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In order to love who you are, you cannot hate the experiences that shaped you.

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“Fall in love when you are ready, not when you are lonely”

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“If you’re scrolling through Tumblr trying to distract yourself from something you don’t want to think about or you’re looking for a sign that everything will be okay, this is it. So, breathe. Relax into this moment. You’re alive & that’s all that matters.”

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#WINNER_4TH_BIRTHDAY

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happy 4th anniversary, winner! #WINNER_4TH_BIRTHDAY

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It’s okay to romanticise the small things about your day-to-day life. It’s okay to romanticise sleeping in, waking up to the sun tickling your skin. It’s okay to romanticise the texture of fingers against a page. Sometimes to save your day you need to romanticise sitting at a desk and working, or romanticise studying hyped up on coffee. It’s okay to picture yourself as if you were the mc in a movie. Watch yourself go through shit and know that it’s just the climax of your own story, and that while you sit in your room sobbing to sad songs, good things are just around the corner.

Sometimes to be okay or get through the day you need to romanticise the simple things.

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1.What does your ideal day look like?

Waking up early, heading out to the streets to get breakfast and coffee. Taking some time to just stare at the bustling roads and busy people rushing around. Another sip of coffee. Take a stroll. Complete some work that has been left lying around. Meet up with friends for pizza and pasta. Yum yum. Get me some delicious bubble tea. Head to the most trendiest place in town and just have a blast. End off with a lovely dinner, a nice warm bath and a face sheet mask, while my favourite jazzhop station is playing in the background. Scroll through social media, play a game, breathe the scent from the diffuser and slowly drift into sleep with the tv still on but smart enough to auto-off. 

2.What did you want to be when you were younger?

I wanted to be so many things when I was a little girl. From all the glamorous show-biz occupations to teacher and astronaut. But seriously, I still wanna be an astronaut. 

3.Who are you most inspired by? Why?

To be honest, I am most inspired by the people around me. Family and friends. They help me see things from a different angle, so I really appreciate everyone’s different input in life. It has really helped me grow tons.

4.How do you like to relax?

Definitely just chilling in bed under the covers. With my jazzhop station playing in the background. Watching some youtube videos as well.

5.What is your favorite book/movie/song at the moment?

Recently, I finished a book about astronomy. And I just feel more ready to be an astronaut. So yeah, that’s my favourite book at the moment. My favourite movie will always be Up. I really like Instagram by Dean. Took me a while, I know.

6.If you could make one change in the world, what would it be?

Getting rid of all things plastic-y. I’ve been trying to be more environmentally friendly. 

7.How do you want to be remembered in life?

I want to be that girl that achieves everything she sets her mind on. 

8.If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would it be?

Fiji just popped into my head, I don’t know why.

9.What’s the best meal you’ve ever eaten?

Every meal my mom cooks, is the best meal I’ve ever eaten.

10.If you could do anything you want for a living, what would it be?

A travel journalist, maybe.

11.If you found $100 in the street, what would you do with it?

Finders keepers. Haha I’m just joking. I may not actually keep it because I’ve kind of grew up being taught not to just take anything you find on the street. You might not know who it belongs to.. creepy laughter.

12.What are you most proud of in your life?

Maybe just my education for now. It’s been a really long run and I have finally graduated. Can’t wait to see where the future takes me. 

13.When was your first kiss?

I was 17. 

14.Share a vivid dream.

I went on a date with Minho. And he proposed casually in a large cargo lift. I could go on and describe this for hours. 

15.What’s your favorite childhood memory?

It’s definitely coming home to MSN. 

16.Things you love about this time of your life?

Youth, friendship and just starting out the adult life. 

17.Advice to your younger self?

Don’t worry, because everything is gonna be okay. 

18.Cats or dogs?

Dogs.

19.Showers or baths?

Showers.

20.Coffee or tea?

Tea.

21.Milk,white or dark chocolate?

Dark chocolate.

22.If you could eat one dessert for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Ice-cream cake.

23.Favorite kind of flower?

Sunflower.

24.All time favorite tv show?

Uh, maybe Knowing Brothers or Running Man. I don’t watch much nowadays though.

25.Do you believe in soulmates?Why/Why not?

I kind of do and kind of don’t. But I just believe that there always is the right place, the right time and the right person for it all. 

26.Favorite skincare products?

I use lots of Etude House. I love their mask as well. It’s thin and doesn’t feel like you are suffocating yourself, yet there’s still so much essence on the mask even after 20 minutes! 

27.Favorite poem?

Sorry, nothing rings a bell. I have read a couple of poem books and they were lovely.

28.Do you have a favorite place?

The Christmas Market in Germany.

29.Do you have a crush right now?

I had a crush a few weeks ago, but it’s long dead now. Oh well.

30.If you were able to be an animal, what animal would you be?

An eagle, perhaps.

31.What weather conditions do you enjoy most? Why?

I like it when it is windy. It’s just nice to feel the wind hitting your skin and your hair just flying all over the place. Feels free. 

32.Mermaids or Fairies?

Fairies. 

33.Favorite Disney Princess?

Mulan counts as one, right?

34.Do you create any kind of art?

Writing is my art, I guess. But it’s been a while since I last wrote anything close to decent.

35.Have you ever lucid dreamed?

Yes, I have! It was when I was younger. I can’t really lucid dream anymore now.

36.Do you keep a journal?

Not anymore. My privacy was invaded when I kept a journal years ago. I swore never to write any personal shit down in a book ever again. 

37.What’s your favorite color?

White.

38.Have you ever wished upon a star?

Probably, when I was younger.

39.Do you believe in magic?

That I don’t.

40.Are there any books/movies that have changed the way you view life?

There was a documentary I watched just recently about Planet Earth and how fragile our planet really is. Yeah, it just made me even more aware about my lifestyle.

41.What is something you love about yourself?

My humour and tenacity. 

42.Do you find it easy to open up?

No, I don’t.

43.Zodiac sign?

Capricorn.

44.Favorite film?

Up.

45.Favorite album?

WINNER’s EVERYDAY. For sure.

46.Have you ever written a letter?

Yes! I always mailed letters to my friend who lives a few miles away from me and she would mail hers to me as well. 

47.What time period is most interesting to you? Would you like to live then? Why?

You know, I just want to go back to 10 years ago. It is still the most interesting time period, in my opinion. And I would die to live it again. 

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ps. credits to the original source. lovely list of questions here. (i just really wanted to do this questions thing because i was bored and was waiting for lunch to be ready, but it’s not like anyone would really care right, my tumblr is kinda dead hahaha)

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forgive yourself. whether you fail a test, eat too many cookies, say the wrong thing, fail a class, or spend a whole day in bed — learn to forgive yourself. the next day will be better. the next day will be a day closer to your next success. you can do it.

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We were at such a funny stage. We were hot and cold, summer and winter, fire and water, anything that has to do with temperature ‘cause boy oh boy, do you make me mad. I couldn’t understand anything about him, how he travelled, lingered and stayed. There are times which I wonder, why do I keep counting? Why do I bother to attain this numerical digit of our relationship? It only makes me confused because the longer that we are together, the more I question myself. Yet, I know that this will last forever. I just know it. From how we wake in the morning to a brand new day, just absorbing freshly concocted hopes and dreams, to the lull of the full moon which beams on melancholic sleep. I get so tired of him, but I never tire him. It is amazing even though how much I lament about him to my friends. He knows and off he goes, turning around to bite me on my toes. Those toes, which grows, kinda like a rose, but really who knows? I just hope that down the road, we are happy. We are who we thought would become and aged a graceful journey. It may be a far, endless, tiring journey, but no matter what, we are going to walk down this road together. Just promise me, no more surprises? In all honesty, just save the good ones for me, please?

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Hi Ariel! It's Serena! (I changed my url once again). You never replied to my last message a year ago or so (or it got lost) and I've missed talking to you so I figured I'll drop an ask in your inbox. I hope you're fine! How are you? How have you been?

Hi Serena!! It’s so good to hear from you again! I’ve missed you so very much :) I can’t believe it’s been a year???? Tell me everything about how you’ve been! As for me I’m doing alright, I’ll be graduating in a few months time and I guess it’s work life for the next 40 years of my life. How exciting... But yeah, I’ve been doing well :)

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