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crystal castles while sleep deprived and questioning reality >>>>

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lawd

Toby!

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sorry for not writing new stuff i am lacking the intellectual wording to make my thoughts not look like chicken shit thrown onto a post

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trying to romanticize my shit show of a life by calling it “messy girl” aesthetic because heaven knows ive tried to do the clean girl shit but ended up failing

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faintly on the spot

yaay! @bimbvx's Kate! I love her design so muchhh I had so much fun drawing this piece, and hope you like it! 🤍

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"I can change him" bitch why, hes the perfect menace to society and i love that

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clockwork sketch whateverrr

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we're running out of time to fuck it we ball....

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idk who to write for next i have ideas but finding the wording is so hardddddd

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jack nyras

- jack dances across the line of human and beast, which is something he is constantly battling himself with. as time progresses every bit of humanity he has left is slipping.

- he lives in an abandoned hospital farther out from city limits that was shut down due to multiple health violations. stupidly enough, the hospital left the majority of their supplies there (cliche i know).

- the majority of his victims are people who go to explore the hospital, or hikers who are unfortunate enough to get a little too close to hospital grounds. jack is extremely territorial whether it’s intentional or not, so whenever someone gets too close to “his space” he loses his shit.

- adding onto that, none of his prey are lucky enough to meet their demise without suffering. there’s either two outcomes; one, they become a lab experiment or two, they’re shredded up. you’ll only meet the ladder if jack is really fucking hungry.

- as far as remorse goes, the little sliver of human left in jacks mind does feel bad. i mean, he’s killing mostly innocent people. but then again wasn’t he innocent too?

- now obviously, jack has intense religious trauma. but he also has attempted to research many religions to try and figure out if there’s any way he can undo the hell forced upon him. he has yet to find any luck and is extremely pissed at himself for killing the only people who could’ve reversed the damage.

- all of the daily torment he’s forced to endure has him slipping into a slow decent of madness. not only does he have a constant loop of what happened that night playing in his head, but also the constant need to fight off a literal peace of himself that’s trying to tear the other apart. it’s easy to assume he’s a literal shit show.

- so moral of the story, jack is far from civilized and is feral as fuck.

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my wives btw

zack: oh u got burned too? at least i kept my nose xd

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oh my god????

shut up and drive~

(DO NOT CLAIM/TRACE, pfp & edit use is okay WITH CREDIT)

honestly not that happy with how this one came out but i might as well post it :3

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lowkey loving the new Kate and Nina stuff im seeing

@crushedsweets made me draw this (she forced a gun to my head i swear)

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oh my??? nina looks so pretty

Been dead, school is kicking my ass- but here’s some food

Jeff textin Ben while bored with Nina, booooooo

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creepypasta comic🤯

Nina is so me 😋 yeah but basically she visits Jeff who is in jail ig

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natalie ouellette

- a healthy mix of midwest emo and cuntry. lovesss willie nelson and johnny cash but also fucks w mccafferty and modern baseball. her go to outfits are bootcut jeans with either boots or converse thrown with a flannel jacket.

- she lives in a smaller trailer park and most likely works as a waitress while also making a side hustle from selling her art.

- as for substances, natalie likes her beer but doesn’t do whiskey. she absolutely could if she was in dire need to get wasted but normally it’s not her thing. as for cigarettes? she doesn’t necessarily chain smoke but you can always find her out back puffing when she’s on break. vodka is hit or miss with her. because while sometimes it can be fun and dandy, other times she’ll wake up in a random ass corn field with three empty bottles and wearing an unlit cigarette on her lip.

- surprisingly enough she has about three good friends. it’s hard for natalie to actually maintain friendships because she has major ghosting issues. once you figure out how she operates you’ll learn to not worry when she disappears but not ask questions when she returns.

- definitely has a bit of a southern accent. it’s not entirely noticeable until she says certain phrases or words, and when she gets pissed off. she’s also learned to take advantage of her accent while waitressing because the tips are better.

- now, moving onto her slightly more gruesome hobbies. what is she like as a murderer? well, she’s meticulous and enjoys dragging out her killings. if she’s killing someone best believe they deserve it. similar to her lover, natalie has absolutely terrible anger management. so let’s just say the bitchy, privileged chick at table four who didn’t leave a tip but left a lengthy complaint was found in a ditch without eyes and a missing larynx. but every single body that turns up is almost like art with how exact and detailed every laceration is.

- at first the murders caused a frenzy. i mean, a bunch of people suddenly are found in ditches with empty eye sockets among other ghastly extremities? slightly concerning. but the ongoing pattern of the victims being either perverted assholes or entitled women didn’t go unnoticed. soon enough the town didn’t fuss much about the exterminations and assumed it was some sort of deranged robin hood type of thing.

- natalie doesn’t feel remorseful. what she does notice though, is that whenever everything is said and done an indescribable ting can be felt in the pit of her stomach. whether it’s guilt or pleasure she can’t exactly determine but part of her secretly doesn’t want to find out.

- anywho, what’s to happen when natalie and toby happen to cross paths? well, it’s like when fire meets gasoline. a chaotic yet beautiful companionship. but that’s for a different word dump.

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i started a little note on my phone to kinda throw all of my thoughts abt the pastas together thinking it would be harmless but now im stuck in a zone writing whole ass paragraphs abt these mfs