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Happy Birthday to Me lolololol 611/7/11

Turned 16 yesterday. The big one six. The supposed greatest birthday of my life. I can now get my permit, be on 16 and pregnant, or legally drink in Germnay ect. Major turning point in my life right? Wrong. Let me tell you about my weekend.

Friday consisted of dance, homework, dance, and more homework. You: "this chick is such a loser. Why was she doing homework on a friday night?." Me: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I was thinking the exact same thing." I had so much shit to do I had to plan out every second on my weekend to fit in the mass amount of homework and projects and studying I had to do. Even better, I had to miss by best friends birthday dinner Friday night to go to stupid dance. Dance from 5 to 8 pm of a friday night... ReAlLy???

Saturday was interesting. I had dance from 9 till 11 and then again from 1:30 to 3:00. Guess what I did in between those times...HOMEWORK! (pattern anyone?) Its fucking ridiculous. After dance I went to the mall to go shopping for my best friends birthday present. Her present is pretty dope if my input is wanted. Then I got home and got ready because my parents were taking be out to dinner in Boston for my birthday. I had soooo much homework left and all I wanted to do was stay home and hand out candy to the trickortreaters (my town's Halloween was postponed a week. I love snow in October. Oh and my power was out for a week...different story.) Buuuuuuuuuut (plot twister) my parents were trying to "surprise" me by inviting my friends to come out to dinner with us(my mom left her phone in my room so I found out. plus my friends aren't good at secrets). It was a good thing I knew this because if I hadn't I would have asked to stay home. Now what I am about to say may only make sense in my head, but I was so embarassed. Not because my parents trying to surprise me, but because my friends didn't. I spent a month of my life planning a surprise party for my friends who are twins birthday. I worked so hard on that party and all they had to say about it after was how they already knew about it. Not a thank you, not a thanks friend, not a hey pal nice going, nothing. And now they have parents spoiling them and taking them to dinner in Boston 2 nights in a row (they went to by other friends birthday on friday). On top of that, I always work so hard on getting the best and most meaningful presents for my friends. I spend days (literally days) making mini cakes, cards, posters, and getting presents. I go all out because I like making others feel happy. My parents invited 5 of my friends and none of them even wrote me a card.  It just pissed me off so much because they take me for granted so obviously. I always have to help with the math homework, I have to print there stuff when theirs isnt working, I have to finish putting together their project so that they can do other homework, my parents are suppost to give rides everywhere. I'm sick of it. and on top of THAT, all of them were so excited that I "didn't know" about it that I felt obligated to not tell anyone that I knew. Funny how even on MY 16th birthday, is still isn't about me

Sunday was the day of my actual birthday and I spent it crying and doing a project. I actually did the same project from 12 pm to 12:30 am. And my present from my parents was gloves on clearance at Thunder. Cool thanks.

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Day 01 - Favorite contestant.

KENT BOYD. I will marry him someday.

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Day 01 - Favorite contestant. Day 02 - Favorite female contestant. Day 03 - Favorite male contestant. Day 04 - Least favorite female contestant. Day 05 - Least favorite male contestant. Day 06 - Favorite routine. Day 07 - Least favorite routine. Day 08 - Favorite pairing. Day 09 - Favorite female...

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You know its a bad day when even going on tumblr makes you upset

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10/26/11

I can't even sum up my feelings into words right now. All I know is that after one on the most difficult days ever, all I can do is sit on my bed and cry. About nothing and about everything. 

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