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I am a student filmmaker. Here's something I made with a wonderful and talented group of people.  It's called First Day of Spring.  Depressed over a recent breakup, Nathan is kidnapped and taken to his family's vacation house on the Cape for a guy's weekend by his childhood friend Dan.

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Getting that in-the-fridge shot

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I love Lupita Nyongo’s Brother

because he literally did

exactly what we would do

if we went to the Oscars 

except he did it 220022932 times better. 

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the arctic monkeys look like a 50s gang and im afraid they’re going to come out of the shadows one night and rhythmically snap their fingers at me

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I MISS LONDON SO BADLY IT HURTS AGGHH

Put me back in London. I need to get to know the place again, breathe it in.  Feel every quiver of its beating heart.

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Here’s Gallagher Christmas card for you all

Merry Christmas!!!

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goonermafia:

Noel Gallagher

i love this so much

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11 Days of Eleven ♕ Day 04 - favourite companion - Rory Williams

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amazing things that happened abroad, before I forget

Saw Peace live for free

met some amazing friends that I shall keep for the duration of my lifetime

saw Skaters for free

had my first kiss 

spoke to Oscar and Emmy award winning editors, directors, and writers

Broke in to Hyde Park

walked across Abbey Road

Witnessed a Waterloo Sunset

Walked down Portobello Road for miles 

explored downtown Seoul by myself (before I hit London)

went out for drinks with co-workers for the first time

Walked down Berwick Street

Was in two hemispheres at once (at the Royal Observatory in Greenwhich)

Traveled to Glasgow by myself

went to a Twisted Wheel gig at King Tut's!

Saw the Fratellis live

Daniel Radcliffe smiled, waved, and totally gave me a thumbs up at the London Film Festival Premiere of Kill Your Darlings

Serendipitously encountered Luke LaLonde of the Born Ruffians at the Botanique, in Brussels, Belgium.

Spent the day In Bruges.  

Ate the world's most amazing ribs in Ghent

saw amazing Clash memorabilia at Black Market Clash

Walked down Carnaby Street (was kind of disgusted by how commercial it's become)

stormed the stage at a concert and danced

waltzed to the Sex Pistols

fell in love

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How I've changed and not changed- My time abroad in London

I've never noticed such a sharp change in myself as the transformation I have incurred during my time in London.  I didn't realise how big a problem my timidness or complacency was until I noticed that London has turned me into a stronger, more confident, courageous person. Instead of hesitating and arguing the pros and cons of a situation, I am more inclined to act on my gut feelings and take immediate action.  I have become more unapologetic of what I want, and therefore more confident and comfortable with myself. I used my fears of others' negative judgment or rejection to control my decisions, but now I control my decisions.  I have become more independent, and realise that it takes a strong person to no longer need the comfort that the validation of others provides. These are all traits that are necessary in the film industry. I cannot market myself if I'm not 100% uncompromisingly comfortable with myself. 

What is okay or appropriate is not determined by society, it is determined by my perspective. This is how I shall navigate the world.  I've changed in the sense that I am more inclined and comfortable with being the person I was all along, instead of putting on airs to fit in with others. 

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I just want him so...

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HAHAHA

This week in 1999

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Even Gallifrey came back before Sherlock

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WHY CAN'T I RUN IN TO NOEL GALLAGHER???

Noel with a fan, November 23, 2013.

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John Barrowman at FandomFest 2013 (x)

'Never apologize for being nerdy.'

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Met Mike (guitarist) and Joe (bassist) from Smallpools! Saw them at Madame JoJo's and KOKO Club in London.  They opened for Shy Nature at Madame Jojo's, and Shy Nature are also quite jangly and brilliant