pay first, then I'll draw. This is to avoid scams, and to ensure that you won't get scammed l'll send progress shots and updates.

→ Do: OCs, fanart, animals/furries, mild gore, mild artistic nudity

→ Don't: NSFW, hateful content, intense gore, mechas

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→ Commissions take at least 2-3 weeks, longer depending on complexity

→ If there are deadlines, commission me 2 months in advance

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→ DO NOT feed my art into any AI.

→ You can contact me here! Just send a dm :]

More examples of my art

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THIS IF I READ ONE MORE OF THESE UNLABELLED/MISLABELED FANFICS I'M GOING TO GO INSANE

a so-called “gender-neutral” fanfic: you are an incredibly feminine, dainty, shy woman who is in love with [insert favorite male character] who is made nonchalant and quiet even though he is nothing like that in canon. you will also be referred to as ‘princess’ in every paragraph. Also [insert least favorite male character] is squeezed in there

my gay ass:

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You can click this button once a day to help a Palestinian family and support them with a few euros. It only takes 5 seconds and can help save lives, so please take the time to click and share this link. I hope this works and people donate.

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Today I received a cruel comment from a stranger on Tumblr who wrote: “What is happening to you in Gaza is not enough, you all should be burned and killed.” I read those words with tears in my eyes. We are innocent. We lost our homes, our loved ones, and our work, and now we are left with nothing but tents that cannot protect us from the heat or the cold. Every day we are displaced again, and then someone comes to add more pain with such hateful words.

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Nothing I could add could do this any more justice.

The nazis that you see in movies are as much a historical fantasy as vikings with horned helmets and samurai cutting people in half.

The nazis were not some vague evil that wanted to hurt people for the sake of hurting them. They had specific goals which furthered a far right agenda, and they wanted to do harm to very specific groups, (largely slavs, jews, Romani, queer people, communists/leftists, and disabled people.)

The nazis didn't use soldiers in creepy gas masks as their main imagery that they sold to the german people, they used blond haired blue eyed families. Nor did they stand up on podiums saying that would wage an endless and brutal war, they gave speeches about protecting white Christian society from degenerates just like how conservatives do today.

Nazis weren't atheists or pagans. They were deeply Christian and Christianity was part of their ideology just like it is for modern conservatives. They spoke at lengths about defending their Christian nation from godless leftism. The ones who hated the catholic church hated it for protestant reasons. Nazi occultism was fringe within the party and never expected to become mainstream, and those occultists were still Christian, none of them ever claimed to be Satanists or Asatru.

Nazis were also not queer or disabled. They killed those groups, before they had a chance to kill almost anyone else actually. Despite the amount of disabled nazis or queer/queer coded nazis you'll see in movies and on TV, in reality they were very cishet and very able bodied. There was one high ranking nazi early on who was gay and the other nazis killed him for that. Saying the nazis were gay or disabled makes about as much sense as saying they were Jewish.

The nazis weren't mentally ill. As previously mentioned they hated disabled people, and this unquestionably included anyone neurodivergent. When the surviving nazi war criminals were given psychological tests after the war, they were shown to be some of the most neurotypical people out there.

The nazis weren't socialists. Full stop. They hated socialists. They got elected on hating socialists. They killed socialists. Hating all forms of lefitsm was a big part of their ideology, and especially a big part of how they sold themselves.

The nazis were not the supervillians you see on screen, not because they didn't do horrible things in real life, they most certainly did, but because they weren't that vague apolitical evil that exists for white American action heros to fight. They did horrible things because they had a right wing authoritarian political ideology, an ideology that is fundamentally the same as what most of the modern right wing believes.

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Preach.

If you want to headcanon Hector as a stalker, obsessive, perverted, it's fine. If you don't, it's also fine. It's your headcanon and they're headcanons for a reason.

What would be weird in this situation is making him genuinely harmful when he's not upset. Harming the player and other objects physically and psycologically. That's truly out of character when his whole ordeal is caring for you and attending to your needs. Like, making him a total yandere and following that trope is so out of cgaracter

But that's just my opinion.

Jello out

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HEYY so i'm in financial trouble (from d0nating too much lol) but i'm also trying to help a friend pay for fees they're made to pay within a week (before Aug 10 2025) or else they're evicted.

if people could help me not reach my -€500 overdraft limit and my friend to not be homeless and in danger, that'd be great 🥺

i can also email you a drawing/sketch if you request one in the text field! 🥰

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I second this motion

Idk why ppl always make Chance and Parker friends or even lovers?? Not just that but chance being mutually in love w/ Parker?? Parker would have an unhealthy obsession w/ chance and follows him around everywhere he goes. Like, he’d be OBSESSED w/ chance and chance has considered filing several restraining orders but doesn’t only because MC is his lover and Parker’s lover. Like he’s canonically uncomfortable around Parker. Chance is very weirded out by Parker. Parker would be obsessed w/ him because of DND and he’s always wanted to play but chance finds every excuse not to play w/ him.

I’m not mad about it btw, I just think ppl are missing the chance(hahahaha) for a one sided romance. I LOVE one sided angst especially if the one in love is super fucking weird. I love Parker so, so much. I need him to feel the pain of rejection.

Chance x reader x Parker but Chance is afraid of Parker

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If anyone contributed to this I would give them my LIFE

i love all the art of dorian as different doors but hector fans also should consider the different types of vents

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*Singlehandedly performs a standing ovation*

Pomni wanted to hurt Jax back // A breakdown of the argument between Pomni and Jax

NOW BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING PLEASE JUST HEAR ME OUT FOR A SECOND

I've been rewatching the argument between Jax and Pomni, dissecting both of their minds during their most heated moment yet. It's a familiar argument, I've been on both Jax's side and Pomni's side in the past, I relate to the both of them a lot.

So I wanted to share my thoughts, as someone who sees myself in both characters, and I wanted to really pick apart what both of them must be thinking during these moments between each other.

This was obviously a very emotionally charged scene for both Jax and Pomni, but one thing I noticed is that the tone didn't truly shift up until Pomni uttered those words. Beforehand, Jax was just deflecting, mocking, running away from his feelings. He wasn't listening to her, he didn't want to confront the truth.

So Pomni decides that it's time to make him listen, even if it causes him pain. He needs to feel hurt before he can realize what he's been doing to people.

"Is this why you didn't show up to Kaufmo's funeral?"

First metaphorical shot to the chest.

Jax felt angry at first at the sudden unprovoked jab to one of his dead friends, it was pretty unexpected because that's not what they were talking about. It's starting to get real, but quickly recovers, likely because Kaufmo wasn't that important to him to begin with. So who cares?

So, he deflects by saying he doesn't show up to any funeral. Crisis averted, right?

Pomni continues, because she knows hasn't broken into him enough, it needs to hurt more.

"Yeah, I bet you don't. Because you're scared, you're scared you'll actually show a human emotion."

Boom, second shot.

Jax deflects with another snarky remark to get her off his back, because she's beginning to get through to his disguise, and he can't let her have that. "I'm scared I'll be bored to tears!" He says, turning his back to her so he could compose himself once again. And so, Pomni delivers one final blow.

"Have you ever thought that this might be the reason people abstract in the first place?"

Bam, third shot to the chest, and this one struck him straight in the heart.

THAT'S when Jax blows up, that's when he loses his cool. Because now this isn't a game anymore, she's making it real.

She made it personal.

Who does she think she is asking him such questions? Who does she think she is calling him out on the thing he's been avoiding for so long?

Jax percieves this as an attack on him, and it is. Pomni is attacking him, she wants him to feel hurt.

But that's the important part: She wants him to feel.

All this time, Jax has been running from his emotions, running from his feelings of remorse and guilt. Pomni knows it, that's why she goes straight for the throat (literally even!) and strikes him with the one question that can slice his mask to pieces. A question he genuinely does not believe she can be sorry for because it hurt him so damn much.

It's worth noting that Pomni is also hurting here, but she's not blaming herself right now. She knows the problem is Jax, she knows exactly what his issue is, and she knows that running from it is the last thing he needs to do right now. So she forces him to get mad, she hurts him because he needs to feel hurt.

Jax needs to finally come to the realization of just how awfully he has fucked up. And in order to do that, it needs to HURT.

But Jax catches himself, and disscoiates again. He wasn't about to let Pomni yank his humanity out of him just yet.

That's when Pomni steps back, and apologies. She knows she was trying to make him feel the pain he's been repressing for so long, so she chills for a bit, because she thinks she finally got what she wanted.

...Well, kind of.

Then comes the question, "What would you do if I abstracted tomorrow?"

Pomni thinks that Jax has finally felt enough, so she decides to show a little bit of her heart to him. Just a bit, to test the waters, see if her method has actually worked.

"I'd move on. And probably forget about you."

That does it for Pomni. She knows now that nothing she can say will ever get through to him right now, so long as she keeps playing his little game of arguing back and forth, she will never win because somebody has rigged the rules.

As she stares at the gun in her hand, she hears Jax start to backpedal on what he said. She has two choices; shoot herself and make him see that he hurt her, or make him PROVE that he wouldn't care.

"Jeez, you really can't take a joke, can you?"

Jax does not see himself in the wrong.

He doesn't care if he hurt her. That's what he wants.

She needs to play it HER way now.

So Pomni throws the gun at him, in the face, and directly contradicts his statement as her first move.

"You're NOT the funny one!"

Jax doesn't listen.

"Uh, I don't think that counts."

Okay, so she'll MAKE him listen.

That's when Pomni fully crashes out at him, choking him, throwing things at him, biting, punching, kicking and screaming.

She's making her emotions KNOWN. She's giving him a dose of her anger, she's showing him just how deeply he can cut someone so he knows EXACTLY what he's doing to people.

And Jax panics.

This is not how it's supposed to go. She's not supposed to fight back, she's supposed to walk away from him. He's losing control, the feelings are getting real, she's not accepting his facade, she's not playing by her archetype. She's not playing by his rules anymore, she's showing him how she actually feels.

He hurt her so much deeper than he wanted to, and instead of her dealing with it privately outside of where he can see it, she's SHOWING HIM. He cannot be delusional about her feelings anymore, he cannot be delusional about his feelings anymore, because now that reality has hit him in the face it's going to be hard to recover from those wounds.

"STOP!"

Jax has to take a moment to breathe, pant. What just happened?

"What's WRONG with you!?"

He yells at her, because the stage he created, the world he has crafted around them, has just been completely demolished right before his eyes. Nothing makes sense anymore because their interaction is no longer following the script he wrote in his head.

It's real. Everything is real.

"Why didn't you fight back?"

That's the question that completely, utterly destroys Jax.

Because he cannot answer this without admitting that all of his beliefs and rules he's been so convinced of are completely delusional and total bullshit. He cannot answer her honestly, because that would be admitting that he genuinely cares about her, that would be admitting that he's a human being with real feelings and emotions.

He's not an archetype. He's a person.

And so is she.

Nothing that happened here was on his terms, she pulled him into her world instead and showed him the exact perspective he's been fearing for so long. All of his anxieties came true in this moment.

Jax grasps at the last few straws he can to convince Pomni that he is not human, that he doesn't have feelings, but it doesn't work. He can't keep the emotions from leaking between the cracks in his voice, he can't keep his eyes too foggy to see the human being behind his mask, he can't keep the raw vulnerability and anger from shooting out of the strength of his gestures.

The mask is broken. His words don't matter. Pomni knows the truth now.

Jax curses. For the first time in so long, he performs a human action of frustration. No longer a cartoon bunny, but a human being. The person he thought he had lost all those years ago.

Pomni could only stare at him with pity and sorrow, he's not convincing her, or anyone that he actually believes what he's saying.

"There's nothing more to me," he finally says, voice shaking, eyes tired, expression no longer within his control. "So please," he begs her, a last ditch effort to ask her to let him keep playing his mask. "Just stop looking."

Jax walks away, utterly defeated.

...

You shouldn't have asked her to shoot you, Jax. Now you're bleeding out, and nobody is left to patch your wounds but you.

But that's what you wanted, right?

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OP YOU HAVE STARTED SOMETHING THAT CANNOT BE UNDONE

Idk much about flowers, but can you imagine that you preserved every single one (it's definitely a task, but it's possible) and turned them into things you'd keep forever? Book marks, flowers chains, making sure the message lasts?? Ugh, I would die.

You could dry them and put them in frames with messages for him. All picked purposefully, of course, proper meanings and all. Maybe make wall art with them, starting from his side of your shared bedroom. Watch the wall get more and more colourful as the corner of the walls blooms with a tribute to your shared love. YOU COULD DO SO MUCH AAAAAH I LOVE HECTOR.

Hector gets you flowers every time he goes out to run errands for you. And it’s not those shitty artificial pre-made ones at the grocery stores that smell like nothing. He goes to a florist shop and makes you a custom bouquet. He carefully plans out which order of places on the run to go to so that the florist is the last place he goes to, so that the flowers don’t sit in car/sun for too long and they wilt.

And he pours over which flowers to get you too. He’s memorized all the flowers he’s gotten you the last recent times he got you some so that there are no repeats, and even if there are, they’re sensible and or your favorites. AND he makes sure the scents don’t clash.

Hector has never told you a lie in your entire relationship except for one, he tells you the reason why he takes a while to come back from errands is because either the lines were too long or there was traffic/a detour. But in reality it’s because he was actually at that damn shop making sure all the flowers are perfect.

And when he gets home and gives them to you, he still gets all shy and red like he’s a schoolboy asking his crush to the dance.

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Brilliant explanation, I am going to sob now

And now for something completely different.

This is the ADHD Teapot. I made it in a ceramics class a few years ago. I use it to explain executive dysfunction to people who haven’t come across the term before (and those who think of ADHD mostly as Hyperactive Eight Year Old Boy Syndrome).

So, most people’s brains are like a regular shaped teapot with a single spout. Let’s say that your time, energy, focus etc is the liquid you have in the teapot. Your executive function is the spout, that directs the tea into the specific cup you want to fill-aka the task that you’re meant to be doing. Spills happen occasionally, but generally most of the tea goes in the right cup.

If you have executive dysfunction, (a symptom of ADHD, trauma, autism, schizophrenia etc.) you have multiple spouts going in different directions. You can try pointing one of them at your chosen cup and you will probably get some liquid in there, perhaps you will even fill it right up (finish the task). But meanwhile, tea is also pouring out of several other places and not going where you want it. If you have another container nearby, perhaps some of it will end up in there. But quite a lot of it is going to end up on the floor and accomplish nothing.

And at the end of the day you’ll have filled one or two cups ( or sometimes not even one) compared to the five or six that somebody with the same sized teapot (but only one spout) has filled, and everyone wonders why you’re so bad at getting tea poured, and why you make such a mess in the process.

One day I’d like to spend more time learning pottery and create a really technically good fucked up little adhd teapot. But that’s a long way off since i currently live in the outback and the nearest pottery workshop is some 400km away. But I figure that for now, it might be a useful or interesting metaphor to somebody even in its rough draft form.

This post is the cup I filled instead of cleaning my house btw.

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sigh

adhd executive dysfunction sucks bcuz im just sitting there and my brain is like

YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME

no work done no rest gained. literally no point of this at all

(to everyone who reblogged, donate and share @olagaza's initiative!)

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Me seeing how often people reblog:

WAS I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THAT

I'm such a chronic lurker oh my gays

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Me when insanely cool art

Hi Berry again. Just forgot to give everybody some carrot cookies."hands of plate to you full of carrot cookies and then runs"

That was sudden, but hey! They got some food for the 1 hour watch party they forced Caine to comply to later :)

Edit: since when did this reach 900...

Edit2: TF THIS IS AT 1000... dawg these designs are old already..

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I am NOT well about this man. This made it worse.

Hector vent sprites but he’s a lil more visible

Completely visible version below!